Andrea i no we were kinda close
i wish things could have worked out for the better
your in a good place now
you had a really good new years eve
we all miss you i just wish
you didn't leave us so soon
i love you
andrea
Omg andrea it's been half a year already
and each and every day i miss you more
i just wish i could of said one last thing
and that is .......
I love you and i didn't want you to leave
wow wat an a year so much sorrow
we all miss you dearly you are missed so
much i wish you were here for my birthday
there is one thing i for got to say to you before
you left and that was ...... i love you
this year for christmas won't be the same
with out you
andrea i miss you so much my life has changed
alot i wish you were here to see how i have grown
but i hurts so bad that we won't get a call from you
this christmas
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The worst feeling in the world is to love and hate someone in the same exact second and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. When you want everything and nothing at the same time, when you want to let go but you keep holding on. When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started, when feelings come and go and you cant decide what you want. It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday, and when you do, you don't know what to say. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When deep down inside you know if you lose this, it's gone and it will never come back. When you know they are right beside you, but yet they are so far away. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at now and realize that things are different and they will never be the same.
You tell your self its not worth it, but if it really didn't matter
You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
Wow it's been over ten months and everyone still feels like shit with out
you here. we all tho have grown people are now dealing but some are still
greiving hard.me especially. but i have been strong for along time and yet.
have cried thousand of times. the last tear will always be the same pain
as the first. it just hurts alot that you left so soon
