1) are you really ready for 125 questions?
yaa
2) what was the last thing you drank?
five alive
3) do you believe in God?
yeah then why am i here?
4) who did you last say "i love you too" to and really meant it?
my friends
5) do you regret it?
no lol
6) have you ever been depressed?
in a state of a few mins, just for KICKS! =P
7) have a best friend?
more than one!
8) are you a boy or girl?
what kind of question is this? lol a GIRL
9)did you kiss someone for new years?
no, i saw everyone else kiss it was rather disgusting
10) how do you want to die?
i wanna die peacefully, when it's time
11) what did you last eat?
beef stroganoff <3
12) played any sports recently?
dance, DODGEBALL
13) do you bite your nails?
nope, hang nails when it hurts
14) who did you last speak to?
shurmack =)
15) what is the last thing you just heard?
the radio
16) ever been in love?
yeah I think so.
18) what is your name?
courtney
20) do you hate anyone at the moment?
nope, im a loving person, im not a hater
21) do you miss anyone?
all the time, i miss missoula ppl, chicago ppl. poopert ppl, friends...etc!
22) twirl or cut your spaghetti?
who cuts it? there is defeating the purpose of a FORK.
23) do you cry easily?
depends, if someone hurt me, or im hurt by something i have seen
24) have any pets?
TWO hermit crabs !
25) how exactly are you feeling?
amazing
26) ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yeah fun stuff, bruh hates it when something falls on his stick shift =)
29) are you scared of spiders?
tarantulas =O gaah big hair ones!
30) would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no because I am totally happy with where I am
31) do you regret anything from your past?
yeah, what's there not to regret at some time?
32) where did you sleep last night?
my duvet covered BED.
34) would you ever date your bestfriends ex?
well if it's been a while, or if they're okay with it being with him
I always make sure it's fine first before it gets awkward
35) do you type fast?
holler back now!
36) do you have piercings? how many?
ears, two
37) want any more?
a belly button ring would rock
38) can you spell well?
yeah i always get paranoid when someone writes something on the board...*COUGH*HARCUS*COUGH*
39) do you miss anyone from your past?
YES. So much.
40) what are you craving right now?
fries. =)
41) ever been to a bonfire party?
yeaaah! Oilers Playoffs! People peeing and going through fires! HAHAHA
43) have you ever been on a horse?
YEAH! So much fun! I wish I could Horseback ride
45) last hug?
FIA FRISKEEEE
47) last thing you watched on tv?
I watched 13: Fear is Real Finale !
50) what should you be doing?
Waiting for my dad so we can scadaddle to the doctors for my check up
51) what's irritating you right now?
nothing at all!
52) have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
yeah, but I'm past that right now
53) does somebody love you?
I hope so! I'm loving the love
54) what is your favorite animal?
Dogs mostly, and kangaroos, and cheetahs. =) Since I was born =D
55) do you feel comfortable around the opposite sex?
Yeah, I'm a very laid back person with an enthusiastic personality
56) who has your heart?
Jonathon Rhys Meyers, Gaspard ULLIEL, Robert Pattinson, James McAvoy <3
57) do you have trust issues?
no, which is my problem because I'm too nice
58) what's the last thing you said out loud?
I dunno, so many things =P
59) have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
no, that's why you use a tub lol
60) do you have a good relationship with your parents?
yeah keeping in strong
61) what's on your mind?
how my check up goes, thursday!!!! <3
62) last book you read?
Burned by Ellen Page? I think?
63) who was the last person you cried in front of?
Many people at camp. But they were too. It was tough
64) do you give out second chances too easily?
No, they have to fight for it. One second chance lasted months, and months...
65) is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive, sounds like the Hills all over again.
66) is this year the best year of your life?
So far I think, I've made pretty amazing friends =)
67) what times is it?
It is 2:27 pm
69) do you think you're a good person?
Yeah, I'm better now that I believe.
70) do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yeah, my choices reveal the future
72) is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
yeah, boyfriend-wise.
73) what is bothering you?
the fact that he hasn't figure it out completely, thoroughly enough.
74) have you ever been out of province?
HAHAHAHA Yeah apparently I'm an immigrant from British Columbia. =P
75) do you play the wii?
YEAH! I HAVE ONE!!!
76) are you listening to music right now?
no, i wanted peace because Im tired as hellz
78) do you know your fathers b-day?
december 13th
79) are you afraid of the dark?
nope, but sometimes light is good when its TOO dark
81) are you mean?
when Im upset at a friend
82) can you keep white shoes clean?
yeeah, but try being justin!
83) have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
yup LOL
84) do you believe in true love?
yeah.
88) do you like the outside?
ITS SUNNY!
89) are you currently bored?
no this is keeping me busy
90) do you wanna get married?
YEAH, after I graduate and have a good job.
91) is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
yeeah or sexy face
92) are you hungry?
I just said I have beef stroganoff!
93) do you have a bank account?
yeeah
94) what makes you happy?
EVERYTHING. It's hard to make me unhappy, easily amused human being.
95) would you change you last name right now?
nope LOVE it
96) ever been to alaska?
my brother and sister! Im so jealous
98) do you watch the news?
sometimes
100) do you like subway?
YEAH!!!!!!!!! Pizza subs for the win
102) who was the last person you were on the phone with?
dadddddy
103) do you talk like your friends?
sorta we all act the same usually
104) what's a word you say a lot?
oh YA =P
105) have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
yup
106) do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self with?
mhm!
107) who is the last girl you talked to?
carla
109) do you go to church?
yes
110) what's going on between you and your best friend?
i love her.
111) who is the last person you had a deep conversation with?
ian maybe
113) do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
not too fond
114) what do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?
I WEAR JEANS SWEATS AND SHORTS EQUALLY.
115) you're a sharpie marker, what color are you?
purple
117) do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
night
118) have you ever said you'd never love again?
nope
120) have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yeah....
121) has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
yeah lol
122) are you alone?
yeah
123) do you have any siblings?
two
124) did you speak to your dad today?
right now lol
125) How many months/days until your birthday?
april 17!!!!! one and a half!

1)when we would randomly talk about Antarctica
2)when that big ass piece of crap was fun for you to pick at with a stick
3)when we thought fantastic 5 was cool (loooosers.)
4)when we linked up in a CLIGOG. (love you guys)
5)when we went slip n' sliding and played with that mousse stuff (WOW.)
6)when truth or dare turned into your crazy idea truth or not-so-much porn (waait-what?!)
7)when parties turned into sessions (g-staaar and adam and I were bored as hell)
8)when white girls can instantly turn black (somehow.)
9)licking smarties and whipping cream off plates on the floor
10)when Chia Pets: Buy One Today! started playing
11)when i would write his name on tons of pieces of paper in kindergarten
12)when corn smelling was the idea of ADHD
13)when black eyed peas: no no no no, don't Phunk with my heart plays!
14)when that boy would run around times and times for ONE oreo. (you make me laugh, I miss it)
15)when he threw the one picture that I actually cared about giving him.
16)when I called him to say what was up
17)when I cried and he said it'll be alright
18)when he said we will always have that chemistry.
19)when he said next time, will be the time
20)when I thought to myself, I don't think that'll happen anytime soon
21)when I hope and hope, but I'm just hurting myself every single time I think about him.

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Heartaches and pain
It feels the same
It hurts and it breaks
I can't regain
Composure of a hopeless girl
One who hasn't found the cure
Of a love that’s poisoned, for that I'm sure.

Sunshine
Like I've never seen before
You score light that has never shone before
Strike up a tree, or put it on me all the radiation
You're giving me is your sign of your energy
I feel it on my skin while it creeps up
And gives me goose bumps again
Sensation that's burning and calling my name
You are the light I've never seen before
Now I know
You give me what I need, a sign of ecstasy
You know I really want you here
Beside me or i'll shed a tear
But you won't do that to me
You show me what it's like to be
Seen with a light I've never seen.

Tired
Of loving you for all you've done to me
You know I can't tell you anymore
That I have that night before
I cried to tell you how I feel
And you want me to stand clear
That you have feelings for me and stay dear
Always, we'll have that chemistry
Science will speak to me
When it happens with an action
To a reaction, as if opposites attract
And I can't surpass this feeling of lacking love
That I can't give up unless you leave my life
And I can sit back tonight

I found it
My heart that sank into a pool of innocence
Why do I have to think of things that make me quit
For all I go through, what did I do to make you regret
Or forget time shared and time lost, for this cause of fear
And maybe some tears that can't release unless the sight of me
Makes you wanna log off and hold on to me for if you walk up
And hear me scream the possibilities of breaking up with me
Then maybe I'm not the one, or maybe I'm a false alarm
A trigger shot, a hit and run, a gun that's used for silly fun.
And if you do, by any chance, make up for all the consequence
Of an unhappy girl, in a selfish world, of love and hate and all the fate
Is in the hands of a guy with a mind of a stupid mime on an imaginary line.

I found it
My heart that sank into a pool of innocence
Why do I have to think of things that make me quit
For all I go through, what did I do to make you regret
Or forget time shared and time lost, for this cause of fear
And maybe some tears that can't release unless the sight of me
Makes you wanna log off and hold on to me for if you walk up
And hear me scream the possibilities of breaking up with me
Then maybe I'm not the one, or maybe I'm a false alarm
A trigger shot, a hit and run, a gun that's used for silly fun.
And if you do, by any chance, make up for all the consequence
Of an unhappy girl, in a selfish world, of love and hate and all the fate
Is in the hands of a guy with a mind of a stupid mime on an imaginary line.

Tired
Of loving you for all you've done to me
You know I can't tell you anymore
That I have that night before
I cried to tell you how I feel
And you want me to stand clear
That you have feelings for me and stay dear
Always, we'll have that chemistry
Science will speak to me
When it happens with an action
To a reaction, as if opposites attract
And I can't surpass this feeling of lacking love
That I can't give up unless you leave my life
And I can sit back tonight

Sunshine
Like I've never seen before
You score light that has never shone before
Strike up a tree, or put it on me all the radiation
You're giving me is your sign of your energy
I feel it on my skin while it creeps up
And gives me goose bumps again
Sensation that's burning and calling my name
You are the light I've never seen before
Now I know
You give me what I need, a sign of ecstasy
You know I really want you here
Beside me or I'll shed a tear
But you won't do that to me
You show me what it's like to be
Seen with a light I've never seen.

Text
Because he isn't man enough to call
Or write a letter and give it to you in person
A lesson they learn when you reject, they detest
You recall, and they fall upon knees with clamped hands
And you walk on a stand that is 2 feet tall, and his mercy is all
That he gives you, a signal to send you a white flag and say
I forgive you.

Resolutions
Changes from the past
Hasn't gone very fast
But I got a situation
And it's a hard equation
With a conclusion unwound
And sound that can't turn up too loud.

Mute
As unheard lips
Bound between a remote
And an unfixed glitch
In control, it's resolved
A twist in the wires
And all else retires
Because it expired.

Glow
For she has this nature
Of calling attention
To a head of hair and
I bust of a chest and
A dad of a building
That can't hold up without
An idea and some green
What a tease for her to appease

Clock
With a tick and a tock
That goes around a center
And goes through trials and error
Of life and cruel favors
Seconds go and pass
Emotions walking past
A circle of time
That can't rewind
A look into the future
And all you've got
Is nothing but squat

Love
It comes and it goes
It's in a care package
And all you get is
A number and a face
Labeled with a chain of girls
Calling his name
How do I retain?
This is insane

Heartaches and pain
It feels the same
It hurts and it breaks
I can't regain
Composure of a hopeless girl
One who hasn't found the cure
Of a love thats poisoned, I'm sure.