i no longer feel sadness in my current state
yet, i am not happy.
i still feel like crying; on the inside.
perhaps, the fact that i've broken through all my current troubles,
the ones i pushed aside before,
are coming back, pulling at my heart.
i had forgotten about the ones from before
the ones who loved me, but are now gone
it's too late. i was dealing with things,
and before i knew it, everything before me was gone
this sadness i feel..
lonliness