Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years,
I'll love you for a thousand more.
For a thousand years,
I'll love you for a thousand more.
I have kissed many times since then,
But that first one is special; one you don't forget.
But time and distance have a way of changing things.
And sometimes I wonder what it would have been like
If we had wandered the same path in life,
Tonight if youre out there, looking up at the same moon,
I hope that your trail in life has been good to you.
But that first one is special; one you don't forget.
But time and distance have a way of changing things.
And sometimes I wonder what it would have been like
If we had wandered the same path in life,
Tonight if youre out there, looking up at the same moon,
I hope that your trail in life has been good to you.
Too late for the other side, caught in a chase; 25 to life.
You took me for granted, took my heart and ran it straight into the planet,
Into the dirt.
I can no longer stand it, now my respect I demand it.
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me,
So you better hear me out, this much you owe me.
I've done my best to give you nothing less then perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left,
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step.
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath.
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cuz that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half
Till I snap.
I'm moving on, forget you.
Oh now I'm special?
I didn't feel special when I was with you,
All I ever felt was this: Helplessness, imprisoned by a selfish bitch.
Chew me up and spit me out.
I fell for this so many times it's ridiculous.
And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this.
But in my sickness and addiction,
Your addictive as they get, evil as they come.
Vindictive as they make em.
My friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away,
I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama.
I'm drawn to this shit so I guess I'm a mess,
But this time imma change my mind,
I'm climbing out of this abyss.
You took me for granted, took my heart and ran it straight into the planet,
Into the dirt.
I can no longer stand it, now my respect I demand it.
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me,
So you better hear me out, this much you owe me.
I've done my best to give you nothing less then perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left,
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to fucking step.
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your fucking breath.
I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh
Cuz that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half
Till I snap.
I'm moving on, forget you.
Oh now I'm special?
I didn't feel special when I was with you,
All I ever felt was this: Helplessness, imprisoned by a selfish bitch.
Chew me up and spit me out.
I fell for this so many times it's ridiculous.
And still I stick with this, I'm sick of this.
But in my sickness and addiction,
Your addictive as they get, evil as they come.
Vindictive as they make em.
My friends keep asking me why I can't just walk away,
I'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama.
I'm drawn to this shit so I guess I'm a mess,
But this time imma change my mind,
I'm climbing out of this abyss.
Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you
Counting my footsteps, praying the floor wont fall through...
Again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
And go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game but you changed the rules everyday
Wonderin' which version of you I might get on the phone
Tonight
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should have known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and you're sick need to give love and take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
Dear John, I see it all now, it was wrong
Don't you think 19's too young to be played by your dark twisted games
When I loved you so
I should have known
You are an expert at "sorry"
And keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town...
Counting my footsteps, praying the floor wont fall through...
Again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky
And go back and turn it to rain
Wonderin' which version of you I might get on the phone
Tonight
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should have known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Maybe it's you and you're sick need to give love and take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
Dear John, I see it all now, it was wrong
Don't you think 19's too young to be played by your dark twisted games
When I loved you so
I should have known
You are an expert at "sorry"
And keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry have tired, lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town...
'I guess I forgot that you're the guy who loves to rip
the rug out from under me just when I feel like we've reached
some sort of stable ground.'
And I'm dying to know; is it killing you like it's killing me?
How'd we end up this way?
I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should have held me.
Oh I'm scared to see the ending.
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how;
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
So many things that I wish you knew,
The story of us might be ending soon..
the rug out from under me just when I feel like we've reached
some sort of stable ground.'
And I'm dying to know; is it killing you like it's killing me?
How'd we end up this way?
I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should have held me.
Oh I'm scared to see the ending.
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how;
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
So many things that I wish you knew,
The story of us might be ending soon..
We're all looking for a life that makes sense somehow.
And I mean, it kind of sneaks up on you. But one day,
you look at your life, and it has a purpose, and someone
that makes you feel special, and great friends and family.
And it's like, all of a sudden, all the time and pain that it
took to get there; it just... doesn't matter anymore.
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And I mean, it kind of sneaks up on you. But one day,
you look at your life, and it has a purpose, and someone
that makes you feel special, and great friends and family.
And it's like, all of a sudden, all the time and pain that it
took to get there; it just... doesn't matter anymore.
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I'll probably repost my last few posts from here into the new blog,
to know where I left off
I'll probably repost my last few posts from here into the new blog,
to know where I left off
You got that something that keeps me so off balance
Baby you’re a challenge, lets explore your talent
Baby you’re a challenge, lets explore your talent
let’s stay together ’til we’re ghosts
I want to witness love, I’ve never seen it close
yeah, but I guess I gotta find it first
that’s why I’m really going off; Fireworks
I want to witness love, I’ve never seen it close
yeah, but I guess I gotta find it first
that’s why I’m really going off; Fireworks
Why don't you cash in your chips, why don't you call it a loss,
Not such a big loss, chalk it up; better luck.
Should have all worked out, but it didn't.
He should be here now, but he isn't.
There's your trouble, there's your trouble,
keep seeing double, with the wrong one.
Not such a big loss, chalk it up; better luck.
Should have all worked out, but it didn't.
He should be here now, but he isn't.
There's your trouble, there's your trouble,
keep seeing double, with the wrong one.
she said baby don't leave
be home, stay close, be close to me
boy dont be gone
he said baby you know
i gotta run, i gotta go
i won't be long, girl i won't be long
she said boy don't you flirt
and baby please just don't get hurt
and if you feel alone, then here take my shirt
he said forever girl i know you hate the weather girl
so maybe you should hold onto my sweater girl
she ran picked up the phone
said babe i miss you come back home
it can't be long, boy it can't be long
he said i hate this place
i miss your smile, i miss your face
i wrote a song, girl i wrote a song
she said you make me better boy
i just mailed you a letter boy
and oh just so you know i'm still in your sweater boy
he said girl don't be hurt
i've sweat a lot and smell of dirt
and i think i'd feel naked without your shirt
he said you're looking great
i'm home, i'm back, i couldn't wait
girl way too long, this was way too long
she said get over here
i crave you close, i need you near[/u]
now play that song, boy play me our song
he said back to forever girl
hope you endured the weather girl
now all i wanna do is get you outta that sweater girl
she said i like the way you flirt
i'm so glad you didn't get hurt
now let me see you naked without that shirt
be home, stay close, be close to me
boy dont be gone
he said baby you know
i gotta run, i gotta go
i won't be long, girl i won't be long
she said boy don't you flirt
and baby please just don't get hurt
and if you feel alone, then here take my shirt
he said forever girl i know you hate the weather girl
so maybe you should hold onto my sweater girl
she ran picked up the phone
said babe i miss you come back home
it can't be long, boy it can't be long
he said i hate this place
i miss your smile, i miss your face
i wrote a song, girl i wrote a song
she said you make me better boy
i just mailed you a letter boy
and oh just so you know i'm still in your sweater boy
he said girl don't be hurt
i've sweat a lot and smell of dirt
and i think i'd feel naked without your shirt
he said you're looking great
i'm home, i'm back, i couldn't wait
girl way too long, this was way too long
she said get over here
i crave you close, i need you near[/u]
now play that song, boy play me our song
he said back to forever girl
hope you endured the weather girl
now all i wanna do is get you outta that sweater girl
she said i like the way you flirt
i'm so glad you didn't get hurt
now let me see you naked without that shirt
Single-sided conversations, too much time spent alone.
Even though my heart is breaking, you don’t even know.
Today, I was thinking about us; what I’d do without you.
I was lost in reflection, when I found the truth:
I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.
Sometimes staying is the easy way out.
But I can’t ignore this pain.
Made up my mind to get it over with now,
‘Cause you’re not gonna change.
I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.
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Even though my heart is breaking, you don’t even know.
Today, I was thinking about us; what I’d do without you.
I was lost in reflection, when I found the truth:
I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.
Sometimes staying is the easy way out.
But I can’t ignore this pain.
Made up my mind to get it over with now,
‘Cause you’re not gonna change.
I can’t think of one reason to try to find a way to make this work.
Through crying, through denying.
Tired of pretending I don’t hurt.
So, I’ve been thinking: maybe my heart’s better off broken.
Turns out, freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
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