...me. im a multi-facted individual, i have many traits that often change, i'm crazy but i cope w/ it, its fine as long as i have other crazy ppl that understand me... there are few. i think too much and deep down i think my true personality is very manipulative and cynical. But i could be wrong... i'll find out soon enough...
Deeper Down The Rabbit Hole?
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so i cant handle emotions, had too much intellegence to let them get it the way.
but this time the emotions sept in, they got in my head and now i cant think...
i found a soulution, did some drugs and some thinking, broke down my mind untill it was nothing but a shell again.
now i feel nothing and feeling nothing is worse than being sad, or angry. i want something... but i want nothing...
I've lost my best characteristic, my personality. and i wonder if its still there or if im starting to turn into the thing i hate.... the people i hate... the person i hate...
so this is my pity attempt to help myself but no matter how much I think to myself i cant find the solution, i cant even find the question.
