I can't stand my life it's not easy i wish this addict in me would disappear i wish my disillusioned mind would clear i can't stand smoking speed i run and hide out for no one to see it's easy to be me i can't stand the fight i can't be who i am insibe i can't lie to the dope that runs my life i can't run from the speed that stole my sight i can't stand on my own two feet without dope without dope i con't hold my own hope.
