im not sure how much more i can take
i need to get away and see my old friends and hang out
maybe i need to talk i dont know i just need to see everyone once or twice again and know what it feels to be with happy times again
if you have the time to hang out you should give me a call or text 403-968-8474 and well make some plans to go out and do something sometime
when an animal gets too stressed out and they cant deal with it anymore they just die.
why cant people be that way too. but no instead we have to think of ways to get ourselves killed
how do you jump out of a hole when the only why to go up is to dig a little deeper?????
i need some pics for nex maybe some with all my friends if you have any you should send them too me im going to make some changes to my profile
cant do anything wrong
cant do anything right
why why bother even doing anything
the prosess to try is not even worth the effort
cause it wont change anything in the end
"Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit."
all in all u go through the day with that feeling of something about to change
sometimes it feels good other times it scares u
but what are u to do
one turn around and ur life could dissapear
two turns and your life could turn into your place of glorie
three turns and it could all change forever
but u stop halfway through your first turn and think
is all this worrying really going to get u anywhere
is it going to make any difference in the next turn
that turn is still goin to come nomatter what u put inbettween
is what u feel coming up behind u just a figment of your imagination
or is it something real going to happen
or is it all just a waste of time
but what is a waste of time, your having fun doing what u feel like
are u really wasting your time? or is it time well spent
at these times do u really need to worry about What else?
or is it all just slipping away like the rope slidding through your fingers.
Annorexia
you have dry skin.
you only eat 1 meal a day.
you're very weak.
you dislike your body.
you did/do starve yourself.
you have low self esteem.
you use laxatives.
you need to be skinnier.
people think you are too skinny.
Total: 5/9.
ADHD (Attention Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder)
your mind is all over the place.
you are hyper most of the time.
you barely pay attention to anything.
you cannot cooperate with people well.
you seem to never sit still.
you talk all the time.
you need attention.
Total: 5/7.
Bipolar Disorder
you can act wild at times then the next you are bummed.
you are very irritable.
you barely get any or no sleep.
you are/sometimes anti-social.
you have very high self esteem at times.
you have abused alcohol, drugs, or sex.
you have (constant) thoughts of suicide.
Total: 6/7.
Bulimia Nervosa
you throw up all of your food.
you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
you have no control over how you eat.
you use laxatives.
you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out .
you always say you are fat.
people say you are way too skinny.
Total: 1/7.
Conduct Disorder
you are a bully.
you threaten other people.
you often find yourself in fights.
you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
you are cruel to humans.
you have raped/molested someone .
you destroy property on purpose.
you've lied.
you stay out all night.
you have ran away from home.
Total: 5/10
Depression
you are always sad.
you cry for not apparent reason.
you find no hope in your future.
you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
you often find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
you can be anti-social.
you have/had thoughts of suicide.
you have low self esteem.
everything bad that happens is always your fault .
you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
you are failing school.
you have ran away from home.
hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 11/13.
PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)
you repeatably have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
you repeatably have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
you sometimes think the event will happen again.
you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
you can be anti-social.
you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
you have not had alot of sleep lately .
you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
you can have angry outbursts.
you act younger than your age.
Total: 8/10.
Schizophrenia
you often have hallucinations/schizophreniago.
you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
you sometimes think people are always staring or talking about you.
you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends .
you do not take care of your hygeine like you should.
you are very shy.
you often talk to yourself.
Total: 8/9.
HE wont call it a break but he just wants to lay low and give me my space - i dont know what to do!!!!!! HE also got fired this morning and i told him i wouldnt date him unless he got a job -
i think me and Jeno just broke up
1. Smoked weed or cigs. - YES
2. Consumed alcohol. - YES
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. - YES
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. - YES
5. Made out with someone of the opposite sex. - YES
6. Made out with someone of the same sex. - YES
7. Had someone in your room of the opposite sex. - YES
8. Watched porn. - YES
9. Bought porn. - no
10. Done drugs. - YES
Total: 9
1. Taken pain killers. - YES
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. - YES
3. Lied to your parents. - WHO HASNT - YES
4. Lied to a friend. - YES
5. Snuck out of the house. - YES
6. Done something illegal. - YES
7. Cut yourself. - NO
8. Hurt someone. - YES
9. Wished someone to die. - YES
10. Seen someone die. - NO
Total: 8
1. Missed curfew. - Never had one
2. Stayed out all night. - YES
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. - YES
4. Been to a therapist. - NO BUT I REALLY SHOULD
5. Been to rehab. - NO REHAB IS FOR QUITERS
6. Dyed your hair. - YES
7. Received a ticket. - YES
8. Been in a wreck. - YES
9. Been to a club. - YES
10. Been to a bar. - YES
Total: 7
1. Been to a wild party. - YES
2. Seen the Mardi Gras. - YES
3. Had spring break in Florida. - WINTER BREAK
4. Sniffed anything. - YES
5. Wore black nail polish. - YES
6. Wore arm bands. - YES
7. Wore t-shirts with band names. - YES
8. Listened to rap. - YES
9. Owned a 50 Cent CD. - NO
Total: 8
1. Dressed gothic. - YES
2. Dressed prep. - YES
3. Dressed punk. - NO
4. Dressed grunge. - YES
5. Stole something. - YES
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. - NOT YET
7. Blanked out. - YES
8. Fainted. - YES
9. Had a crush on your neighbour. - NO
10. Had someone sneak into your room. - YES
Total: 7
1. Snuck into someone else's room. - YES
2. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. - YES
3. Been to a concert. - NO
4. Dry humped someone. - YES
5. Been called a slut. - YES
6. Called someone a slut. - YES
7. Installed speakers in your car. - YES
8. Broke a mirror. - YES
9. Showered at someone of the opposite sex's house. - YES
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. - NO
Total: 8
1. Consider Ludacris your favorite rapper. - NO
2. Seen an R-Rated movie in theaters. - YES
3. Cruised the mall. - YES
4. Skipped school. - YES
5. Had an eating disorder. - YES STILL HAVE IT
6. Had an injury. - NO DUH WHO HASNT - YES
7. Gone to court. - NO THANK GOD
8. Walked out of a resturant without paying. - YES - WITH MY PARENTS
9. Caught something on fire. - YES
10. Lied about your age. - YES
Total:
1. Owned an apartment. - NO
2. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend. - YES
3. Been cheated on. - YES
4. Got in trouble with the police. - YES
5. Talked to a stranger. - YES
6. Hugged a stranger. - FREE HUGS - YES
7. Kissed a stranger. - YES
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. - YES
9. Been sexually harrassed. - YES
10. Been verbally harrassed. - YES
Total: 9
1. Met face to face with someone you met online. - NO
2. Stayed online for more then 12 hours. - NO
3. Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight. - NO
4. Been to a fair. - YES
5. Been called a bad influence. - YES
6. Cursed. - YES
7. Prank called someone. - YES
8. Laid in bed with someone of the opposite sex. - YES
9. Cheated on a test. - YES
Total: 6
1. Cheated on homework. - YES
2. Been pushed into a pool. - YES
3. Played pool. - YES
4. Watched 5 hours of MTV straight. - NO
5. Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you. - NO
6. Had a crush on someone younger than you. - YES
7. Wear eyeliner. - NO
8. Skinny dipped. - YES
9. Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt. - YES ITS FUNNIER AFTER SOMEONE GETS HURT
Total: 6
TOTAL: 76
10-20: Goodie good.
21-30: A little rebelious.
31-40: Getting hot, baby.
41-50: Rebel.
51-60: Total bad girl/boy.
61-70: Bitch/asshole.
71-80: Can't believe you made it this far.
81-90: Fucking bad ass.
91-100: See you in hell.
I have a car i have a car i have a car OMG i have a car[/color]
im good to go if you want to do something with me this week let me know ASAP and i will see what i can do about giving some rides around[/color]
if your going drinking call me and ill be your DD if i have the time
and just incase you didnt know this is a different car than before cause well i crashed that one and totalled it in march
my holidays start Friday July 18th at 6:00pm
let me know if you want to hang out
