i walk alone in this moment of darkness
loneliness and...
fear
who am i really?
is this real?
it must be a joke.
i feel i am alone,
in this world.
he looks through
doesn't see anything
other than himself.
expression in love
and hate.
anger towards all.
who is he really?
do you know?
this is the end.
open up with a new beginning,
a better one for sure.
laughter is what he thinks,
fear.
for his life
and sanity,
gone for a while.
gone Forever.
towards himself,
there is no "him"
for he is not there.
alone.
he is,
you are.
don't stop now.
continue,
on your life journey,
for no one else can do it,
but you.
him.
save him from the pain,
and darkness.
coincidence,
is it really?
for he does not know.
why does he not know?
he thinks;
to himself.
free me,
from everything.
guilt.
guilty of pain.
towards himself
and others.
confusion.
listen to him.
he is calling out.
mind, spirit, and
soul.
for they are there.
with him,
with us.
sinkhole,
into depression.
everyone he loves,
leaves.
or he does.
abandonment and hate.
shut down.
isolation of himself.
he is better,
yet fears.
for his life.
he will arrive,
to the situation,
to the reality of life.
unique,
yet not.
for he is himself.
one of a kind.
do better,
he will.
will he?
do not heal,
he does not.
feeling, none,
numbness, all.
stop
for chrissake.
don't you see he is hurting?
leave him,
to figure himself out.
he heals himself.
none will do how he does.
stop the confusion and everything.
license to feel alone,
liquor.
numb him.
he will numb.
numb me.
me to him.
fly,
go away.
stop all now,
please?
