Say what you want. But honestly I feel sorry for you.

Just because I'm losing doesn't mean I'm LOST.
Just because I'm hurting doesn't mean I'm hurt.

I miss what you used to be.

2008 is almost over, bold the things you've done.

lost a friendbasically
stayed single almost the whole year
made-out in a car
made-out on a couch
fell in love?
fell up stairs
walked in to a glass door
broke someone elses heart.
had a stalker.
questioned your sexual orientation
came out of the closet
got pregnant
got somebody else pregnant
kissed someone of the same sex.
dated someone you'll never forget you really loved or thought so at the time
lost faith in love for a while
done something you've regretted
lost someone
kissed under mistletoe
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
applied for a job
dated a co-worker
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hate
found one thing you love doing
failed a class
cut class
taken/snorted/smoked drugs
got into a fight with a class mate
got into a fist fight with a class mate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved to yourself that you're an idiot
embarrassed yourself infront of the class
fell in love with a teacher
was in a school play
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office
painted a picture
wrote a poem
listened to music you cant stand
double dipped
skinny-dipped
went to a sleep over
went camping
threw a surprise party
had a party thrown for you
laughed til you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
slept the whole day
visited a different country
cooked a gross meal
lost something important to you
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
tried to gain weight
tripped over a coffee table
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life .
lost someone close to you
went to a party
drank alcohol
drank alcohol underage
got drunk
smoked a ciggerette
read a great book
saw a great movie
pretended to like someone
saw a movie that made you cry
saw one of your favourite bands/artists live
saw someone famous in person
got sick
passed out on a floor
met new people
played video games
enjoyed this year overall

1. real name – chantelle
3. single or taken - single
5. male or female - female
6. elementary - simonds
7. middle -n/a
8. high school - hds,lss
9. eye color - hazelygreen
10. hair color - browny red
15. are you a health freak - meh
16. height - 5'3
18. do you like yourself - yeah
19. piercings – ears
20. tattoos - none
21. righty or lefty -righty

FIRSTS
22. first surgery - none
23. first piercings - ears
24. first best friend – shelby
25. first award - horse back riding
26. first sport - horse back riding
27. first pet - dog
28. first vacation - shoeschwopp lake

CURRENTLY
49. eating - nothing
50. drinking - nothing
51. I'm about to – practice dance
52. listening to - nothing
53. waiting it to - uhh
54. wearing – my dance stuff and hoodie

FUTURE
55. want kids - maybe
56. want to get married - probally
67. careers in mind – archiologist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
68. lips or eyes - eyes
69. hugs or kisses - both
70. shorter or taller - taller
71. tan skinned or light - doesn't mattter
72. romantic or spontaneous - both
73. dark or light hair – don't care
74. muscular or normal - don't care
75. hook up or relationship- relationship
76. similar to you or different - in the middle
77. trouble maker or hesitant - more hesitant than trouble

HAVE YOU EVER
79. drank bubbles - no
80. broken a bone - kinda
81. climbed up a tree - yeah
82. broken someones heart - don't think so
83. turned someone down - mhm
85. liked a friend as more than a friend - mhm

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. yourself - most of the time
87. miracles - yes
88. love at first sight - yes
89. Santa Claus - no
90. angels - I think I do

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
91. Is there 1 or more people you want to be with right now? yes

LASTS
95. Text message - awhile ago
96. Recieved call - shelby
97. Call made - kathleen
98. Message on facebook - alysha
99. Missed Call - kathleen
100. Person you hung out with - everyone at school
101. You hugged - mom
102. You talked to - lindsay

The Extremely Hard Truth Quiz
Friends
1. Do you have a true best friend?; yes
2. Do you have a friend you secretly hate?; no
3. What's your weirdest insider with a friend? haha cheese
4. Would you die for any of your friends?; of course

5. Have you ever had a crush on one of your closest friends?; noo

Family
1. Which parent would you rather live with on your own?; My mom
2. Do you have any huge family secrets? yeah.
3. Is your family messed up?not as bad as some but yeah
4. Do you ever wish you had a different family? no just change the way some of them act

Yourself
1. Is your self esteem overly low or overly high? depends
2. What's your favorite thing about yourself?uhh eyes I guess

Love
1. Ever fallen in love with someone totally wrong for you?nope
2.Do you believe in love?I think I do
3. Are you the first to say "i love you"?
4. Ever lied about loving someone?no
5. Have you ever been in love with someone of the same gender?noope

Lust
1. Fling with lots of action or relationship with a little?
2. Ever used someone for action?no
3. Would you ever have two flings in one night?hah no

Random
1. What's your favourite board game?monopoly
2. Do you use lotion daily?no
3. What's your favourite type of bird?love bird
4. Tell me how am I suppose to breath with no air?you can't

FFFF my life

so this pretty mcuh sucks!

you don't relize how good you've got things until they're gone

I can't believe you would do this to me.
After what she did to you how could you do this?!
I wish it was tomorrow I can't even look at you I wish I could leave.
I don't want to be here.

absolutely amazing.

"the people that are trying to make the world worse never take a day off ,
why should i?" "light up the darkness"
-BM