crazy.but.sweet - 20, Female, Cold Lake
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Are you ready for some ACTUAL questions; questions that teenagers actually go through?
Yes.

What is your full name?
kelsey-rose kimberlee skanes

Do you know what love is?
I think i do, but everyones definitions are diffrent

Do you think parents are too hard on kids these days?
sometimes, depending on the parents

Honestly, what is the one thing you need more than ANYTHING right now?
a drink

How often do you honestly say "I wanna die"?
Everyday.

Do you like to go out in the rain?
yeaaa

Do you ever wish you could just go to sleep & never wake up?
more then never

Do you want to have any children? If so, how many?
no

Is there someone you just CANNOT stand?
diffrent people eeryday

Two years ago, were you the same person as you are now?
no

Do you think you'll ACTUALLY live a happy life with somebody?
no

What's the reason your in the mood that your in now?
tired

Jacob Black or Edward Cullen?
edward all the way.

How many piercings have you had in your life?
16

Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
yeah and getting it when im 18.

Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes, there is.

Do you have a problem with bisexual, gay, or bicurious people?
no

When was the last time you were sun burned?
this summer

Where are your biological parents right now?
elliot lake, bonnyville

Do you use hearts like this <3 a lot?
yupp

Is there anything wrong with you right now?
sure is

Do you plan on getting your hair cut anytime soon?
hell no

Have you recently pulled a muscle?
no thank god

Do you use smiley faces a lot when you type?
Yes.

What were you doing at 2am?
watching tv drinking blue juice

Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
yupp dont like it dont talkto me

What's one thing you do when you're mad?
cry

Do you like where you live?
depends on the day

How often do you lose your voice?
4 times a year

Does anyone like you?
yupp 3.

What are your plans for tonight ?
sleep

Are you a good babysitter?
sisters no , other peoples kids yes

Do you have a job?
no buttrying

Ever thrown up in a car?
no

Is anyone over protective of you?
yes

Do you trust all of your friends?
No,

Are you any good at math?
hell no

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
yes he is in the other room

Do you ever think "what if"?
Everyday.

Do you mind sleeping on the floor?
dont care

Have you ever made someone so mad that they broke something?
yea there hand and others

How are you feeling right now?
tired

Are you having a meaningful conversation with anyone?
not as this moment

If you could go back in life, how far would you go?
3 years ago and keep what i had

What are you excited for?
to see him again

Have you done something bad today?
No.

Is there a movie you've seen countless times?
yeah mean girls, waitting i can go on lol

What day of the week would you like it to be?
Friday.

Where's your best friend?
i dont know who my best friend is anymore.....

Do you get into fights a lot?
yeah

Last person you hugged?
crowen

Do you straighten your hair?
sometimes

Describe what you are wearing now.
skinny jeans and black tannk top


Is your hair up or down right now?
Down

What is your favorite band?
dont have a favorite

Are you a jealous person?
sometimes

What will you be doing after this?
eating soup

Do you currently have a crush on someone? Or any feelings at all?
Yes.

What do you want for your birthday?
things to go back to the way they were ....
 

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WAXING
OMFG i WAXED MY EYEBROWS AND NOW HALF IS GONE AND THEN WAXED ANDREWS LEGS HE SCREAMED LIKE A LIL GIRL LOL >_< XD ]]
 

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..... this is mine .....
My outter shell has broken
and i cant pretend like im okay
i only wish i could hold it together
for one more day
then maybe i could be better prepared,
then maybe you wouldnt be scared
im sorry for my outbust
but its been held in some time
i only wish you werent here
here to see me cry
i see tears as a weakness
and this isnt how i am usually
but i jsut couldnt hold it in any longer
it was to much for me
i miss you holding me
i need somenoe like you
my mom isnt here
my dad has no clue
Ryan walked away
after all the bullshit we went through
Cheryl is in BC
and nana is gone and there is nothing i can do
It seems all those who promised forever are gone
all those who loved me have already carried on
I am alone and cryin
wishing someone could save me
but andrew is far away
and no one can hear me
i am nothing more then a little girl
trapped in a tortured body ,
scars tell tales
that i was to ashamed to tell,
my eyes scream things
im to shy to yell
My heart is aching
like never before
i wish i could turn back time
and hold you some more
my life is flashing before my eyes
and im scared to cry
i know people say it helps
but for me it never stops
i miss the Reichle family
they let me in as one of them
and now my heart is shattering and it cannot be mend
yeah my mom and dad are here
but its been so long
that i feel as though my place is no longer here
i jsut dont belong
my heart is shattering as i write this poem
and i think of only one person through it all
and that is you crowen....
 

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good byes
so tomorow might be the last time you all see me might move back to bonnyville going there tomorow ferrr sure . so say your good byes cause i dont know when ill be back
 

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Blog
WOW MY FRIENDS (ESPECIALLY AQUELLA) ARE BLOG WHORES >.<
 

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My Friends Are Blog Whores ....lol
 

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last night i got upset and kicked in a window bare foot.... cut the bottom of mu effin foot (my fault) and then i walked from 67 street to 90 street on 118 ave (for those who arnt from edmontno whore avenue.)
then i got to dizzy's then he got arrested for stealin a car and guns were at point and me cheryl and cassie all had to hide in the basement.... lol
fuckin nights in edmonton... i dont think ill ever for them lol
 

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the truth

(Lets see if you can get through it. If not; you're too scared about your past)

- Longest relationship: 1 year on and off
- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? 5
- Have you ever thought you're going to marry the person you were with? yea
- Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? yea
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? yea
- Are you happier single or in a relationship? relationship
- Have you ever been cheated on? yea to many times
- Have you ever had your heart broken? yea tonight
- Have you ever broken someone's heart? yea
- Talk to any of your ex's? yea
- Think any of your ex's feel the same way about you the way they did when you were dating? yea
- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? yea
- Have you dated people who were not good to you? yea
- Have you been in an abusive relationship? yea
- Have you dated someone older then you? yea
- Dated someone younger then you? once
- Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend? yep
- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yea
- Believe in love at first sight? Nope
- Ever dated two people at once? Long distance? yea
- Ever been given an Engagement ring? no
- Do you have something to say to any of your ex's?yea i love you
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? no


LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: kelsey
Birth date: may 25th 1994
Current Location: dining room
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: Blrown
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: lossing those who are close to me
Your weakness: Peoples judgment
Your perfect pizza: cheese
Goal you'd like to achieve: be married and be happy

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: fuck me!!!!!
Your best physical feature: eyes
Your bedtime: Whenever
Your most missed memory: nana

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Cuss: Mhmm
Take a shower: Yes
Have a crush: A few
Like(d) school: no
Do you believe in yourself: somedays
Think you're a health freak: nope

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: yes
Been on stage: Nope
Eaten Sushi: yea
Been dumped: yea tonight
Gone skating: no
Dyed your hair: yea

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: yea
Gotten beaten up: yea
Changed who you were to fit in: yea


LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: one day

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: Blue
Best hair color: black
Short or long hair: emo long

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: crying
1 HOUR AGO: askin him why
1 WEEK AGO: lovin him
1 YEAR AGO: wonderin when ill be loved...

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I FEEL: alone
I HATE: myself for pushin you all awway
I HIDE: my feelins,
I NEED: someone to love
 

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check him outt
check out muh boyfriends page .....lol

coolnager
 

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truth
love is nothing but headache and heartache....
 

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never let go
dont let go cause if yew do yew will never know wat yew could have had... i love yew xoxoxoxoxoxox
 

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the convo
AJ and me had a convo and here is our final words
love is when you call then just to hear their voice and when when you are with them you dont want just sex you want them and when you see them smile it makes you happy to know that you put it there and yet neither of us are sure wat love is for real...
WHAT THE HELL IS LOVE?!?!?!?!
 

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she/her
she doesnt know wat she has left to live for and everything is lookin bad and yet nothing is wrong but something deep inside of her is hurtin her....
she wants to know wat it is....:(