so. i suppose i'll be using this quite... a lot... well alot more than ussual atleast. =/

eh. i loves english class.
uhm...my head hurts. fscking.><" gaaaah~!

the little blue book has been getting too much story on me lately. as much as i hate griping about every fscking thing that goes on, well, there i go. i gripe about everything anyway!

so. i have learned just recently how disgustingly apathetic i am. i think in my intense desire to no longer get hurt by miniscule things, i have been forfeit my human emotions. that is i have now come to find that i am free of emotional attachment to things that i would normally feel extreme emotions toward. i am not saying i am entirely emotionally dead. there are times when i just suddenly explode... ussually invoked by physical assault.

does that explain how psychotic i am?

just today, a little 2 year old girl who lived somewhere in NW calgary was run over by her father in the driveway of their own home as he was backing up a vehicle this morning. the little girl died...

i really feel bad about this...
just last night i was so distraught over nothing significant and/or everything that happens to be nothing important. i was pissed-off cause i lost my celphone saturday morning and was very upset about missing the goddamned bus last night. when i finally got home, i was sore and very tired and i didn't fall asleep till the wee hours of the morning which sucked ass and complained endlessly... and today a little girl died.

i now feel so very wretched thankyouverymuch.

saturday morning sucked, but saturday night was fun. i got a ride with ashley to the train station and i got home 10 minutes early. i also had icecream before bed and i drank coke.... =D it was sweetness as i tried to call my celphone over and over and over frickin' again. =D but no one answered... whatever.

call my number and have them return it to me~!
390 7219.

uhh. the little girl incident really rattled me...

phooey. =/