This hit me like a freight train. Sudden and unexpected and hurtful. Its like a poison on my life. You were right though, sometimes you just need to shoo some people out of your life. I'm doing something for me, its been about you for too long. The funny thing is, its still ending in your favour.

1. Name a quote from the song you're listening to?
"We'll say, maybe we can find a new way.
Or create another great cliche."

2. When were you born?
1991, December 6th.

3. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Yeah, and it was a mistake. I regret it.

4. What are you wearing?
the classic jeans-tshirt deal.

5. When is the last time you saw the person you like/liked?
its been a while actually..

6. Ever kissed anyone of your best friends?
I have. It wasn't even weird.

7. Describe the last time you were injured?
I cut my arm when I was in Mikumi, Tanzania. Paulo and I were in this tower kind of thing, and we were watching Wild Boyz on my ipod. I had bought him a beer and on my way up the steep steps, I scraped the tin roof of a shelter below the tower. I'd give anything for those moments back. I could see giraffes in the horizon, and could hear a conversation in swahili. Its beautiful.

8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
I either get 12+ or less than 4 hahah.

9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back?
I think so.

10. On your lazy days what would you be doing?
Laying in bed, listening to relaxing music and taking time to think about all the things that take time.

11. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with?
Sarah. I was going to say Ingrid, but she'd probably spend all her time freaking out. Hahah

13. Who was the last person to slap your butt?
I'm not totally sure haha.

14. Favorite toy as a child?
Dinosaurssssss :B

15. Do you own a pair of Converse?
never have actually.

17. Do you eat cookie dough?
No, is it good?

18. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
Hahah, what would kicking do?

19. When's the last time you had gummy bears?
Africa! We were handing them out to children at a school for the disabled. Half of them got spit back at me haha.

20. What color are your bedsheets?
blue, black & white plaid.

21. Do people consider you smart?
You tell me. I don't even know anymore.

22. What temperature is it outside right now?
-10 IDK, its warm.

23. Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
Yeah, I have.

24. Could you live without a computer?
Definately could.

25.Do you have an iPod?
iPod touch! Its niceee

26. What movie do you know every line to?
Step Brothers, Were Back: A Dinosaurs Story

27. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
.

28. Last person you hugged?
Brother Anthony

29. Had a longterm relationship?
Not exactly. How long is long?

30. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Mackenna.

31. At what age did you start noticing the opposite gender?
I kissed a girl when I was in kindergarten. But really, probably grade 5.

32. Do you know someone who likes you?
Yeah.

33. How do you handle a rainy day?
Live in it. Rainy days make my entire life. There is nothing I missed more than the rain in the summer time.

34. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you?
On a personal level, not unless it involves me.

35. Are you cold?
Getting there.

36. Do you have a lot to learn?
I have an entire world to learn.

37. Have you ever dreamed a dream that came true?
Not yet.

39. Are you a patient person?
I can be. I play the waiting game often.

40. Are you an impatient person?
I just said I was patient.

41. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers?
I don't watch enough movies to have a preference.

42. When do you feel your life energy is the strongest?
When i'm with the people that mean the most to me.

44. Last time you took a shower?
Last night before bed.

45. Is anyone on your bad side now?
I try my best not to have a bad side.

46. What jewelry are you wearing?
friendship bracelettttt. Its been on my wrist since I left for Africa.

47. Who's your favorite singers/band?
Such a loaded question. Underoath means a lot to me.

48. Next kiss?
I couldn't tell you friend.

50. How do people spell your name?
David, Dayvid, Daveyyy, call me what you want.

52. Hows your life going as of right now?
Ha. Ha.

53. Do you think you're ugly?
I don't have the best self-esteem. I have my days.

54. How's your heart?
Its beating.

55. Do you have condoms in your room?
Somewhere? I don't know.

56. What are you doing tomorrow?
School.

57.Can you honestly say you're happy with who you are?
Its not like I have a choice.

58. Do you like sports?
I like playing sports with my friends.

61. Would you rather be drunk or high?
Of the two, drunk.

62. When is the last time you left your house?
Last night.

63. Look through the 2 nearest windows what do you see?
Snow, and more snow.

65. Who's the last person that you felt stalked by?
Kelly McKay

66. Do you like anyone?
I do.

67. Do they know?
Yes.

69. Do you have to wash the dishes?
Not so often these days.

70. Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
I don't think so... I hope not.

71. Would you survive in prison?
I'd survive. I wouldn't be happy with my life.

72. If all of your friends were going on a road trip, would you?
it would be crucial.

73. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
Hahaha, do bugs count?

74. Would you cut off one of your fingers for 200 000 $?
I really need them.

76. What can you not wait to do?
Leave this blackhole.

77. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Yeah, he has the same birthday too, we were born in the same hospital in Alberta, and grew up together in the same school in Yellowknife Nt.

78. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
5 or less.

79. Whats the last thing you ate & why?
Shepards pie, it was dinner.

80. Are you a hyper person?
At times, when i'm around the right people haha.

81. Service of your cell phone?
Bell Mobility Canada

82. Have you kissed anyone with a name that starts with an "M"?
Yes.

84. What's your middle name?
Stanley

85. Where is your cell phone?
On my bed.

86. How are you sitting?
laying on my back with my knees up.

87. What brand is your shirt right now?
I don't think it is a brand.

88. Ever been to Georgia?
No sir.

89. Do you flirt alot?
With the right person.

90. What do you call your parents?
I don't have any.

91. What irritates you most on the internet?
getting rick roll'd

92. Do you watch movies with your parents?
No.

93.What are your plans for the future?
LEAVING

Where do you go when its dark? And is there room for me there?

I'm sorry if I withdraw from the world for a while..
I really need time to figure out who I am, and who I want to be.
I don't really know how i'm going to get there, but I guess i'm starting from scratch.
Something drastic happened, and i'm not willing to talk about it right now.
I need a destination. I need a home. I need this.
You shouldn't worry about me, if for some reason you do.
I just wish the one person I really need, by some small chance needed me too.