it blows my mind how after two years of loving you, the main essence of the feeling hasn't lessened at all. I still get butterflies when you hold my hand, or say my name. I blush when you kiss me. The thought of being without you chokes me up and panic floods my whole body.

I am so grateful for having met you, and for you accepting me as lost and broken as I was. I know we fight sometimes and don't see eye to eye, but i remember that one of the reasons i fell for you at first is because you see the world the same way I do. You're like me, I'm like you. We were made for these days, with eachother. I love you so much.

Baby tell me where'd you ever learn to fight without saying a word?
You waltz back into my life, like it's all gonna be alright..
Don't you know how much it hurts:
- when we dont talk
- when we dont touch
- when it doesnt feel like we're even in love
It matters to me:
-when I dont know what to say
- dont know what to do
- dont know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see, it matters to me?
Baby I still don't understand the distance between a woman and a man.
So tell me how far it is, and how you can love like this,
Cause I'm not sure I can, when we dont talk, when we don't touch.
When it doesnt feel like we're even in love.
It matters to me when I dont know what to say, dont know what to do
Dont know if it really even matters to you.
How can I make you see, it matters to me?

If he could only read her mind, she'd say:
Buy me a rose, call me from work
Open a door for me, what would it hurt
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes
These are the little things I need the most in my life

Now the days have grown to years of feeling all alone
And she can't help but wonder what she's doing wrong
Cause lately she'd try anything to turn his head
Would it make a difference if she said:

Buy me a rose, call me from work
Open a door for me, what would it hurt
Show me you love me by the look in your eyes
These are the little things I need the most in my life

And the more that he lives the less that he tries
To show her the love that he holds inside
And the more that she gives the more that he sees
This is a story of you and me

today, was not a very good day.

Seems like just yesterday not even gravity
could keep your feet on the ground when you were with me.

It's such a mystery, when he's here with me.
It's hard to believe i'm still lonely.
Chances fading now, patience running out.
This ain't how it's supposed to be.

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy,
How do we reverse the chemistry?
I don't want us to be the end of me.
This love is taking all of my engery.

The way you move — you orient yourself around him without even thinking about it.
When he moves, even a little bit, you adjust your position at the same time.
Like magnets… or gravity. You’re like a… satellite, or something.

At this point in my life, I'd like to live as if only love mattered,
As if redemption was in sight.
As if the search to live honestly is all that anyone needs..
No matter if you find it.

You see, when I touched the sky, the earth's gravity pulled me down
But now I've reconciled that in this world, birds and angels get the wings to fly.
If you can believe in this heart of mine, if you can give it a try,
Then I'll reach inside and find and give you all the sweetness that I have.

It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you

HA just kidding you already love me.
but
i tried to write you a poem like you wanted
and it didnt come out right.
i want this one to be about you and me, obviously,
but not just the essence of being with you.
i want it to capture how it feels
when you press your lips to my forhead
and my eyes drift close as i smile
because it's so simple and real.
or when we hold hands, it's not just that.
it's my stomach twisting at the shock of
your skin: the physical matter that essentially makes you
has wrapped and entertwined itself around mine.
i want the poem to be able to tell what i feel
when i lay my head on your chest
and listen to your heart beating.
to literally be able to hear you existing
right there in my arms.
but im not sure which words to string together
to put my feelings on display.

waiting for my baby to text me to say he's home safe.
then straight to beeddddd ! yay.