Wow, I haven't posted on this thing in over a year. Needless to say, much has changed
But I'm glad that, apparently, I didn't miss much
Dragged you down below
Down to the devil's show
To be his guest forever
Peace of mind - you're lost forever
Hate to twist your mind
But god ain't on your side
An old acquaintance severed
Burn the world; your last endeavor
Flesh is burning
You can smell it in the air
Because men like you have such an easy soul to steal
So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head
You're now a slave until the end of time
Nothing stops the madness turning
Haunting, burning
Pull the trigger
You should have known the price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
It's your nightmare
While your nightmare comes to life
You can't wake up and sweat
Because it ain't over yet
Still dancing with your demons
Burn your mind, your own creation
Beyond the will to fight
When all that's wrong is right
Where hate don't need a reason
Mindless self assassination
You've been lied to just to rape you of your sight
And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel
So sedated as they medicate your brain
And as you slowly go insane they tell you
"Did it with the best intentions
Help you with your complications"
You should have known the price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
No one to call and everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear
It's your nightmare
Fight not too fair, not to fall
Or you'll end up like the others
Die; die again
Drenched in sin
With no respect for another
Death; feel the fire
Feel the hate
Your pain is what we desire
Lost; hit the wall
Watch you crawl
Such a replaceable liar
And I know you hear their voices
Calling from above
And I know they may seem real
These symbols of love
But our lives' made up of choices
Some without appeal
They took for granted your soul
And it's ours now to steal
As your nightmare comes to life
You should have known the price of evil
And it hurts to know that you belong here
No one to call and everybody to fear
Your tragic fate is looking so clear
It's your nightmare
Skull
They all know
Sorry, did I wake your dream?
Some questions run too deep
We only wake up when we sleep
Led by the lunar light
Trouble's all we find
Lost our way tonight
Is it something we said to them?
Save me
I'm trapped in a vile world
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me
I'm losing my only dream
I could use some guiding light
Someplace to go
If you hear me, let me know
Ever since the day you left
My fate's been so unknown
How many years to walk this path alone?
So much to see tonight so
Why'd you close your eyes?
Why can't I shut mine?
Is it something we said to them?
Save me
I'm trapped in a vile world
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me
I'm losing my only dream
I could use some guiding light
Somewhere to go
If you hear me, let me know
Help me find my way
This voice inside of me
Stone cold lips of heresy
All lies are to a degree
I'm losing who I want to be
You'll find out right now
He may be out of his mind
But some day you will find
The sanity has left us all blind
And dragged us all behind
A moment seemed to those eyes
Crystal blue disguise
They say that all beauty must die
I say it just moves on
If you could only open your mind
Then someday you would find
Insanity left us behind
And walked right through the door
I can see the visions clear as yesterday
As pictures on my wall
I can hear the voices begging you to stay
But know you're not alone
Save me
I'm trapped in a vile world
Where the endings are the same as every other
We're only here to die
Save me
I'm losing my only dream
I can use some guiding light
Someplace to go
If you hear me, let me know
Tonight we all die young
Tonight we all die
And though I'll think of you, I guess, until the day I die
I think I miss you less and less as everyday goes by
Silver is good enough for me
House full of roses
A letter on the stairs
A tape full of messages
For anyone who cares
Collage of broken words
And stories full of tears
Remembering your life
Because we wish that you were here
Nothing is harder than to wake up all alone
Realize it's not okay
It's the end of all you know
Time keeps passing by
But it seems I'm frozen still
Scars are left behing
But some too deep to fill
Some days you'll find me in
A place I like to go
Ask questions to myself
About things I'll never know
What's left to find?
Because I need a little more
I need a little time, so
Can we even up the score?
But nothing lasts forever
For all good things, it's true
I'd rather trade it all
While somehow saving you
It must have been the seasons
That threw us out of line
Once I stood so tall
Now I'm searching for a sign
I don't need your salvation
With promises unkind
With all the speculation
Save it for another time
Because we all need a reason
Just to stay
Some just can't be bothered
To stick around another day
Some say this can't be real
I've lost my power to feel tonight
When all's gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside
We've all been victims of a crime
What you are is just what you own
What do you become when they take from you almost everything?
Everybody party until the gasman comes...
If you're ever invited to debate me on the subject of religion, decline
You keep making these assumptions about how I think and what I think. Firstly, I'm not condemning hope, and you certainly don't need religion to have it. How is hope morality? When I refer to the immoral ideas of Christianity, I'm talking about how I refuse to think that the torture and death of another person should remove me of my responsibility. I also reject the implied totalitarianism: although I would have been bound to stop the execution of an eccentric preacher, I must submit to and take part in his act of 'kindness'. It also implies that I am owned, however, I don't recognize anyone's desire or right to own me. I know the bible calls for slavery and the literal possession of people, but that doesn't make it right
You make me happy, whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy, knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
You're all of my days.
You're lookin' so cool, you're lookin' so fly
I can't deny that when I'm staring
You down, right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need
It's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with
Someone like me
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours, and just-a reminisce
Uhh ooo ooo
You're lookin' so fresh
It's catching my eye
Why, oh why, did I not see this before,
The girl I adore was right in front of me?
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see
We're meant to be
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just-a reminisce
On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles ,the laughs, the funny,
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you, for you, for you.
You make me happy, whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy, knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days
For the rest of my days
I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other si-ide
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just-a reminisce.
Uhh ooo ooo
Love is the funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom
The funeral of hearts
Is a plea for mercy
When love is a gun
Separating me from you
Born of flame
For the world is ablaze
Revealed all unto his sight
Inferno is unveiled tonight
Unmask plates of silence
Concrete shadow
Path of dusk, of gloom, of mire
Hidden motif; lack desire
Kiss the dawn
Break the illusion
Water down and moisten
The darkness of phlogiston
Brightness of affection
Glowing love, yet
Seedless resurrection
Sewn together; done is done
Chances for atonement
Glorious redemption
Creating a census of ideals
Pity on the one who squeals
Of many subjects study
Flamboyance and adorn
Proclaim within this mire;
The world is made of fire
People used to believe that everything was a God
The wind and the sun and the moon and the stars were Gods
Then they believed that there were a few Gods
Gods who merely controlled all of these things
Eventually, Monotheism was invented
That is, the belief in only one God
It is wonderful to see that we are getting nearer and nearer to the true number
Lost the meaning of our stay
Learned to live another day
Doubt the choices that we've made
I know that we can't hide our shame
It's only in disguise
Drowning in our own debris
Full of thoughts as though we're free
Close our eyes so we can't see
The depth of all we mean to be
If only in my eyes
I don't mind
Read the writing on the walls
My mother cries
Tortured voices as we call
Find me on my better days
To lose me once again, in a way
I've finally found a word
A good word
One that describes why I love figuring things out
and searching for absolutes and lack thereof
Yay me
crushed the Raiders for the third year in a row
get fucked by the long dick of the law
Baron Pride
