Yo ;; my namees jay
im Singlle n lookin
and shits finally goin the way it should



..where is my reflection..
:: when all i see is anger ::
<{a crack in a small obsession }>
~how far have i fallen to get here~
-- i cant rely on a savior --
+ to take away my fears +
** an infinite redemption **
-) no pain no tears (-




I was, too young to fall in love like Motley Crue
Too young, I pulled a gun and I shot this dude
It was over a girl, foolish pride, I was crucified
Just another youth for juvenile, doin' time
Forgive me mama, I never meant for you to cry
Went to trial, I was sent to juvy two to five
Handcuffed, a back of a bus, forty of us
Life as a shorty shouldn't be so rough
And I ain't no punk, here you fix a face or get your face fixed
Facelift credit keep colored you get you face ripped
The'y'll bust your shit right open and make you leak
You better chill out, before I birthday-cake your feet
Not a bad guy, I don't wanna catch mantime
So I chill with work-release in the back of my mind
But the guy that I popped wasn't dead, he's locked up in here now too
And wants revenge, I got shanked in my bed!

I found out that I was, too young, not grown
I was, not ready for a world so cold
I was, not prepared to make it on my own
I was, not ready for what life unfolds
And it was, too much, too soon
I couldn't, tell if what I felt was false or true
I didn't, think about what I'm about to do
I'm on some, this couldn't be real this can't be true

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