disorientedstar - 18, Female, World
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I like to keep things to myself,
nothing is safe in the hands of another human being.
Especially my stuff.
I don’t like people,
I’m socially awkward around anyone,
and I wish it would change.

I hate it when nothing makes sense.
 

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so, i guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons.
and maybe we'll never know most of them.
but even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we can still choose where we go from there.
we can still do things.
and we can try to feel okay about them.
 

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"in bed that night i invented a special drain that would be underneath
every pillow in new york, and would connect to the reservoir. whenever
people cried themselves to sleep the tears would all go to the same place
and in the morning the weatherman would report if the water level of the
reservoir of tears had gone up or down and you could know if new york
is in heavy boots.”
 

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why though?
i no longer feel sadness in my current state

yet, i am not happy.

i still feel like crying; on the inside.

perhaps, the fact that i've broken through all my current troubles,

the ones i pushed aside before,

are coming back, pulling at my heart.

i had forgotten about the ones from before

the ones who loved me, but are now gone

it's too late. i was dealing with things,

and before i knew it, everything before me was gone

this sadness i feel..

lonliness
 

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the sum of our parts cannot begin
and cannot end, and so it cannot fail.
so i know she forgives me, just as i forgive her.
Thomas Edison's last words were:
"its very beautiful over there."
i don't know where there is, but i believe it's somewhere,
and i hope its beautiful.
 

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if you be my star i'll be your sky.
you can hide underneath me and come out at night.
when i turn jet black and you show off your light,
i live to let you shine
 

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and this is the best thing that could've happend
any longer and i wouldn't have made it.
 

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the more we take, the less we become.
 

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one man's trash is another man's treasure.
one man's pain is another man's pleasure.