people are fucking retarted. i hate junkys with a passion...
today there was a robbery at mission medicial...... two gun men entered and shot up the clinic... my sister was working luckily she seen the gun before they entered and ducked behind the counter... as they left the building both men ran past a 11 year old kid just playing around on a skateboard neither of them cared enough to stop firing there guns.... all for some fucking drugs.... this is all i know at this time....
today is also my step dads birthday... he finds out today his blood pressure is so high he is being rushed to the hospital. he has had a history of small heart attacks and everything.....
today fucking sucks.............
and i cant get ahold of my best friend or my girlfriend..........
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i feel sick to my stomach. and im bored to shit with no chance of sleep anytime soon.
had a great day tho. some great company thats for damn certain.
i want to feel better hopfully tomorow tho....
anyway im gonna go make some chicken noodle soup with real chicken and onions and a hint of garlic and lemon. mmmmmm god damn thats some gooood shiiit.
anyway im out.
for every landscape we portray, theres a new garden were the folliage is greener, were the rivers flow deeper and calmer, were the trees are bigger and stronger, and the wind wispers more fluently, were the clouds silver lining is brighter, and the stars look closer, the leaves are more colorfull, and the moon shines brighter.
for as bad as things may seem your only a few steps away from that garden you never knew was there. and once your there it can either last or get torn down its how life is... you just end up on a journey for another garden. but lifes full of journeys and whats a journey with out a destination or a goal at the end of it to reach?
just know no matter how bad the landscape your in is your just a few steps away...
you can find me sitting deep in my garden.
