I AM : me, to the best of my ability
I HAVE : a love of music
I WILL : come home
I'LL NEVER : stop trying to find myself
I'M NOT : shy after a few drinks
I LOVE : walking at night in the rain with my best friend
I HATE : doing the dishes
I DO : things that I wish I hadn't
I RUN : alot when I've been drinking
I CRAVE : something meaningful
I SMELL : coffee....always coffee
I WRITE : to release my emotions
I LAUGH :when i don't know what to say
I CRY : when I feel like I missing something or someone
I CAN'T : do this on my own
I WON'T : try to impress you
I'M NOT : ignorant or stupid
I WILL : always hope and dream
I LISTEN : to my heart
I BELIEVE: that you have to take risks to find happiness, I'm taking risks
I MISS : everybody that's missing from my life right now
I FORGIVE : people's small mistakes
I REGRET : being as stupid and ungratefull as I was
I LIKE : hanging out with my bestest friends
I CAN : surround myself with the best the world has to offer, and will
I ALWAYS : trust people too much
I DON'T : judge people
I HAVE : morals and standards
I LOVE : starbucks, bubble tea, and making up songs when I'm drunk
I'M TIRED OF : people compromising my values
I'M NEVER : going to change myself for anyone
I CHERISH : my true friends
I AM : me, deal with it

Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write.
Memories roll in; of the things you once did
and who you had shared them with is somebody thinking of you.
Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come with ease. They're forever my hurt.
Would it really matter, if you were to count the days left with your hands?
Your focus secure and the loves you left; well
smiles staged in photographs here until...

You, you left the light on.
There's a chance I might have tripped, girl
You were there to hold on.

[Chorus:]
Ignoring the words of your obnoxious little brother;
kill or be killed spilled the words from your mother.
I'll lay awake for a while.
I'll leave the light on a while.
But you couldn't last a lifetime. Caught between here and the days of it;
carving her name across your arm with every wish. It's hit or miss... her.
I told you so. I measured distance in lines departing the rest of my life.

But you, you, you... you had better things to do [x2]
Liar, liar, liar, liar. [x6]

[Chorus]

If you get put to sleep, like an old dog, you're better off.
If you get put to sleep;
I've been cautious with the words I extend.
Allow this year before the world starts to end.

Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep,
and I woke to the sounds of her crying.
[x3]

Your father's dead. He passed in his sleep.

Pray for us all. [to fade]

DEBRA!!!
I decided after a fun day of outgoing-ness I'd hack your account and visit you and leave you the raddest , coolest, funnest comment/hack message ever! PS you rock more at darts than I do...PSS today was one of the best days ever annnnd we should do it again sometime! Or else....I will kick you in the legs and you will smash...you're very top heavy...GAHHH please stop me from saying it!!! THIS MARKER HAS SHOWN ME JESUS' EYES!!! OMG!!! lol those good ol' fish eggs eh? soo tasty and salty....hmm I really do wonder if they use goldfish eggs!
HEART YOU LIKE A FAT KID HEARTS GERARD WAY!
Becky <3