Arg! Okay today I am going to be totally wrecked when I go to work. I fell asleep around like 6 am. I couldn't sleep, so I started watching Home Alone 3 and then like an hour later I finally dozed off. I was having the best sleep ever and then I hear, "SLAM!". Someone is slamming the gate...seriously people JUST BECAUSE IT CAN MAKE A LOUD NOISE IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU ARE REQUIRED TO SLAM IT! I mean the gate is right outside my window! Anyways, I jolt awake...then I lay there for a few minutes and finally I start to doze off again and then somebody slams the fucking gate again. This happened like 6 times and then when I finally just gave up and got up...EVERYBODY LEFT! So fuck you all people! GRRRR! I am so going to get my family back for this. lol! You know what I was pondering this morning...what the hell is with that saying, "You can't have your cake and eat it too." That doesn't make any logical sense and it annoys me. I mean what? When your about to fork a piece of cake into your mouth...is it going to grow teeth and attack your face so you can't eat it? STUPID! By the way, I had chocolate cake for breakfast so NA NA NA BOO BOO! lol...wow I am so bored.

"Heaven Bound"

Voices.
They whisper to me.
"Let go...let go..." they chant.
Standing on the edge, I can feel the balance of my body.
I feel weightless.
Careless.
The wind rustles my hair.
My heartbeat pumps steadily.
If I'm quiet enough, I can hear it thump.
The voices continue.
They get louder and louder.
"Jump...jump!"
Soon they are screaming at me.
My heartbeat quickens.
I cover my ears but they only get louder.
Tears race down my cheeks.
My head is spinning.
"No! No!" I cry out, but the voices are ruthless and cruel.
"Save yourself...end this..." they hiss.
I shake from head to toe.
My heart still pounding.
Lips, quivering.
Suddenly the voices stop.
Silence envelopes me.
Shields me.
I hear nothing.
A deep breath rises from my chest.
My arms become wings.
Slowly, I begin to teeter back and forth.
Swaying softly with the cool, crisp air.
Closing my eyes, I plunge.
I feel nothing as I fly.
The atmosphere is beautiful.
Peaceful.
Serene.
The shadows disappear, as I vanish from this hell.
No longer a broken butterfly...
Watch me soar.

-A poem by moi in Grade 10 lol

WOULD YOU RATHER ?

Lose a lover
Love a loser

Never see again
Never speak again

Run 2 miles straight
Walk 8 miles

Go to the beach
Have a milkshake

Laugh when no one else is
Not laugh while everybody else is

Drink 10 cans of soda at once
Never drink soda again

Have your pants rip
Get thrown in a trash can I dun like when my jeans get ripped

Work at McDonalds
Join the army

Kiss someone you dont like
Have someone kiss you who doesn't like you

Not take a bath for a week
Take a bath in a lake

Be an only child
Have 5 brothers

Cry in front of 5000 strangers
Cry in front of your whole school

Win a million dollars
Get the love of your life

Be able to rewind time
See the future

Be hated for who you are
Be loved for who you're not

Go skydiving
Go scuba diving

Be loved by one person
Have 10 people who like you so that you can pick

Have one absolutely amazing kiss
Have 40 okay kisses

Love and lose
Never love at all

Be friends with someone you absolutely hate
Give someone you love a dirty look

Always forget your name when asked
Never remember anyone else's name

Read minds
Be invisible

Love and not be loved back
Be loved and not love

Always be cold
Always be hot

Scream at the top of your lungs for an hour
Have your eyes glued shut for a day

Eliminate hunger & disease
Be able to bring lasting world peace

Be stranded on a deserted island alone
Be stranded with someone you hate

Drink a cup of tears
Drink a quart of HOT water

Be a billionaire
Be known all over the world

Not be able to leave your house
Not be able to leave your car coz then you can drive places hehe

Have your phone calls listened in on
Have your 'in-person' conversations be recorded

Say everything on your mind
Never speak again

Be gossiped about
Never talked about at all

Have stars in your eyes
Eyes on the back of your head

Be able to hear any conversation
Take back anything you say or do

Be caught singing in the mirror
Be caught spying on your crush

Give up movies
Give up music

Get even
Get over it

Forced to lie to your best friend
Tell the truth to your parents

Know it all
Have it all

Have sand in your shorts
Water in your ear

Be happy but poor
Be miserable but rich

Go without television for the rest of your life
Go without junk food for the rest of your life

Make headlines for saving somebody's life
Make the headlines for being the youngest person to graduate college

Walk through a cemetery alone at night Id be soo scared though im terriffieddd of cemetaryss!
Swim in a large pond that has snapping turtles in it

Lose your best friend forever
Have no contact with your family for a year

Have your favorite celebrity stay with you for a weekend
Have a small speaking part in a Hollywood movie

Never have to go to school again but work a job that you don't like
Finish school and get a job that you like

Have a pet monkey
Have a pet seal

Spend a night alone in a supposedly haunted house
Spend the night alone camping in a mountain forest

Live the rest of your life with no teeth
Live the rest of your life with the hiccups NEITHER LMAO

Have the ability to fly
Have the ability to become invisible

Spend a year in jail for something you did
Spend a year in jail for something you didn't do

Make $100,000 per year digging holes with a shovel
Make $30,000 per year playing your favorite sport

Become healthy by maintaining a healthy diet
Become healthy by "working out" regularly

Hold a non-poisonous snake for 10 minutes
Sleep in a room with three large spiders crawling on the walls

Help hungry African kids in need
Help HIV/AIDS Fund

Be dating the most popular hottest guy in school, who you didn't really like
Be dating the love of your life, but he was kind of a dork

Well...Frank and I had a really good day yesterday...there was not one fight...it's like for once we are both trying to make it work...not just me...it sucks though because he has to work today at Play from 9:30 til' 6 and I work 6 til' 10...that is gay...so yeah...but tommorow I have the day off so I can go get him after work and we can hang out yay! I am crazy...Jonah says I am a "Funny Bunny" inteeeerrresting. lol

So Frank was all pissy today and told me he still remembered his ex's phone number...at the time it was so unimportant and now that I'm thinking about it...it's like how did he remember it...I mean he barely remembers my number so I'm guessing he called her recently...hmmm...shouldn't be important but it is...cause he's such a liar...ah screw it...he'll never change...

Wow...today sucks.

Yes...today is my day off. And tommorow is my day off...yes it is. lol! I don't really know what to write. Ummm...so me and my old friends are friends again. That's always good. People coming together. Yeah, feel the love. Just kidding. But it is good. My new friend from work might be coming to Brock too. That would be cool. Then all my old friends could meet my new friend and we could all be friends! YAY! lol! Leslie is my best friend. We are happy friends...lol. Yeah I'm being pretty weird right now because I don't know what to write. Now that everyone's in Grade 12 I wonder if people have stopped holding all their grudges. I wonder if people are mature enough to stop being too "clique-ish". It's so silly. I don't think I've ever really had a clique. Cause it's like my friends and I will talk about how so in so's in this group, and so and so is in that group... does anybody ever say that I'm in a certain group...or if my friends are. I think about weird stuff sometimes. I think I might go visit Leslie today...seeing as it is my day off. Ahhhh...yes...no work to think about. That is always good. lol! Anyways, I think I'm going to end this blog now. [/color]

YOU PEOPLE NEED TO PUT COMMENTS ON MINE! LOL!

I just got off work. I am very happy about that. Today started out really shitty...then it got better. YAY! I am hungry. Bye.