yesterday...
laughed so hard that my cheeks hurt
time went by quickly
fell asleep thinking of you
today...
slept in and lounged around
had the best time with 2 gals
hope to see you again
=) i love things that make me happy
you walked through my walls like a ghost on tv
soo i woke up to a friend at my door today
it was a nice surprise =)
buuuuuut i wish i didnt look like shit
do you ever read other peoples blog entries and wonder or wish that they are about you?
cuz lately..ive been falling victim to that
why sleep?
you always seem to talk later
so maybe id rather lay here thinking about you
so maybe i do get a bit nervous..but whos to say its a bad thing.
just means i worry
...about you
...ur thoughts
...and everything else facing me
i just dont know what to do anymore..
things are getting too hard to ignore and i just need to think for myself.
UGGGh who thought it would be this hard.
yea soo school is over tomorrow.. and i know high school is pretty
insignificant and we are all supposed to move on to bigger and better
things...but this past week went by too fast and i just know i wont stay
in touch with EVERYbody...soo im kinda choked up and lil saddd. = (
well heres to everyone that has been a part of my life..whether big or small
im going to miss you and i truly appreciate spending the majority of my days
with all of you!
The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.
because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last.
stone crumbles.
wood rots.
people, well, they die.
but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.
ummmmm sick
wow. so dissapointment hurts but in the end, i guess the realization makes it worth while.
thanks =)
why me?
why this now??
&& why this way???
all the things i should've said that I never said
all the things i should've done that i never did
all the things i should've given but I didn't..
