bryce.mills N I don't have my laptop right now , gf is borrowing it
**Death;Breath- I like never come on here any more... Why do I even check it? I never have messages...
**Death;Breath- Okay so, I just fucking love Alesana so much!! I miss the old days... I love them still, but I miss Adam a lot. I miss his harmonies...
**Death;Breath- I'm trying for you babe... I'll be better I promise. I'm so glad you're mine, you're so understanding and loving. I love you.
**Death;Breath- I'm happy right now. I love you so much. Thank you for being everything I need. You give me everything I need. I love you Erin.
**Death;Breath- Someone fucking help me, I've never felt so lost. I found myself begging god to save my life today.
**Death;Breath- I swear to god, if you leave me, I give the fuck up. I can't do this any more! I have nothing to life for if you can't be with me.
**Death;Breath- @^-^795 Times are tough... It's hard to be away from people you love. Sometimes I feel it kills me inside that I can't see Erin, too.
**Death;Breath- Ugh.... I hate myself. Why can't I just not get mad? Why do I have to always get hurt by everything... I love you, but I'm not good for you.
**Death;Breath- Are any of you really happy? Sometimes I truly wonder, does happiness really exist?
**Death;Breath- Judge me on my actions, and my intelligence, not the way I look.
**Death;Breath- This time things will be different. I promise, I really promise!