From what I have learnt about friendship is that it can never end; for if it ends it is only because it never existed...
Its funny that I was the one who said things changed and you were the one who proved it...
Its also funny that bitches are only powerful when your back is turned...
NOW I'd love to see you laugh when i take this knife out of my back and put it through your throat...

Sometimes the things get so jaded
Still my heart slowly beats
Sometimes life gets complicated
Still the world around me sleeps

I'm ashamed, not to blame
don't wanna think about it
Who I am, what I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?
Undo what's done!

Sometimes the things get so faded
How is it that you can't see?
Sometimes life seems overrated
Makes my heart slowly bleed

I'm ashamed, not to blame
don't wanna think about it
Who I am, What I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?

Undo what's done!
Undo what's done!

I'm ashamed, not to blame
don't wanna think about it
Who I am, What I've done
How do I carry on?
Wanna change, turn the page
don't wanna think about it
How do I undo what's done?

I remember when all the games began
Remember every little lie and every last goodbye
Promises you broke, words you choked on
and I never walked away,
it's still a mystery to me

Well I'm so empty
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me
Well you're so unclean
I'm better off without you and you're better off without me

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, deceiving, the beatings; it's over

Paint the mirrors black to forget you
I still picture your face and the way you used to taste
Roses in a glass, dead and wilted
To you this all was nothing
Everything to you is nothing

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings, disaster; it's over

As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me
You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease

The lying, the bleeding, the screaming
Was tearing me apart
The hatred, the beatings; it's over
Disaster

It's over now...

If i live,
I will kill you.
If i die,
You are forgiven.
Such as the rule of honor.
Death Before Dishonor.

Sam Marshall Your mine bitch

Am I going insane
My blood is boiling inside of my veins
An evil feeling it ticks
My body’s aching there’s no turning back

So take your eyes off the trigger
I’m not to blame if your world turns to black
as your eyes start to blister
This is just so hard for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your head!

You were told to to run away
soaked the place enlight the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

Is it my turn to die?
If you can read it, it means it’s not the original one
My heart is pounding as I say goodbye
So now I dance in the flames
I love you crying and screaming my name

You said that we’d be forever
How could you kill me and lie to my face
Now that we can’t be together
There’s just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your head.

You were told to run away
Soaked the place enlight the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Pay the price for your betrayal

So here we are, I’m in your head
I’m in your head.

You were told to to run away
soaked the place enlight the flame
Pay the price for your betrayal
Your betrayal, Your Betrayal!

I was told to stay away
Those two words I can’t obey
Your Betrayal!

Well... Seeing myself ragging on you in the past about doing the thing i hated you doing. making you chose it over me. i had to try it my..."friend"... just to place myself into your shoes to see why you really do it. i cant say that i would ever do it again... i know why you do it, and to me... your scared to face the reality. it takes really fucked up people to do that shit, i know. you told me im fucked. but girl... your screwed cause i dont need that shit to make me face the music, i wont run from it. i laugh at you for how scared you are. its sad...but true.

The Devil's own
Why?

Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be?
No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me
Where did I do wrong? Who was I supposed to be?
When it's said and done, will you remember...

Slap on the wrist, smack in the face
The family tree, gave me a name and nothing more
Neglected seed, why?

It's because of you I'm broken
It's because of you I'm dead inside
I never asked to be here
It's because of you I'm godforsaken
I never wanted this
It's because of you I'm dead inside

Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be?
No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me
What did I do wrong? What was I supposed to be?
When it's said and done, will you remember me?

A happy home, a fairy tale, a broken dream
Gave me a life, then turned away
Killed everything, why?

It's because of you I'm broken
It's because of you I'm dead inside
I never asked to be here
It's because of you I'm godforsaken
I never wanted this
It's because of you I'm dead inside

Father, bastard, I'm the Devil's very own
Mother, know not, just who I've become
Father, hate me, for being all your not
Mother's baby, I hate what I've become
I hate what I've become?

It's because of you I'm broken
It's because of you I'm dead inside

Where did I go wrong? Who was I supposed to be?
No matter what I've done, you've always criticized me
What did I do wrong? What was I supposed to be?
When it's said and done, will you remember me?

I’m sorry for the demon I’ve become
You should be sorry for the angel you are not.
I apologize for the cruel things that I did,
But I don’t regret one single word I said.

Just walk away...Make it easy on yourself.
Just walk away...Please release me from this hell.
Just walk away...There’s just noting left to feel.
Just walk away...Pretend like none of this is real.

Please forgive me
If I told you that I cared.
Would you be sorry
If I swore that Id be there?
Please forgive me for laughing when you fall.
I’m so sorry but I never cared at all!

Just walk away..Make it easy on yourself
Just walk away...Please release me from this hell
Just walk away...There’s just noting left to feel
Just walk away...Pretend like none of this is…

Just walk away...Make it easy on us both.
Just walk away...There was never any hope.
Just walk away...You already know the deal.
Just walk away...Pretend that none of this was real.

Dropped the gloves and now i have:
1) a fractured hand! oh! suggestion to anyone that fights! dont punch something you cant see! that cage fuckin was solid! haha!
2) wasted about $400!
3) and im over and out for at leaste four games. but i might be out for the whole season. 2 for fighting, and maybe out of the season for Attempt To Injure! haha!

Fuck you Chris! you arent smiling anymore are you yeah little bitch? haha!