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i quit life... never thought this would happen after that...
this pic says it all

always the friend nothing more.... </3
nothing could explaine it better then the look in my eyes







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If I could take every second every moment that we spent
Erase it from my life and start over again
I wouldnt do it I couldn't even try
Cause even if the pain and tears never dry
At least I know I had my days with you
Rememberin' when it was just me and you
I close my eyes and wish it was a dream
That I can wake up and you would be next to me
Did you love me did you lie to me
Why'd you make a promise that you knew you couldn't keep
You got me twisted and I'm losing my grip


my tribute to AFI


nightmare b4 x-mas all the way!!!

tribure to THE MATRIX

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain

-Do you realize That you have the most beautiful face? Do you realize We're floating in space? Do you realize That happiness makes you cry? Do you realize That everyone you know someday will die? And instead of saying all of your good-byes Let them know you realize that life goes fast It's hard to make the good things last You realize the sun doesn't go down It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round -





















and yes i did draw the ones that are in pencil

i'm 100% Ukrainian and proud as hell of it lol
this is some great ****:
A - Anal
B - Bl-wjob
C - C-nt
D - Dink
E - Ejaculation
F - F-ck
G - Giz
H - Horny
I - Intercourse
J - J-ckOff/JillOff
K - Kiss
L - Lick
M - Molest
N - Nipple
O - Orgasm
P - P-nis
Q - Quickie
R - R-pe
S - Sex
T - T-at
U - Urine
V - V-gina
W - Wanker
X - X-X-X
Y - Yell
Z - Zipper
haha

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans. (John Lennon)


in this life ive came to think
that my heart would slowly shrink
and as i came with hate and sorrow
i came to know some love to borrow
this love was an excuse at first
a blink of life before i burst
a blink of fate before the worst
but i felt as the days past
and tomorow became today
my look of life became less grey
and the vision portrayed,
from you with endless woo
i came to fall down for you
and my broken heart soon through and through
was sown back together i knew
that i wanted to be by your side
with my love known worldwide
an our hearts never divide
in it all ive cried
felt my feelings collide
My broken soul
unfolds with pain
and i harvest your love to gain,
and let my soul unchain
a feeling i just, cant explain
now as my wounds are healed
and my holes are sealed
i have fallen farther then i ever could
farther then i ever would
falling, falling for you
for it is you that i never knew
that would behold renew
my feelings of intence love
i feelings for hope above
the sound,
a dove....
the sound of my.. ,
my untouched true love
woken and unbroken my heart gently weeps
and still now your love it keeps
and never will these feelings sleep
ive love you with all my heart
ive loved you from the very start
ill be with you though thick and thin
with you ill always win


If a rose could say I love you
or show you the love I posses.
The moon resembles your amazing beauty,
which over I obsess.
If I could steal all the gardens
or covet the moons night sky.
Your beauty would be inconceivable
and bring a tear to my eye.
For the rose which is a beauty,
and reminds me of your face.
While your amazing beauty,
marvels the moon in space.
To bear a thousand lashes.
To feel a thousand thorns.
To fight an evil creature
and grab it by the horns.
When that evil creature charges,
I no I will reflect.
For with my heart, mind, and soul ,
It's you I will protect.
And when all is done,
if you don't love me please know I understand.
I'll take you to the one you love
and take you by the hand.
For I want you to be happy
and if its not with me.
To care for the ones you love,
please grant this wish for me.

here's some sweet bandes but there's way more where that come form
-AFI
-The Used
-12 Stones(fucken amazing band)
-System of A Down
-Off By One
-Not By Choice
-The Ramones
-TFK!!!! (thousand foot krutch!!)
-The Clash
-Sex Pistols
-Billy Talent
-New Found Glory
-Bif Naked
-Deftones
-DMX
-CKY
-The Donnas
-Linkin Park
-Skillet
-3 dayz grace
-Misfits
- Sublime
-American Hi-fi
-Rancid
-Pennywise
-ACDC
-Thrice
-Poison the Well
-Distillers
-Slipknot
-Metallica
-MXPX
-Queen
-Toby Mac
-Andrew WK
-Evanescence
-Finger 11
-Sugarcult
-Eve 6
-3 Doors Down
-Ayumi Hamasaki
-Silverchair
-Limp Bizket
-DMX
-Less Then Jake
-Sum 41
-Headstones
-Papa Roach
-Sarah McLachlan
-P.O.D.
-Creed
-David Usher
-Eminem
-Good Charlotte
-Smile Empty Soul
-I.M.E.
-A3
-Beck
-Bloodhound Gang
-Everlast
-Hoobastank
-Three Days Grace
-Kiss
-Marilyn Manson
-Nickleback
-Tribal Ink
-Mudmen
-The Cult
-Downhill Nikki
-Chris Clouse
-Eve's only son
-Pipe Dream
-Hazard
-The Offspring
-Bloodhound Gang
-Metric
-Green Day
-The Ataris
-Flashlight Brown
-Hawksley Workman
-Moneen
-Brand New
-Taking Back Sunday
-Gob
-NOFX
-Deathcab For Cutie
-The Stryder
-Arrogant Worms*funniest **** in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
-Coheed and Cambria
-2Pac *best rapper ever*
-***** load of russian music and Irina Bylik who's the only good Ukie singer!!!!!*


here's some more music and i did repeat some bands but i'm too lazy to see which ones i have already lol

Soap Box7
GreyField
The Starting line
Smile Empty Soul
Less Then Jake
The Used
Revis 311
Plan A Project
Gold Finger
homegrown
Iggy pop
RX Bandits
CKY
Eamon
AudioSlave
Home Grown
Metallica
MudVayne
SevenDust
GoldFinger
story of the year
yellowcard
thursday
bob marley
2 pac
Shinedown
Rufio
Rancid
Mest
Fountain of Waynes
POD
oobastank
Homegrown
Switchfoot
Story Of the Year
The Vines
The Strokes
Foo Fighters
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Thursday
DMX
Jet
NickelBack
Brand New
Saves The Day
Switchfoot
puddle of mudd
taking back sunday
saves the day
queen
metallica
the distillers
kid rock
arosmith
kiss
no doubt
green day
static x
styx
Revis
disturbed
simply red

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Take chances. Tell the truth. Say no. Date someone totally wrong for you. Spend all your cash. Fall In love.Cry. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Apologize. Laugh at stupid jokes. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh till your stomach hurts and your eyes water. Do something even though you know you're gonna get caught. Have fun with life, live a little.


Thirteen wraps of this rope
Prove worthy of my time
Placed behind my left ear
So when i fall
Death is instantaneous
The millisecond long drop
Lasts three eternities
One for each of the loves I've lost
Scenes of betrayal accompany
These cliche-ridden dreams
The pain of these heartbreaks
Only intensifies the anticipation
Awaiting the impending sound of broken vertebrae
Watch and listen
Take notes of my approach and preparation
As i am a professional at killing myself
Again and again, for the same reason
Reanimated by the emergency room surgeon
Just to be lovelorn again
And to search for a more effective solution to
End the pain



Hello
I love you
Won't you tell me your name
Hello
I need you
Like a bullet to my brain


Looking back, may I be filled with gratitude;

Looking forward, may I be filled with hope;

Looking upward, may I be aware of strength;

Looking inward, may I find peace.......


Love, like paint, can make things beautiful when you spread it, but it simply dries up when you

don't use it.


Make it idiot proof and someone will make a better idiot


Save time ... see it my way.


Silence is wise if we are foolish, but foolish if we are wise.


Some of the world's greatest feats were accomplished by people not smart enough to know they

were impossible. (Doug Larson)


Teenagers express their burning desires to be different by dressing exactly alike.

Television ruins more minds than drugs.


Tell me, I'll forget..Show me, I may remember; but involve me, and I'll understand

To let a fool kiss you is stupid. To let a kiss fool you is worse

To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; for it becomes your destiny


We can admire what we see, but we can only love what we truly know



My bro he's a gangsta..... haha no jj i think he's as white as u could get... haha no he's kool gotta luv him i think he's as close to an azn white guys as u can get really.. lol it's kool
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luv to draw when i'm in the mood 4 it and it's usually not too bad lol
one of the early works



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Tired of filling this emptiness with the same old heartbeat,
somethings pulling me down, melting, burning me with this heat,
Written in a book full of the dead,
I write my life with this peice of black lead,
Since I didnt take your heed,
I'm now suffering and making myself bleed,
As my life ages,
I'm adding the bloodstained pages,
The metal flashing by using my fingers,
Regardless of this my pain still lingers,
Closing my eyes trying to disapear,
Seeing nothing but a single red tear,
Feeling the sweat gather on my lip,
I look down to see the blood slowly drip,
I'm living a lie,just living a lie,
Since all I want to do is die,
This pain from my past,
Forever will it last.

I had always heard your entire life flashes before your eyes the second before you die.First of all, that second isn't a second at all. It stretches on forever like an ocean of time. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst and then I remember to relax and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry, you will
some day.
Lester Burnham, American Beauty

All by myself, nobody around
No ******* noise, no ******* sound
An innocent man, victim of hate
Lies on the street, but now it's too late
Surrounded by death, life is no more
All of this, because of a war

James, Ozzy
They all said it before
Bells, Warpigs
What's the use of war

Another town, another war
Again no one knows what he's fighting for
A dying soldier, system of hate
Lies in the gutter, but that was his fate
Chemical warfair, my eyes are sore
All of this, because of a war

Max, Evan
They all said it before
Chaos, Black & white
Nobody cares for war

Nuclear missiles, shield and sword
Millions of slaves, only one lord
A dead politician, started the hate
Face in the mud, didn't hesitate
Pushed the button, earth is no more
All of this, because of a war

Philip, Dave
They all said it before
Slaughtered, Ashes in your mouth
I can't take it anymore

Hitler, Saddam
Flush 'em down the drain
You can kill the enemy
But you'll never kill the pain









sports,girls,working out,girls,music*can't live without it*,girls, cars,girls,girls on cars lol, chillin with friends,parties and everything that goes along with the party , UKIES!!!!







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lmfao this is great!!! lol


















lol

I'm not a Raver...
I'm not an E-Tard...
I'm not a Trance Addic

well i didn't have enought room for this in the likes so i had to put it in the dislikes but it's not
enjoy

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl’s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they’re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don’t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn’t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you’d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn’t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing “serious” between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: “oh, but we’re just friends!” And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you’re nice like that.

Remeber the time guys when we asked her to do something and she said yes and when that day came around she found something better to do or someone better to do it with, but becasue were to damn nice we told her to go ahead and do something with him instead cause we value her hapiness and she went and we were left alone for the night.

It seems like girls we like are just attracted to idiots and dont realize it, they will date a guy that we could have told her from the start would end up breaking her heart. We dont thoe gentlemen because we support whatever decesion she makes cause we are diffrent than the rest of the male ******* population and we stick with her no matter what because above all she is our friend. We will always live in a world where assholes are the favourites and the nice guys are left at the side to pick up the peices for the next jerk to come along and break her all over again.

The nice guys don’t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can’t. From what I have observed the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as “oh, he’s too nice to date” or “he would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me” or “he already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!” or the most frustrating of all: “no, it would ruin our friendship.” Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can’t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). I just beg sometimes they eventually make the connection because she is our friend and we hate to see her getting her heart broken all over again, and is like a stake driven through our heart everytime we here she has got a new bf or slept with an idiot .But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn’t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you’re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming

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peace makers......


ppl who dislike me lol umm school oh man hate that one... english class... people who think that they are better then the rest of us and **** like that

EVERYTHING THAT LOVE IS WAS AND EVER WILL BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!