From her:
u shud kno how much it killed me to write wat i did, i did it bcuz i figured it was wat she wanted to hear, that i wud leave u alone, i couldnt stop crying afterwards, i knew it wud hurt you if indeed u hadnt moved on. i did try to contact before i wrote it but u wudnt answer ur phone i thought u were avoiding me. even though it may have seemed like it, at no point did i ever think u stopped caring, i knew u did in ur heart, it kills me everytime i see this blog, and every indication that i hurt u, ull prob tell this to ur friends and they'll tell u its bullshit and u shud walk away but the only person u shud listen to is you. lol dailens told me u ask bout me alot im flattered, hes prob the only person u kno who doesnt hate me. later
would u still wait forever? i would. and u kno if u want to talk u can call anytime, well almost anytime. i dont mind having a friendship, i would hate not seeing you, not hearing your voice. i want u to keep the bear to remind u that i will wait for ever for you, no