stop trying so hard to say goodbye.
but boy you played the games.
i miss you but at the same time, im pretty hurt
find someone who cares.
soon.
where to be accepted.
come soon.
oh let me escape this.
i dont want to anymore.
is it better than other situations?
today i saw Adam & Trevor!
in a very long time!
what about things that i want to talk about?
what about the things i want to say...
what about what i feel.
i misss you so much.
if this is now,
what will happen later?
i dont care what happens in the process, but i am growing my hair out
to as long as it can get.
SHORT HAIR SUCKS
its not always the easiest you walk away and say it doesnt matter.
Sometimes, you need to deal with it.
itmakes you an ignorant person if you keep walking away from
problems you have with others.
find balance.
find happiness.
happiness isnt a fish you can catch
i really really really need you to stay
im only glad hes an ex,
and nothing more,
because if he was a friend,
an aquaintence,
or even a classmate i dont know what i would do.
i dont think you can find anyone as ignorant, disrespectful
or stupid.
thank you God, for giving me the strength to walk out on him.
thank you.
i cant even believe how much my life has changed.