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dude fuuuuck nexopia.
i only have an account because
a) i like reading my old blogs/orions blogs
b) i still have plus on it. do not want tho.

currently at orions moms house.
hes here til next weekendddddd!
we're eatin' waffles and looking at old pictures!
<3
 

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4 days!
home sick today.
do not. feel. well.
i better be better before i go to van, or i'll start THROWIN' BOWS!
anyways. ive been pretty busy lately.
especially with cadets. UGH. so much to do. ACFT went well.
definitely need to requalify for my first aid ...

anyways. things are going well. ALL MY GOLD STARS PASSED PHASE 1 OF NSCE!
congrats! thats dope.
alena wont be at cadets AGAIN this week cuz she has exams. so fair enough. its just boring lol.
and wikstrum like isnt showing up. i have a feeling hes upset because they gave me his position and kicked him out of it ... again.
which sucks for him cuz hes super nice and whatever, but like ... dont make me do your job then... ??
anyways. yeah. i need him to show up this week or i will be FUUUUCKED.
cuz liberatore wants to teach knots to all the new kids but i need someone else to help me assess the gold star lessons considering alena wont be here, she wants to teach and wikstrum tells me hes going to come then thursday, last minute, he calls SOMEONE ELSE (when he should be calling me directly and telling me) that he cant come.
like FAAAAA.

anyways. iim going to do my projects for english
 

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so.
anyways.
new years = dope.
it was awesome. everyone came, except onkhar. and scott.
but still. amazing.
EVERYONE. sheldon, pat, chris, sonya, me, orion, james, laura, caddy, cody, brit, natz, powell and their gfs, ryan god damn mann, even jeff and darren and scotty showed up.
and shawn was there, and sam, too. and some of laura's friends that she gradded with. and madison mack and two of her friends. just helllla good times.
even Q was there!!
it was overall, just a reaaallly good party. and it was the first time that everyones gotten together in soo long.
like. i dont think ive been to new years since... the 2007-2008 party. like.. thats terrible haha.
but it was really good. minus the whole "jeff making out with me" thing.
awkward. thank god me and orion worked that out though.. he was REALLY drunk.
LOL SAM "man.. the first person i kiss in two years, and its jeff koster" LOL
so funny. hahaha
it was good seeing everyone.. even though, for the most part i was with sam, madison and darren.
but still. hella fun. LOL

* Darren talking about work *
Me: where do you work?
Darren: dude. wal mart.
then we had a 20 minute convo about it.

The next day, Darren texts me..
Darren: im at work.
Me: oh dope. where do you work?
Darren: WAL MART KATIE! we talked about this you alchy!
LOL FAAAA.





















LOL this picture of jeff... hahahaha






sheldon look way too happy..


Darren: BUDDDAAAAAAYYYYY!!!




 

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first post of 2010 baby!
so last night was doooooope... for the most part.
this morning though.. not so much
ive been throwing up all day
hella hungover. killing myself
 

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sap
merrrrrrrrry xmas.
orion is hurr.
laura and james are hungh,
we're watching the hangover and about to have din dins.
me and orion watched inglorious basterds last night


ps. dear albertans: we still have no snow, and sunshine
 

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dude..
nexopia is sooooooooo gay.
sam hasnt blogged in almost three months...
like ...
holy.
 

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so here's a bit of an update.

School: Behind with my english project and writing topics overwhelming
Work: at zellers. so much. cant believe i turned down American Eagle. so sad.
Orion: miss him things are really not the same without him in victoria. its great seeing him, but i dont see him often enough..
Sam: LOVE HER.
Computer: WINDOWS 7. formatted it. SUP. so happy. so much faster. but i need to get a new battery and an external harddrive so it doesnt fuck itself when i download shit. ps PIRATE BAY NEEDS TO START WORKING. K THANKS
TV: LOVING say yes to the dress, cake boss, family guy, jon&kate plus 8, the hills, friends, gossip girl, 90210.
Currently: watching MuchVibe. i fucking LOVE hip hop and rap. ill be honest. Watching the music video for Video Phone. ill be honest. lady gaga is FUCKED. but i want to have sex with beyonce. SAP
Cadets: got promoted. currently a WO officer. may be taking over in june because shes a fuck up. (its about time)
Holidays: whats going on?
Friends: stop trying to fuck me. thanks LOVE YOOOOOUUU
Music: AKON DROPS HIS NEW ALBUM SPRING 2010!
Travel: lots of me-->van and orion-->vic trips.
Christmas: ughhhh shopping -____-
Dance: I miss it
Weekend: twas dope. hung out with orion, and we watched Paranormal Activity with jeffffffff.

 

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take a breath, take it deep
"calm yourself
he says to me,
if you play,
you play for keeps.
take the gun,
and count to three."
 

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Eff
Fuck. Things are not working lately. So much homework, and a lot to do with cadets, and working early on the morning then school right after. No wonder I'm still sick.
I can't handle it all
 

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im so happy, i feel like quizzes!
Be honest, are you starting to gain feelings towards anyone?
The feelings are already there!

If you took a drug and alcohol test right now, would you pass?
fuck yeah

Is there anyone that always makes you smile when you talk to them?
Yes.

Who was the last person you linked arms with?
Sam

Is anything bothering you right now?
yes. im waiting for orion and im impatient.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you drank?
bubble tea.

If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?
Spend a little, save a little.

Do you have any plans this weekend?
Yes.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
I do right meow!

What's something you're excited for?
ORION!

Are you in a good mood?
yes!

Have you ever cried from laughing so hard?
Plenty of times.

When someone says "we need to talk," what runs through your mind?
I just get really nervous and think of the worst situation.


Is the song you're currently listening to being sung by a male or female?
Female.

Where did you get the shirt that you're wearing?
THE GAP!

Who did you talk to on the phone last?
Orionnnn

Do you tell your best friend everything?
Pretty much.

Last time you were really happy?
RIGHT MEOW

Look behind you, what do you see?
dog.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine..>?.

Has anyone ever drunk called/texted you?
HAHA JEFF, yeah. all thje time

What's really annoying?
Scene kids.

What's on your bed right now?
blankets.clothes.camera.notes.armani cologne.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
nope

Which do you enjoy more, to eat or sleep?
Sleeping.

Can you speak any other language than English?
Nbit of spanish, bit of french, bit of yugoslavian.

Do you believe what comes around goes around?
Kinda.

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Mariah

Has your best friend ever seen you naked?
orion: yeeeeep,
sam: probably LOL

Have you ever seen your best friend naked?
yup

Are you a bitch?
Apparently.

Do you have a best friend to lean on?
Yep.

Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now?
I am.

When's the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
I think today, not sure.

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yes!

Is there someone mad, because you're dating/talking to the person you are?
Uh I think so

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yeah

What exactly are you wearing now?
my shirt from the gap and my hot pink polka dotted pj pants.

How often do you listen to music?
Everyday

Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans.

Have the cops ever came to your house?
Yeah

Do you care if people talk badly about you?
whateeevvzzz

Are you going out of town soon?
probably.

When was the last time you cried?
two days agooo

Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yeah!

If you could change your eye color would you?
dunno

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Sometimes. Unless they murdered someone, thats different.

Is there a boy that you would do absolutely everything for?
yup

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
school

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
YES!

Are you dating the last person you talked to?
yes

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Mariah et Clarisa.

A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say...?
SAAAAAAAAAAP

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Orion!

Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand?
yes

When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
today

Do you ever delete people off your myspace?
myspace is for fags. lol

Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
probably not. i dunno.

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
LOL no

Is anything bothering you right now?
noo!!

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In this relationship

Do you even KNOW how to do the laundry?
ive been doing my familys laundry since i was seven -___-

When's the last time you had a headache?
today

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
laundry? nope..

Dark hair or light hair in the opposite sex?
both.

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you're down?
sam et orion.

What woke you up this morning?
mama

Who do you have text messages from?
orion, jeff, mariah, dean, laura.

Ever been kissed on the forehead?
Yes

Ever said something you didn't mean?
Yeah

How are you feeling right now?
Pretty excited.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
lol yeah.

Is there anyone you trust even though you should not?
yes

How's your heart lately?
Its beating!

What do you dislike about your school?
A lot of things.

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
BOBBY!
 

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09-09-09!








MY BABY BOY, TWO YEARS OLD! youre sooo cute zachary.
i love you soooo much!
 

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ORION'S COMING TO VIC.
250, SUP!
SO EXCITED.
OMG
HES CATCHING THE SEVEN FERRY.
SO STOKED.
TWO HOURS.
AND ILL BE HUGGING HIM AND SUFFOCATING HIM IN SMOOCHES!



so today was dope. mariah came to spectrum! and i went downtown with her and clarisa and got bubble tea/had a big HILARIOUS adventure in value village/got lingerie/"hey, whats up THERE!?"/walked around downtown/mowed mcdonalds.
i love them. so much. like actually.
so fun.

<3
 

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D
I'm sad....
it's all finally hitting me. Again.
 

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so...
VANCOUVER WAS DOPE.
I havent been on nex in forever.
but orion left last saturday and i seriously like broke down haha. i cried so much.
but i went and saw him this weekend and it was sooo fun.
his grand parents are oretty well off and they have this super amazing house.
i missed him so much. even though it was only a week. like. jesus.
anyways. i got there and we went to pacific center and he missed his appointment with Apple. so that sucked. but I mowed A&W that day. it was awesome.
the next day we went to science world and i had never been there. it was so dope!
and we watched this adrenaline movie at the omnimax. SUCH A MASSIVE THEATRE.
theeeeeeen i cant remember what we did. we drove all over to find me ice cream lol.
then we went to Honey
then we went to metrotown haha. i got a shirt, its nice. lol. and we got candy at the sweet factory. it came to $30. LOL
then we left and went to his house to drop shit off.
annnd then we went to Sonya's party thing. her pre-drinking thing anyways, we didnt go on the party bus.
but I got to see sheldon, chris, caddy, patand sonya obviously. so that was good.
and we went out for coffee with pat after, in the middle of nowhere lol.
thennn at like midnight we went BACK by science world and waited to see Sir Ryan Mann.
haha hes so funny. we saw this girl flip out in subway and threaten to pee in their closet. LOL
but yeah. then we went home at like 1:30. so saturday was a good day.
AND we had crepes for breakfast that day. fucking LOVE crepes.

THEN. on sunday, we had these breakfast sandwiches and hashbrowns OM NOM SO GOOD.
lol. but we stayed in and watched Indian in the Cupboard which i havent seen forever and Freak the Mighty which is actually such a good movie haha.
theeeeeeeeen. weeeeee... went to robson street! and we got hot dogs from 711
then we went back to his house, i packed,we played video games and we ate ribs for dinner lol and he brought me to the ferry.

it was so fun.
i hope i can go again this weekend.
orion, i love love love youuuu!
 

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so. update.
- i stay on top of school
- i stay on top of my chores
- i applied at 23 different places AND did follow up for all of them
- after all that, i get grounded for not having a job. its not like im not trying, ya know.
- school's okay. english is getting boring. mr cain kinda hits on me. its weird. i sit next to this girl shayleen. shes dope.
- i finally got my iphone back. UPS lost it. thats dope.
- i need A GOD DAMN JOB.
- i applied at shell where genesa works. i hope to god i get hired so my mom will shut up.
- you're two faced
- you're stupid
- you're fucking ... the same.
- i dont want you to leave. again.
 

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