I cant beleave dumb fucks still go on nexopia
must have no life.
wondering whats going on with you.
i hope you kept your promise if not , well fuck i dont like this
prove me wrong
iloveyou.
Hella drunk but still missing you
Starting Lambrick with janessa this year.
never woulda thought i would be in love like this,
Never thought i would of ever seen words like that tawords meh . its not like ive never been called things like this befor but for some reason this time it hurts never woulda thought.
we`ve been fighting like crazy , so now were about to go down to a firetruck park , LOL and go down bye the water and skip rocks i actually cant wait. i haven't been this existed for something in a wile i love you boo. <3
p.s hope you keep your word.
too what you said.♥
Fuck im sorry for being like this but seriously i cant control it, its these fucking pills
i want to stop taking them but i kinda cant , i hate feeling like this and i hate seeing the reaction on your face when , i treat you like this but maybe they will get better but if not then we will obviously figure something out and if not then im sure we will get threw it , It`s not like i hate being here with you im just not use to this town i mean it`s kinda small but that's not the problem theirs nothing to do , and i no i should be saying that , that shouldn't be the problem either but if we have nothing to do then were just gonna be sitting there looking at each other and just BITCH BITCH BITCH!!! and i hate fighting with you and this town is fucking changing you so fucking much like i don't even think you realize i hope you do at some point tho i love you with all my heart i hope we can look past this and figure shit out and i hope i get use to here cause i don't want to leave you but i feel like i just have to leave this town its not right for me , don't ask me how you should be able to figure it out on your own, ♥
haha babeboii it must of been mah gramma anyways im down at mayfair right nnow looking for you i saw that someone called and i ran down here because im hopeing that its you and i was at the bus depo this morning at 11:30 and you wurnt there so i went at 5:30 still wurnt there so im hopein that you down here im gunaaa go look but if i cant find you call mah name or LOOK for me ill stay down here fr like 20 min`z looking for you and if you cant find me you no you can allways go into mah house and wait mah gramma doesnt hate you she really wants to see you and bye the way if he ask`s you got picked up allready in P .G and they releast you down there and now your down here and bye the way as soon as i see you i wanna let chu no I WANT TO GO TO P.G WITH YOU TONIGHT my mamaz in jail im all bye my self id love to come live you you i love you cant wait to see you.
Well im so happy that you got your shit together , but now i miss you so much not that your gone , your not going to be in there for that long, but i miss you so much this shit it like killing me i cant stand to not be with you every secound of my life, like its fucked but i never new i could feel this way about someone and not when you get back and i try and exsplain to you how much i missed you , you will still never no , words couldent even exsplain how much i miss you and i need to be with you, like it actually brings meh in tear i love you so much , and i cant wait to see you.
Dident go home for like 2 weeks ,
went home for like one over night.
and then the next day left agien
Nicholas i love you so much and im glad that ive been
runnin from the po , with you agien i missed it , but im actually so exsited to see what happens next we
allways het threw it and even last night we just slept in jakes fuckiing like 80 year old broke down hippy van it hurt mah back so bad lol. but i loved it cause i slept in yer arrms agien we allways get threw this
and we allways will but you have to deal with your shit sooner or later, and it KILLS me to say that but its like i can say it now but when it actually gets to the time where you have to leave it makes me cry , because i just dont want to be alone i hate the feeling of being bye my self and being alone but im going to make you turn your self in this week. im not gunna tell you im justr gunnna come out and say it on of thease days , because i want and NEED us to have this summer together and to make it the best summmer that we have ever have
i love you so much boii you will allways be in my heart no matter what.
Fuck babe i miss you so much,
and i love you i cant stand being away from you i cant wait
to kick it with mah boii agien tomorrow
fuck i ove you i love you i love you
shits kinda weird right now, but i no things wil go back to normal,
i really do love you tho nicholass i really do,
Kay well Thats the first time you have ever said that to meh,
im sorry i walked away i was just in shock that you said that,
sorry that i did that i tryed to get it in your moulth like we allways do,
but i guess nawt,
well just wanna let you no if you read this i actually am sorry..
''sigh''
But im nawt leaveing mayfair untill you come up to mee and like we will get on with the day
so if you read this just wanna let chu no im not leavein the mall so,
yeah i allready think you did
i just ill just kick it here untill i find someone to kick it with....
i love you.
im glad we made shit up
i love you so muchh , But when you read this tonight i just wanna let chu no
wile your sitting there
talking to becca is bothering me so much,,
but whatever doesnt matter..
ilove youu
