So I ran across a blog of an ex friend of mine's. She is under the impression that I regret the entire friendship with her, which I don't and I am sorry things ended so horribly. I never planned for things to end that way but they did and we cannot change the past. This isn't my apology or my cry for her to come back because, honestly, I wouldn't change my life the way it is now for anything in the world. I have my amazing boyfriend, my boys: Jason and Keith, and I have my girls: Jenn, Stas, Britt. I couldn't ask for anything more.

I always thought that I would feel lost without her by my side but apparently when the ones you trust and put faith into lie to you, it changes the way you feel about them.

You think I regret the friendship; I don't. But I don't want it back.