downhill. - 22, Female, Saskatoon
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HAHAHAHAHAHA
holy moses.!!11!1
most of my blog entries are so EMO
hahahahahaha
wow
so here's a less emo one.




GET CRUUUUUUNK
 

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yoooou.
I lie awake
I’ve gone to ground
I’m watching porn
in my hotel dressing gown
now I dream of you...
but I still believe
there’s only enough for one in this
lonely hotel suite.

the journey’s long
&it feels so bad
I’m thinking back to the last day we had.
old moon fades into the new
soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you...
I’m nearly with you.

when I’m weak I draw strength from you
&when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
&when I’m down you breathe life over me
even though we’re miles apart;
we are each other’s destiny

on a clear day
I’ll fly home to you
I’m bending time getting back to you
old moon fades into the new
soon I know I’ll be back with you
I’m nearly with you...
I’m nearly with you.

when I’m weak I draw strength from you
&when you’re lost I know how to change your mood
&when I’m down you breathe life over me
even though we’re miles apart;
we are each other’s destiny


I’ll fly... I’ll fly home
I’ll fly home&I’ll fly home
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love.
the greatest thing
you'll ever learn
is just to love;
&be loved in return
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going going going GONE
high
high
high

higher
higher
higher
higher

HIGH
HIGH
HIGH



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beautiful disaster.





it was beauty that killed the beast.
 

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please!
"give me that man...
that is not passion's slave;
&I will wear him
in my heart's core, ay;
in my heart of hearts"
 

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on candystripe legs the spiderman comes
softly through the shadow of the evening sun
stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
looking for the victim. . . shivering in bed
searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
Suddenly!
a movement in the corner of the room!
and there is nothing I can do. .
&I realise with fright
that the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight!


quietly he l a u g h s &shaking his head
creeps closer now
closer to the foot of the bed
&softer than shadow and quicker than flies
his arms are around me and his tongue in my eyes
"be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
don't struggle like that or I will only love you more"
but it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
the spiderman is having you for dinner tonight


&I feel like I'm being eaten
by a thousand million shivering furry holes
&I know that in the morning I will wake up
in the shivering cold


the spiderman is ALWAYS hungry. . .
 

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the sound&the fury
only i was running already when you heard it.
in the mirror i was running before you knew what it was.
my train caught up over my arm; i ran out of the mirror like a cloud.
my veil swirling in long glints my heels brittle and fast clutching my dress onto my shoulder.
running out of the mirror, the smells.

roses, roses.
the voice that breathed o'er Eden.
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everyday
TODAY'S FORECAST:
partly cloudy with a good chance of rain
so I wear my sarcasm badge proudly
&flash a devilish grin
that'll make the most masculine man
skeptical of his

e x i s t e n c e
 

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prozac nation..
the united states of depression
 

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...
i'm the best at ruining my life.

 

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i was afraid to be alone
i'm a fairly simple person. i live to love&love to live. i do not fit the regular mold of beauty.
i have less people that i can truly trust than i can count on my left hand.
neverland does exist.
i appreciate a good friend more than anything else. i have trouble dealing with reality.
i constantly find myself looking back. read as many books as you can.
when you find something that truly makes you happy; stick with it. human nature&the human mind fanscinate me. i truly believe that one person can alter your perspective on/of life completely.
beauty comes from the inside. i believe that each person is their greatest enemy. always take pictures, but memories last a lifetime. you will learn the most by listening; not talking.
there is at least one person who would die for you. when everything in life seems to have turned its back on you; look to God. cherish moments of silence. love is the place between awake&dreaming. don't pick on the little guy. music is the true gate to the soul. stand up for what you believe in.
the greatest thing you'll ever learn; is just to love&be loved in return.
 

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fronts;
the mask i polish in the morning; by evening looks like shit.

people wear masks; they hide what they are really feeling inside
they put up barriers; or windows.
we only comprehend what we see on the outside;
we never look past.
we set standards,
&these masks reflect them.
my best will never be good enough for you;
no matter how hard i try.
no matter how much i change for you;
how beautiful
how thin
how pale
how trendy
how whatever i am;
it doesn't matter
it never has
so why do we keep pretending like that's what matters?
try looking inside.
look past those masks; the barriers;
step into that window
take it further than we know how to.
cause really, all we are used to; is

the fiction we live.

 

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letters.
Joancourtney moved away to Coloradosaskatoon
said she found god &a boyfriend as well.
one that won't hit her or make her feel shallow
there's a lot to learn about Joancourtney

before he moved in Joancourtney had a fling with the landlord
so she got to stay here for free
&he's not a genius but he figured out
there's a lot to learn from Joancourtney


&after all this time, you were waiting on the ride
to stop at the place where they slowly misplaced your life...
go get it right
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he went to the closet to get dressed for work
when he spotted a box he had not seen before
with all kinds of letters that never got sent to a guy in Coloradosaskatoon since 19942006
&he knew it was wrong
but he sat and opened in no certain order
a letter or two
she talked about blisters and bruises of anger
&she bought a handgun to learn how to shoot
&the last letter said that she had to get out
but he couldn't make out the rest of the note
from the blood stains all over the page of the letters
there's a lot to learn
&there's a lot he learned about Joancourtney


&after all this time, you were waiting on the ride
to stop at the place where you slowly misplaced your life
oh&after all this time, you were waiting on the ride
to stop at the place where they slowly misplaced your life...


Go get it right
Go get it right
Go get it right
Go get it right
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do I have to spell it out for you?
the chemistry between us could destroy
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