TEN FIRSTS
First Best Friend: Ami Massey <3
First Screen Name: I wouldn’t remember
First Pet: Crystal
First Piercing: ears (only piercings)
First Crush: ummm.. brady??no...taylor hahah!
First CD: YTV's big fun party mix
First Car: no car yet.
First Stuffed animal: a little white bear that played music

NINE LASTS
Last Car ride: home from DT
Last Movie Seen: men in black II
Last Phone Call: my mom
Last Song: something random with no title
Last Bubble Bath: back when
Last time you Cried: yesterday.. sad show



EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: uuuuh nuh.
Have you ever been arrested? nope.
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever kissed someone, and then regreted it? No
Have you ever had a sex dream about someone? hahaa who hasnt
Have you ever cheated on someone? no.

SEVEN THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1. pink lulu scuba hoodie
2. green racer tank
3. undies
4. DT track pants
5. pink socks with monkeys on them
6. bra
7. umm.. glasses

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1. woke up early for no reason
2. watched tv
3. went shopping
4. visited jenn @ work
5. extra tap practice
6. avoided studying and homework!

FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER
1. friends and pictures, I love the memories a picture can bring back to you
2. fashion
3. dancing
4. music
5. traveling and exploring

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. graduate from university
2. go camping with genevieve
3. take ballroom lessons
4. learn to say thank you in 36 languages

THREE CHOICES
1. Black or White: grey
2. Hot or Cold: warm
3. Chocolate or Vanilla: swirl

TWO PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
1. Ami
2. Gen

ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. not punching rs in the sixth grade!!!!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
-Nicole
-Nikki
-Pickles

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-hair... except when its all crazy (which is usually)
-my eyes
-my new found waist like where has it been all these years???

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
-when my hair is all crazy
-my earlobes
-when i have them, zits

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
-Dutch
-British
-Cree?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
-i HATE not being best at things i love
-failure
-giving up pin anticipation of failure

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
-dance
-food
-oxygen
(and yes, in case you're wondering, in that order)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
- deathcab for cutie
- ani difranco
- alanis morisette

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
- humour
- humility
- honesty

TWO TRUTHS & A LIE:
- im attracted to a friend
- a think that harper might have a spine
- i want to be the first female PM to get re-elected

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
- eyes
- smile
- my height or taller

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
- DANCE
- reading/writing
- procrastination

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
- France/ Spain--44 Days baby!
- out east--this summer!
- Hornby

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
- graduate from university
- learn to say thank you in 36 languages
- Dance with a professional company

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
- i have way too many skirts
- i like the smell of makeup and hair products
- i love aero bars

THREE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS:
-you'd know.

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS:
- dance
- shopping
- watching sports

THREE THINGS YOU HATE:
- ignorance
- soar limbs
- Throwing up

THREE PET PEEVES:
- the word "can't"
- people who continue to complain well after they've made their point
- when my mom stereotypes against teenagers

THREE STORES YOU LOVE:
- lulu!
- jacob connexion
- spring

THREE FAVORITE FAMILY MEMBERS:
- mom
- dad
- deb

THREE PLACES YOU'VE LIVED:
- langley (off 200th)
- langley (off 207th)
- umm.... candy land?

THREE FAVORITE SHOES:
- my gaynors!
- red heels
- any flip flops

THREE FAVORITE PIECES OF JEWELERY:
- red beads
- earrings gen brought back from miami
- my "n" necklace that was my great grandmother's

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE CLOTHES:
- blue jeans from jacob connexion
- purple tank from lululemon
- striped 3/4 length top

THREE THINGS YOU MISS:
- miss shane
- competition (almost time again!!!)
- C.L.C.

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
- orange
- green
- purple

my brain is fuzzy but thats okay...
ur hair is fuzzy but thats okay...
i think that we will
like each other anyway...

http://www.yorku.ca/finearts/dance/apply.htm

thats where i wanna go

go ahead and talk me off this ledge,
or on second thought..
don't


cuz i might hav to hurt u if u TRY to crush my dreams

Start at 100% and take away 1% for each of these you have done in the past or are doing right now. Put your % as the subject.

-Smoked.
-Drank alcohol.
-Cried when someone died.
-Been drunk.
-Had sex.
-Been to a concert.
-Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
-Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
-Been verbally/sexually harassed.
-Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
-Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
-Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
-Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
-Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
-Been to prom.
-Cried at school.
-Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
-Went streaking.
-Given a lap dance.
-Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
-Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
-Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
-Kissed a stranger.
-Hugged a stranger.
-Went scuba diving.
-Driven a car.
-Gotten an xray.
-Hit by a car.
-Had a party.
-Done drugs.
-Played strip poker.
-Got paid to strip for someone.
-Ran away from home
-Broken a bone
-Eaten sushi.
-Bought porn.
-Watched porn.
-Made porn.
-Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
-Been in love.
-Frenched kissed.
-Laughed so hard you cried.
-Cried yourself to sleep.
-Laughed yourself to sleep.
-Stabbed yourself
-Shot a gun.
-Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
-Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
-Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
-Watched an animal die.
-Watched a person die.
-Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
-Pranked somebody.
-Put somebody in the hospital.
-Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
-Kissed somebody of the same sex.
-Dressed punk.
-Dressed goth.
-Dressed preppy.
-Been to a motocross race.
-Avoided somebody.
-Been stalked.
-Stalked someone.
-Met a celebrity.
-Played an instrument.
-Ridden a horse.
-Cut yourself.
-Bungee jumped.
-Ding dong ditched somebody.
-Been to a wild party.
-Got caught stealing something.
-Kicked a guy in the balls.
-Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend?
-Went out with your friend's crush.
-Got arrested.
-Been pregnant.
-Babysat.
-Been to another country.
-Started your house on fire.
-Had an encounter with a ghost.
-Donated your hair to cancer patients.
-Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
-Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
-Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
-Sat on your ass all day.
-Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
-Had a job
-Gotten cut from a sports team.
-Been called a whore.
-Danced like a whore
-Been mistaken for a celebrity.
-Been in a car accident
-Been told you have beautiful eyes.
-Been told you have beautiful hair.
-Raped somebody.
-Danced in the rain.
-Been rejected.
-Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
-Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.

" WONDERING " by Nyree

I am wondering who I am today
I've been wondering who I am all week
If I'm wondering who I am all month all year
Is that ok?

I feel like I used to know my dreams
Now they're wrapped up in my tears
When I hear my voice, it's not my voice I want to hear
When I look for my dreams I find it's not that clear Anymore

I am looking at myself today
I've been looking at myself all week
If I'm looking at myself all month all year
Is that ok?

I feel like I used to know my dreams
I wrapped them up and held them close to me
But now it's escaping me
What am I doing here?
What am I doing here?
What am I doing here?

I am wondering who I am today
I've been wondering who I am all week
If I'm wondering who I am all month all year
Is that ok?

oui / non

1. Taken a picture naked? no
2. Taken a shower with someone? i used to have baths with various friends and cousins in my toddlerhood haha
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no quite.. but it was mightly cozy on that futon..
4. Drove a car? yes.. i'm a legal Loser
5. Stolen anything? a ballon from safeway when i was 4
6. Liked someone? yesss
7. Been dumped? umm.. first i would hav to be in a relationship.. right?
8. Stole money from a friend? umm..scammed a friend or two
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes.. but not an increadibly exciting story
10. Been in a fist fight? almost... damn rs
11. Snuck out of your/someones house? FAVOURITE PASTTIME (i used to b a spy)
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yeh, it happens
13. Been arrested? no
14. Hugged a stranger? yeah.. on of those weird "hug the peson next to you" thingys.. i haven't been back to church since
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? i guess
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? come to think of it..no
17. Had a crush on your neighbour? i've never had the opportunity of living beside a cute neighbour >< shaallooww
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? uh... YEAH ...but sadly always with a *note from mommy *
19. Slept in a bed beside a member of the same sex? well sure, who hasn't ?
20. Lost a friend? many.. but as in dead??..i guess so, yes
21. Been on a plane? a few times
22. Been to an island? oui
23. Slept in until 3? well when u go to bed @7am....
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? sorta
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by ? haha, yeesss
26. Made a snow angel? yessir
27. Played dress up? still do
28. Cheated while playing a game? ...yes.
29. Been lonely? yeah
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? ... ummm no
31. Been to a club? wish i could
32. Felt an earthquake? yessirebob
33. Touched a snake? eww yes BUT ONLY ONCE..never again
34. Ran a red light? umm only as a pedestrian
35. Been suspended from school? noo
36. Had detention? yes ...i still owe one to mrs. Twist hahaha
37. Been in a car accident? fender benders
38. Hated the way you look? yepp
39. Made yourself throw up? aah... no
40. Crawled through a window? haha YEAH...i broke into my own house trough the kitchen window one fine day this summer
41. Been lost? yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes cape breton
43. Felt like dying? yes, but that was long ago
44. Cried yourself to sleep?yes and woken up crying.. which is really weird
46. Sang karaoke? YEEEESSSSSS
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? HA ! yeaah !
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes orange crush.. and i dont recommend it , that stuff stings
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes.. and rain drops.. and hail
50. Kissed in the rain? *sigh* not yet...
51. Sang in the shower? but of course..best acoustics in the house
52. Made love in a park? see # 7
53. Had a dream that you had married someone? yes.. but never saw whoever my hubby was
54. Glued your hand to something? YES! i luv white glue
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? non
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? er.. non.
57. Been a cheerleader? yes LMF can you dig it?
58. Thought about going gay? noo
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? umm like maybe 5 years ago???
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? YES, oh my, yes
61. Played chicken? no.. i EAT chicken
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? nope
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes.. i luv graveyards at McD haha
64. Broken a bone? never
65. Been easily amused? all the time, am so right now
66. Laugh so hard you cried? also a recurring thing
67. Mooned/flashed someone? what happens in the locker room, stays in the locker room
68. Cheated on a test? yes.. spelling in gr7 (srry tia) haha
69. Forgotten someone's name? YES ><
70. Slept naked? no but almost
71. Done something dumb in front of your crush? like all the time (science hall door anyone??)<----hahahahahahaha
73. Blacked out from drinking? non
74. Played a prank on someone? oui
75. Gone to a late night movie? umm
76. Made love to anything not human? AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH​A ...no .
77. Failed a class?just about, many times .. always socials
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? noo
79. Done acid? no
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? see#7
81. Do you celebrate the 4th of July? er, no. the 1st hell yes
82. Thrown strange objects? sure, who doesn't ? like shoes (haha planning) i throw dog toys at my dad all the time.. we're such a loving family
83. Felt like killing someone? maybe not kill, just inflict physical pain..lots of it
84. Thought about running away?not from home.. but from school yes
85. Ran away? nope
86. Got a piercing? ears
87. Cut your own hair? yes side bangs.. not bad just a smidge too short
89. Made a parent cry? yes =(
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? if the highlighters count.. other wise only four ..oh but oneis double sided.. so yes
92. Dated someone (same person) more than once? noo see #7
93. Had/Have a dog? yes, her name is crystal, but i think that she thinks that she is a cat that can bark hahaha
96. Been in a band? duet with SML haha and there was that project in gr7
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? noo (eww... spirit week , poor garbage can)
98. Broken a CD? surprizingly no
99. Shot a gun? no
100. Wanted someone but could never have them? yeh

hahaha

mon

5-6:30 intermediate ballet tech
6:30-7 break
7-8:30 jazz
8:30-9:30 hip hop

tues

3:30-4:15 tap tech
4:15-10ish work

wed

4-4:45 assist tech
4:45-6 tap
6-7 assist lyrical

thurs

4:30-5:30 modern
5:30-6 break
6-7 tech
7-8:30 open ballet tech
8:30-9:15 pointe

fri

3:30-8:30 work

not to mention mcdonalds

and so mes amis take that into account... our pitifully short luch hours hav just become mucho ...precious (i only no like minus fifteen words spanish and that isn't one of them) and to my friends from distant lands far beyond the reach of the school catchment.. ummm call me??and don't be shy about leaving a message

luvyal

sem 1

chem12 - disney
fral11 - kaukas
yphot11 - rees
pma12 - bensley

sem2

bi11 -kuo
en11 - gallager
yfl11 - lavoie
tpds12 - janzen

i went to climb on the stage and i fell
i fell smack dab in the middle of the stage
the ajudicator was right beside me

i think they got it on tape

tappa tappa tappa
shuffle in
shuffle on
shuffle throught the day
or just three minutes

tappa tappa tappa
pas de bourre
pas de bourre
pas de bourre to save your life
or mine

tappa tappa tappa
smile big
smile grand
smile though you cry
behind the mascara

tappa tappa tappa
flap out
flap in
flap heel heel
heel hell

tappa tappa tappa




the show must go on
tappa tappa tappa

u can pretend to b hot and i can pretend to love u
u can pretend u see me and i can pretend to smile
u can pretend to dream and i can pretend i care
u can pretend to hear as i pretend to talk

it doesn't matter that we r smart
it doesn't matter that we r brave
it doesn't matter that we live each day
it doesn't matter that we cry

there is no we
there is no love
there is no us
there is nothing

it doesn't matter that there is nothing because we can pretend

bold all that apply to you.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have a britney spears cd
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry a knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scarring
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer cept effing awesome not "pretty good"
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die if my best friend killed themselves
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm sometimes obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I have stolen something.

this is what i wrote in cara's yearbook



And now my ode to the future.

We're best friends,
Probably for forever
'Cuz of all the things we do,
The laughs we share together .

Watching day come from night
Watching Napoleon Dynamite

Writing lists, playing SHIT
Hey! whatever happen to it?
The Game I mean, I dont mean poo
And does toodlelo equal to the loo?

Yes I see
These things have already happened,
But the future
Cannot be PENNED

Lets just live life,
See where we go
The end to our trek
No one should no.