that you're lost,
and that you'll never find your way.

you think you know someone,
and then you blink and everything you thought was there vanished.
i always thought i knew what life was about,
or what i thought life could be about.
im not sure if everything ive ever done was looked past,
as if maybe it wasnt for the better of every single person alive
but i want to cherish the moments i have
one day i know that theyre going to be gone and all
I will have left are the moments when i closed my eyes .

is that you're not mine, you're not mine.
- dear song, please exit my head .

im not content at the moment

and im still awake.
i dont even want to sleep.
im not even sure why im writing a nexopia blog right now,
but i just kind of felt like it ,
also : jasey rae is stuck in my head
" dont make this easy i want you to mean it "
that line is stuck in my head.
it WONT GO AWAYYYYY