I recently gave up the ideas of the average persons moral standards from being midly positive to horrible. Trusting, and being honest seems to be a rarity, if only people were honest life would be so much easier. So called friends, trusting friends, hiding feelings to cover themselves from taking a chance, or making a risk. I have no words to say, I can't wave when they wave, I can't smile when they smile. Theres no use in me lying about it anymore, I'm tired of faking a smile to pretend like I respect you. Situations worsen as time goes on, eventually one good thing will come along to give us enough hope to keep going, when in reality it's not worth the constant fall in society. This isn't depression, this isn't angst, this is truth. I'm an optimist, and my time comes and goes. The names Ian, you won't see eye to eye with me, and the only person who came close fucked it up.

Honesty
Trust
Tattoo's
Artwork, drawing.
Alcohol
Guitar
Friends
Meeting new people
Writing music, or jammin' at my buddies studio.
GOOD relationships (Not a fling type of person)
and a bunch of other crap that will take ages to figure out.

Childlike adults
Some types of immaturity.
Lying
Cheating
Hmm, I suggest you just ask and find out:)