Alex James Colins born Wednesday June 17 2009 at Rockyveiw General Hospital 113 am 7 lbs 8 ounces 20 inches long
Escape The Fate;10 Miles Wide
You Say You're Getting Close To A Last Chance Or Suicide.
Tearing At Your Throat You Wont Let It Die
Left Me Here For All These Days And Ripped Apart My Pride
Take My Place And Look Inside Try To Find A Place To Hide, Hide
Lost My Faith But Don't You Cry I Got A Hole Inside And It's 10 Miles Wide!
i wanna be pushed aside, so let me go. Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone. Anywhere on my own, 'cause I can see. The very worst part of you is me.
..........and know you've become a part of me, you'll always be right here. You've become a part of me, you'll always be my fear. I can't seperate, myself from what i've done. Giving up a part of me, i've let myself become you, i've let myself become you. I've let myself, become lost inside these thoughts of you. Giving up a part of me i've let myself become you
"Sometimes i remember the darkness of my past, bringing back these memories
i wish i did'nt have.
Sometimes i think of letting go, and never looking back, and never moving forward so there'd never be a past"
I don't know who to trust.
No surprise.
(Everyone feels so far away me)
Heavy thoughts sift through dust, and the lies.
Trying not to break, but i'm so tired of this deceit, everytime i try to make myself get back up on my feet, all i ever think about is this, all the tiring time between, and how trying to put my trust in you just takes so much outa me.
I take everything from the inside, and throw it all away.
cuz i swear for the last time i won't trust myself with you.
I thought you were an angel, i guess you were a vulture. Either way just spread your wings and just fly away.
Armor For Sleep
I'll play dead, 'Cause i'll be playing dead with you. I'll play you, when your dead in a year or two. Can you please point me to your chemicals? I need to feel like i've got rocks in my eyelids, The only superhero i've ever known was you, About five years ago......
This Is Going To Be Wicked Cant Wait To Get It