darkstar069 - 24, Female, Alberta
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still together.

Ashie <3 Stephy
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Bored.
Dislikes;
fish.feet.feeling lazy.drama.losing someone or something.breakups.change.death.when people leave.slutty little girls.try hard little girls who think their 18.drugs.crack heads.drunk driving.being cold.the dark.getting sick.people who judge the book by the cover.boredom.when james wakes me up.people who call you at 4am.fluffy pillows.system of a down.my moms mashed potatoes.broken hearts.waiting for one tree hill.liquidation world.tequilla.empty promises.mondays.gossip.bad karma.akward moments.creepy guys in the bar.needles
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You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background?
It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you.
How many moments of other peoples life have we been in.
Were we a part of someone's life when their dream came
true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in?
As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise.
Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it.
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love.

At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home.
Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil.
Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes -- all you need is one.
 

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xx
Who knows what true happiness is?
Not the conventional word, but the naked terror.
To the lonely themselves, it wears a mask.
The most miserable outcast hugs some memory.
Or some illusion.
 

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What a frightening thing the human is,
a mass of gauges and dials and registers,
and we can read only a few and those perhaps not accurately.

- John Steinbeck
 

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There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid, confused, without a roadmap.
The choices we make in these moments can define the rest of our days. Of course when faced with the unknown, many of us would turn around and run back.
But once in awhile people push on to something better. Something just beyond the pain of going on alone and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in.
Or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistance of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are.
And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you wanna be does exist on the other side of hard work, faith, and belief.
And beyond the heart ache and fear of what lies ahead.



--One Tree Hill.
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i always tell the girls, never take it seriously.
if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt.
you never get hurt, you always have fun..
 

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hehe.
it's funny how you spend your whole life not knowing someone
& as soon as you meet them you can't get them out of your head.
and every little thing reminds you of them. just one
song makes you laugh because when he sang it, it was terrible.
just one smell makes you close your eyes and pretend
he's there. just one name makes your heart skip a beat. just one guy
makes your world completely different & all you want is to go
back to when you didn't know him at all.
 

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" What is cute? Cute is young and inexperienced. Cute is holding hands in the car and kissing at the red lights. What is sexy? Sexy is standing in the rain as you push me up against the hood of your car, tearing my shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to never stop. What is passion? Passion is knowing what you want and stopping at nothing until you get it. What is beautiful? Beautiful is all about the inside of a person. Beauty can only be found in the heart. What is love? Love is the amazing balance of all of these things, in your mind, heart, body and soul."
 

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onetreehill.
“remember when i told you what girls want?

girls just want someone to want them back- at least I do.”
 

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not now.
I'm sorry i'm bad i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you..
And i know i can't take it back
I love how you kiss
i love all your sounds;;
And baby the way you make my world go 'round;;
And i just wanted to say i'm sorry.
 

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baby.
ive got your ring around my neck
and a couple of nights i dont regret
you've got a dream of a degree
and a shirt that smells like me
yea we both got dreams, we could chase alone
or we could make our own

the whole world could change in a minute
just one kiss could stop its spinning
we could think it through
but i dont want to, if you dont want to
we could keep things just the same
leave here the way we came
with nothing to lose
but i dont want to, if you dont want to
but i want to
but i want you
 

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survey; LAMEE
1. What is the best way to get over someone? like someone else.
2. What makeup do you wear on a daily basis? mascara
3. Is your AIM/MSN away message on? no ones on to hide from, so no.
4. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?chicken fingers
5. What curse word do you use the most? i try to keep swearing to a minimum
6. Do you own an iPod? sure do
7. Who on your Myspace "top 8" do you talk to the most? for that id have to invest time in myspace
8. What time is your alarm clock set for? 5:45
9. Have you ever bid for something on ebay? nope.
10. Do you wear flip-flops even when its cold outside? ugh no, and i hate people that do
11. Where do you buy your groceries from? IGA?
12. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture? both.
13. What was the last movie you watched? Jack Ass 2
14. Do any of your friends have children? Yes.
15. If you won the lottery, whats the first thing you would buy? Depends how much i won
16. Has anyone ever called you lazy? hell, I call myself lazy.
17. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster? Nope, falling asleep isnt a problem for me
18. What CD is currently in your CD player? Sons of Daughters
19. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? chocolate
20. Has anyone told you a secret this week? mmm nope! not many trust me
21. When was the last time someone hit on you? well i havent seen james for a while, so i couldnt tell ya
22. What did you have for dinner? nothing!
23. What is your biggest fear? being unhappy long term.
24. What color is your house? brown
25. Can you whistle? yes
26. What is your favorite Christmas/winter movie? The Grinch!
27. Do you make your own jewelry? hmm no
28. Have you ever participated in a protest? no
29. Who was the last three people that called you? mark steph nan
30. What is your favorite ride at an amusement park? rollar coaster!
31. What is something you must do everyday? breathe
32. Have you ever dated one of your best friends? yes
33. What area code are you in right now? im constantly running.
34. Did you watch cartoons as a child? yep just like most children do
35. How big is your local mall? what mall?
36. What is your job title? jobless for the time being
37. What do you miss most? fruity pebbles!
38. Would you ever sky dive? not likely
39. What are you allergic to? nothing
40. What is your biggest regret? i cant think of it right now
41. Have you ever had Jamba Juice? no whats the deal with that!?
42. When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt? its been a while
43. What movies do you know every line to? none.
44. Do you own any band t-shirts? i do not
45. What is your favorite candle scent? um. lilac
46. How many aunts and uncles do you have? 8
47. When was your last plane ride? never
48. Do you crack your knuckles? hardly.
49. How many chairs are at your dining room table? 6
51. Do you read for fun? not very often
52. Can you speak any languages other than English? a few spanish words, to bad i dropped the class
53. Where is your cell phone? the kitchen
54. Do you do your own dishes? yeah because im a sweet daughter.
55. What color is your bedroom painted? green
56. Are your parents divorced? nope
57. Have you ever cried in public? yeah. for like an hour at the chinese restaurant, why? no idea.
59. Which do you make: what? i make money. haha.
60. Are you always trying to learn new things? i try.
61. What messenger programs do you have? msn
63. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? another tattoo, i dont know where or what to get though.
64. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date? no but i wouldnt complain
65. Can you skip rocks? on a good day
67. Have you ever been to Jamaica? nope
68. What do you snack on in the movies? i dont go to the movies
69. Who was your favorite teacher? uhmm gr 3. mrs cunningham
70. Have you ever dated someone out of your race? no but i would
71. What is the weather like? looks cold, but im hoping it isnt
72. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos? maybe
73. Do you have an online journal? nope.
74. Did you ever play Capture the Flag in school? hAHA YEAH!
75. What were your favorite classes in high school? NONE.
76. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back? all of above
77. What personality trait is a must have in the preferred sex? just make me laugh
78. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive? if i was then i must not have thought they were unattractive
79. When was the last time you slept on the floor? i hate the floor
80. What is your favorite alcoholic drink? was a sunset, but oh yeah they stopped making pasoa (sp?) so i dont have a fav anymore
81. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
Anthony? something gay like that
82. Do you like your living arrangement? I dont mind
83. Has anyone ever called you spoiled? probably, not to my face.
84. What are your mother and father's hometowns? Drum? haha losers
85. Did you ever go to the same school as your parents? i did
86. How many hours of sleep do you need to function? like 12
87. How much is gas where you live right now? 80.9
88. What was the last thing that scared you? effin huge spider!
89. Do you own a Playstation? yeah.
90. How many times have you brushed your teeth today? once so far
92. What album did you buy last? dashboard confessional
93. How many pairs of shoes do you own? many.
94. Are your days full and fast-paced? not very often
95. Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class? if i was still in a class maybe
96. Is there carpet, wood or tile in the room you're currently in? carpet
97. Were you a "planned" child? i like to think so
98. What is your mum's name?
99. What is your dad's name?
100. How old will you be turning on your next birthday? twenty, ugh how sad!
 

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The Greatest Sin ~ Fear
The Most Agreeable Companion ~ One Who Would Not
Have You Any Diferent From What You Are
The Greatest Deceiver ~ One Who Deceives Themselves
The Greatest Invention Of The Devil ~ War
The Greatest Mistake ~ Giving Up
The Most Expensive Indulgence ~ Hate
The Most Ridiculous Asset ~ Pride
The Most Dangerous Person ~ The Liar
The Greatest Need ~ Common Sense
The Greatest Puzzle ~ Life
The Greatest Mystery ~ Death
The Greatest Thing In The World ~ Love