i think that beauty is a feeling. yes it is a look i mean no offence but buck teeth and like old people(lol) cannt be sexy. but if u choose to let ppl call u down then thats ur fault. i say this being one of the most un popular bitch a while ago and yes i admit it i had a unibrow and it was bad i had HUGE tits and i was short... shiit i still am. honsetly every one hated me. i even got my grade 7 teacher fired. i regret it now cuz i fucked his life up. but i never got the opertunity to say sry, for that alone i was like known from ALL tachers and i still am, but being the bitch i a was i comlained to the skool bored that i was being discriminated and ever sence then im treated great. i love royal man its dope shiit. when i started there i was litterly a no one. the kids were totally new, this is a west side skool, and i mean GHETTO! but coming from straight east side i was so welcome. it wasnt cliques and prepps it was chill relaxed people who had each others back. i started this skool with amazing boy friend, who is a bit older then me and went to royal before he met me like 2 years? any ways so he knew ppl but not alot... i am now known as some one. people know my name and for what? well smokes and bud but also my boyfriend.. hes CRAZY. no fucking joke either. me and him have been threw some tough shiit man and when i think about it i wanna cry cuz it never shoulda happend... but the best part of me and him is we met over smokeing weed... i went to hardy withh him for 4 months and didnt know him at all but he was back there with one of my friends, alex, and me being a stoner knew they were getting high so i ran up to him and i like got real close and asked if i can be cut in and he looked me straight up and down adn was like iigh. he was so hot, he was in a gang and was so strong and he was fun, any ways so later that same day i think i saw him when i got off the bus and i called him a homo lol and he didnt recognize me at all and so i reminded him and he was like ohh that hot chick from the ally! i was like yeah k pce and went home... then some time later we drank and he NIBBLED my ear! and the next night he asked me out. it took him for ever he seemed so shy yet he was a straight up gangster. i changed him alot as he changed me too and i dont know if its a good or a bad thing but w.e. lifes a mystery. take er day by day:) but im off to bed i love you evan, and i mean every word i say..
♥ lizz
k so here is the story...
me and him were not on very good terms but i love
hiim and so we took a break, but still "saw" eachother
its been almost 7 months,
and he gets fucked up on e and got
drunk... well he liked this girl, and they hooked up
better yet i "saw" him that same day..
i dont really remember how i found out, but i did
go of course i was hurt, and my first thought was...
why? was i getting boring? was i not as good as before?
is she just simply better then me?
and u know what his reaction was...
i liked her for a long time and i wanted to date her before you.
i cryed for days and days.
this man, the one i truely love, betrayed me,
my biggest fear was loosing him or him doing this to me
so when i had to face him again i couldnt
i ignored him
i hated him
i even cut my self over him
(relizing now how dumb that was)
but i thought about it and he wouldnt give up
he wrote me notes
emails
ims
and even annonced to EVERY ONE
what he did and he was sorry
this went on for a long time
and to this day i see that bitch he cheated on me with every day
i dont bother any more
\but the beef is there
as for me adn him
i love him
waaaaaay to much...
so were together
but i still dont trust him
http://i297.photobucket.com/albums/mm210/STEPHAZ310/weed.jpg
okay so i give my mom a smoke and she wants more so i offer to sell her my last 5. she accepts but then cheaps out. she pays me in loonies, wich i guess is fine, but she gave me a 20 and i had to give 10 back and she said 5 for smokes and 5 for lunch, and shes now completely convinced that im gunna buy a g and not what im supposed and on a typical day i would, fucking rights, but like i need smokes and there only 6 bux and 5 pitch ins i guess but w.e. i refunded my smokes like litterly took them from her and walked away and shes halk cut leaning towards drunk and im pretty sure she for got . what a duggie... parents make no scence... assholes
i miss him so much
he means the world to me
and any one can see were ment to be
how would my world spin with out him?
why would some one want to break us apart?
its not like he wants to leave me
but then my question come up...
why does he wanna stay?
i am a bitch
im never happy
and worst of all i dont think i make him happy
i love him more than any one else
but i never show it
i hope he comes home today:(
i miss his kiss and his hug
it kida really sucks
