Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so ...
true love burns the brightest,
but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
What Would You Do If:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
What Do You Think About My:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Manners:
Answer These Too..
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:
NOW
Is your hair up?: yes
Is your phone right beside you?: no
Do you have a bf/ gf?: no
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: kinda
Do you have plans for tonight?: yeah sleeping
Are you wearing makeup?: some
Are you wearing chapstick?: no
Are you cold?: nope
Are you tired?: not yet
Are you excited?: sort of
Are you watching tv? : no
Are you wearing pajamas? no
Who's the last person you IMed?: erin
Who's the last person that you called?: my mom
PAST
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: yeah
Ever spit at someone? yes
Ever kick something living?: yes
Ever had your nails done?: yes
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: no
LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: yeah
Who did you see most last week?: everyone at school
Was last week interesting?: not really
TODAY
Have you cussed?: in my head yes, out loud no
Have you yelled at someone? no
Have you gotten mad at someone? no but i wanted to
Have you cried? no
Have you called more than 3 people?: no
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: no
Have you eaten anything gross? no ... why would i eat it if it was gross
SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning?
A: listened to my ipod
Q. Last thing you ate?
A: hasbrowns
Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
A: uhhh ... movies with kenize, sleeping in, money
Q. What's annoying you right now?
A: how there is no one online ... meaning everyone has plans and i have no life
Q. What's the last movie you saw?
A: in theaters zodiac, narnia
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
A: meh
Q Where is the last place you went?
A: work
Q: Who is the last person you called?
A: home
Q: have you ever been cheated on?
A: not that i know of
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: maybe
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)
A: love
Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: heck yeah ... not here in Port Moody cus everyone has their god danm lights on
Q: Does it work?
A: i'd like to think so
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: hahahaha no
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
A: i dont, everyone else does
Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: yes, most of the time
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?
A: no
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: mine
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: grey
Q: Do you have any pets?
A: yes, my kittie and my beta
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?
A: beige
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?
A: watching narnia
Q: last person you talked to :
A: my mom
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?
A: at 4 30 before i left for work
Q: Look to your left:
A: and? what do i see? a wall
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: yes
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A: yes
Q: Song that makes you cry?
A: lots
Q: Are you a normally happy person?
A: yes
Q: Is your self-esteem low?
A: at the moment no
Q: What color are your eyes?
A: boring brown ... i wish i had some other eye color
Q: Long or Short Hair?
A: medium
Q: Current Music?
A: pet - a perfect circle
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
one of my friends, preferably emily or fatima
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yes, ooh you're so hardcore taking the cart somewhere else
40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
no not at all
42. Do you own a camera phone?
yes
44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
no
45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
e
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
6-7
48. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
sinnnnngle
50. Do you know how to play poker?
no:(
51.Do you wear your seatbelt?
yes
52. Where do you sleep?
my bed
53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
it's port moody, nooooooo.
54. How many meals do you eat a day?
2 usually.
55. Is your tongue pierced?
no
56. Do you always read people's blogs?
sometimes
58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny, but theres nothing wrong with the serious ones
59. Ever been to L.A.?
nope
60. Did you eat a cookie today?
nope
61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
nope just english
62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
steal
63. Do you hate chocolate?
uh NO. but i use to
64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
school, my messy room, and the people i hangout with
65. Are you a gullible person?
people say i am very gullible, but thats only because people tell me things that see very believeable but turn out not to be ture
66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
i dont think anyone should ever need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy, but i know having one sure does make me happy
67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
marine bioligist, or a makeup artist for high fashion
68. Are you easy to get along with?
yeah
69. What is your favorite time of day?
when i get to school in the morning, and after school
erin and emily making banana bread
erin: oh man this one has nanner in it
emily : THEY ALL HAVE NANNER IN THEM
there are no regrets in life,
just lessons
its not gossip if its the truth
