there's always going to be that feeling;
the one that makes you want to go back in time
and do everything over again.
the one that makes you regret every action you made;
the one that forces you to walk down the roughest road.
the one that makes you love him no matter what.
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it might not seem like it matters to her
but baby,
dont fool yourself. . .
you know youb r o k e her.
yes i know hes not my boyfriend....
i fell for him when i knew i shouldnt and look where it got me.
the nights we spent together, when it was just us, how he could be some what sweet.
then around the boys he would be a dick, but still would look over at me and just stare and i would know that theres a spark there some where.
when there was no stars out, we sat in my truck and just looked at the city.
theres just something about him that feels so right, and then on the other hand hes completly wrong.
im done chasing you, its getting me no where, just giving me heart ache.
im not giving up, im just trying not to hurt.
I hate how I might actually like you because you are so much of what pisses me off. Yet I still find myself looking passed that and into your eyes where I could see myself falling for you
This could be so much more. So much more than a casual kiss, and a quick caress beneath the sheets. This really could be the beginning of something, something that's takes us both somewhere, that translates both of us. Changes us. And we can only do it together.
All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finally let you go.
It's not telling you how I feel that scares me it's what you'll say back.
Well, recently i realized i've found myself trying to write blogs on facebook. but i'm terrified for THAT many people to see them. as i do talk way to much... sooo then i tried a "thoughts book" aka. diary:P didn't like that either cause i found i was only talking to a book and not to others... sooo here i am, back on nexopia... the only place where i feel comfortable writing my true feelings without being ridiculed.
Thanks Nex, i knew i'd be back sooner or later.
I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center..
cause you don't always have to hold your head higher than your heart