I hate These thing so ill make this short and sweet.I love my friends and am very protective of them. I have a large family and they are my life. I dont know what i want to do with my life other than live it. I like meeting new ppl. Im willing to try anything once.I have had a few bad relationships and a few good one's. I dont like ppl who play it fake. I only like real ppl, so if your a hater ...dont even bother. I love to dance, and drink and take the occational toke ( but it doesnt rule my life )
Yes..I am gay..but thats not all i am, so dont think for a second im one of these little gay bois that only know how to be gay and nothing else. Im also an artist, and i read everything in sight. Im hardly ever home because im always out with friends. When i am home im usually curled up watchin a movie. If this all sounds good to you them msg me, i always answer. If u dont...well its your loss.
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"Just because your alive doesnt mean your living!!!"
BASICS
| Height: | 174 cm - 178 cm (5'9" - 5'10") |
| Weight: | 65 Kg - 68 Kg (141 lbs - 150 lbs) |
| Birthday: | September 12, 1983 |
| Sexual Orientation: | Homosexual |
| Dating: | Dating |
| Living Situation: | Living with roommate(s) |
| Location: | Edmonton, Alberta, Canada |
| Join Date: | 05:23pm | Mar 03, '06 |
| Profile Updated: | 12:24pm | Sep 11, '07 |
| Last Active: | 05:58pm | Jun 23, '08 |
INTERESTS
| Reading Material: | Fiction, Fantasy, Newspapers, Myths and Legends, Non-fiction |
| Movies: | Comedy, Foreign, Horror, Psychological Thrillers |
| Art: | Astrology, Body Art, Drawing, Painting, Sculpture, Singing |
| Animals/Pets: | Cats, Reptiles |
| Video Games: | Fighting, Role Playing, Strategy |
| Cars: | Drag Racing, Nascar, Offroad |
| Music: | Alternative, Classic Rock, Classical, Country, House, Jazz, Rock, Soul |
| Sports: | Badminton, Bicycling, Car racing, Golf, Hiking, Horseback Riding, Jogging, Martial Arts, Paintball, Rock Climbing, Skiing, Soccer, Swimming, Water-skiing, Yoga |
| Activities: | Cooking, Current Affairs, Drinking, Karaoke, Poker, Reading, Shopping, Traveling |
| Outdoor: | Camping, Fishing, Hiking, Backpacking, Traveling |
MY SCHTICK
DEDICATIONS
"Beautiful Disaster!"
{dedicated to a certain someone, U know who u are}
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful
"Through Glass"
{For my baby sister - your never alone }
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah
{dedicated to a certain someone, U know who u are}
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world would cave in
It just ain't right
Lord, it just ain't right
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Lord, would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
But do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold me tight
Baby, hold me tight
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm searching for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
Waited so long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
He's such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Lord, he's so beautiful
He's beautiful
"Through Glass"
{For my baby sister - your never alone }
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head
How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen
I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah
'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah
"The Way You Look Tonight!"
{For Glenn & Tanya, A more perfect match ive never seen!!}
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.
Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.
Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.
{For Glenn & Tanya, A more perfect match ive never seen!!}
Some day, when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight.
Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.
Lovely ... Never, ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it ?
'Cause I love you ... Just the way you look tonight.
A MEMORIAL FOR DICKIE
We lost a very good friend this year. Someone very near and dear to my heart..to all our hearts. He will be remembered as the person who could always make you smile or laugh when u were down. He was to goofy for words, and was better than all of us. He was to good for this world and will always be cherished in our hearts and memories. Wherever you are we hope your watching down on us because i cant think of anyone id rather have looking over my shoulder.
LATEST BLOG ENTRY
08:27am | Jun 19, '07 | No Comments
Its amazing how quickly your life can do a complete 180. Go from bad to good in 2.5 seconds flat.In the course of a week i got a job i love and has some serious career possabilities. Framily drama has quieted down, and im meeting some very interesting ppl. I love summer 