cyberSLAUGHTER - 18, Male, Abbotsford
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Summer (so long)
SUMMER 2008

Well, its been a summer. a great summer. i saw the world, i made new friends, and saw family, but it felt so empty. i thought i could run from my problems. i thought i'd come back and they'd sort themselves out, but i still feel so empty. after attempting to analyze myself i realized theres a fear, deep within me. were all changing. i barely recognize myself. my friends and i are going separate ways. ive always said i was better off on my own, but i was wrong. i need friends to keep me together. to stop me from falling apart. I know ill be going to school without someone i love. someone i'd die for. its tearing me apart.
 

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weird quiz
2008 SO FAR
1. Have you had any relationships this year? 3...well, 2, cuz one was a get-back together
2. Have you had your birthday yet? no
3. Kissed two people in the same night? No
4. Been on a diet? went vegetarian! XD
5. Pulled an all nighter? yea
6. Drank Starbucks? hells yes
7. Went camping? I wish
8. Bought something(s)? a LOT
9. Meet Someone Special That Changed Your Life? oh yea!
10. Been out of the province? yea, alberta!
11. What are you thinking about? sammi
12. Hugged someone? uhm. who hasnt???
13. Slept in someone else's bed? yea... i was ALONE, okai?!?
14. Done something you regret? Of course
15. Loaned out money? i forget
16. Gotten in a car accident? Not yet

LAST:
Last person you hugged? Rakeal
Last person to talk to you on the phone? grandma
When was the last time you felt stupid? at band practise
What was the last thing you yelled? something at the concert....

TEN FACTS:
1. How many sibilings? 7
2. Hair Color? black... may change back to blonde
3. Initials? CTMH
4. Hair style? straight, fine
5. Eye colour? green
6. Height? 5'3"
7. Pets? cat, katie
8. Mood? depressed
9. Where would you rather be? dead
10. What was the last thing you drank? coke

THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
1. Have you ever been in love? Yeah
2. Do you believe in love? Yeah
4. Have you ever been heartbroken? Yeah
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart? Yeah
4. Have you ever fallen for your best friend? Yes, sucks
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them? Yeah
8. Are you afraid of commitment? slightly
9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life? nope

EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? Always... why else would i be depressed?
2. Are you happy? rarely... i hide emotions
3. Are you eating anything? No
4. Do you like someone right now? no... i LOVE her