Refusing To Fall
by Jacob Ahner

"baby" she sang to me
"you cant do those things"
"you cant be those things"
"you set yourself too high"

baby dont lie to me
please dont say those things
you cant say those things
you cant say I flew too high

So here we stand
one and the same
our hearts beat the same.
So here we stand
unable to break
refusing to fall

we never believed in grace
or choosing our own fate
we simply waste away
when all we need is faith

its ever so hard to choose
when you're afraid to lose
but maybe its not ours to give
maybe its not ours to give

So here we stand
one and the same
our hearts beat the same.
So here we stand
unable to break
refusing to fall

I've never been so blind
but do I ever seem to care?
I'm heading for the edge
but I can see the light.

So here we stand
one and the same
our hearts beat the same.
So here we stand
unable to break
refusing to fall

guess what guess what guess what.

I saw the first spider of the season today. I was pretty happy that I had only seen one spider in this apartment since moving in, and now there is one on the loose. Hes pretty small, but hes ugly. I noticed him a swinging off of my computer desk this morning and he managed to elude me somehow. Perhaps by using his sneaky
smallness-imgonnahideundersomethingsoyoudontseeme powers.

Nonetheless, the hunt is on.
Welcome ladies and gentlemen, spiders are now in season. Happy hunting.

woo late night/early morning blog.

just have to get some things off my chest. it feels like im way too interested in a girl im so scared will just break my heart, but at the same time, i dont seem to care because maybe there is something ive never had before. and that makes me happy, and that makes it worth it. wow shes unpredictable, and thats hot as hell. *whistle*

we saw Sam and Riley tonight... freakin awesome hangin with them. I really am not sure what else I can say right now... yeah... im gonna go catch some sleep. i think i can hear a new song in my head...

And if I had a clue I'd know exactly
What to do
If I were the wiser of the two

And if I saw it all so clear
I'd write it down and bend your ear
If I were the clearer of the two

We could take a walk into the
Canyons of 5th avenue
Sing and dance... just to name a few

All I do
All I do

And if I heard the angels sing I'd
Sing it back to you and bring the
Sound of heaven ringing just for you

And if I saw the sun fall down
I'd pick it up and make a crown
One that was a perfect fit for you

We could take a walk
Into the apple orchard by the school
We could make a little residue

We could find a place to stay
A secret little hide away
Spend a little time inside of you

All I do
All I do

All eyes
All eyes
All eyes on you

All I do
All I do
All I do
All I do

So they say that ignorance is bliss, and I like to agree with this statement.

When you got a nice little bubble of stupidity around you, and you're comfortable with it, leave it be. Don't go poking around looking for trouble, just stick with what you know and keep going on with life. I like my ignorance, and I'll be keeping it thank you.

Thank you, that was my rant for the day. *bows*

Less than two months here at Staples, and already I'm movin up.

It was pretty sweet that when I started here I was placed in a senior sales position, and just yesterday I was offered the job of Head Technician. I'm pretty excited that they offered me the job, I am sad that Wayne is leaving, but such is life. Now I get to stay in the back all day and not talk to annoyingly stupid customers - now I can hide from them

So yeah, life is pretty freakin sweet right now.

Monday January 29, 2007, 9:45 am

So I'm sitting at my parents place in Olds, trying to relax for the day before going back to work tomorrow grr. I've tried to post this blog twice, and twice I have managed to lose all my typing!! I = not happy. I'm probably gonna just slap together a blog then add things to it as I think of em cuz I don't wanna be here all day haha

The last couple days of the trip were nice, we spent them just wandering the parks, checking out things we missed, going back to the rides we loved the most. (almost beat Mark on the Buzz Lightyear ride... sooo close. I'm a loser I know) It was sad to have to say goodbye to everyone at the end of the trip, mainly cuz I won't see most of them for another 5 years... I did get a chance to spend some quality time with each of my family members and that was really nice. There are hundreds of photos, and I have almost 6 hours of video footage, I'm excited to put together a vacation DVD.

I would have to say my favorite part of the trip would be when I got the full tour of the Hard Rock Cafe at Universal Studios, VIP room and everything! I also got my picture next to Eddie Van Halen's guitar - I wanted to take it home but somehow I don't think they would let me get more than 5 feet with that thing in my hands... didn't manage to get a palm tree across the border either... oh well. It was a really grand time.

Now this time I hope I don't lose everything that I've typed, but just as all great and stressful vacations must end, so must my Florida Blog. Until next time - cheers.

Thursday. January 25 2007. 8:35 pm EST

Once again at the Internet Cafe at Orange Lake Resort in Kissimee Florida, we just got back from Epcot a few minutes ago. Manda and I were at Animal Kingdom around noon to check out the Everest ride and the Lion King show, then we skipped off to Epcot at 5 when Animal Kingdom closed, picked up some gifts to take home and stuff, was a pretty good day all in all.

Yesterday I was at Universal Studios Islands of Adventure with Mark and Amanda; and we had a blast. The Hulk ride was fantastic, and Manda and I could not get enough of The Dueling Dragons. We also had our pictures taken with none other than Spider Man and Captain America! Only a couple more days left here in Florida, so my time is running out on that plan to get a palm tree across the border... maybe I'll think of something last minute.

Tomorrow morning we're gonna go check out Disney-MGM, then we're going to the Pirates/Princess Party at Magical Kingdom in the evening. They pretty much clear out the park for just a couple hundred guests, it's gonna be awesome. Well now it's time to go catch some shuteye, or maybe hunt down a McDonalds

cheers everybody.

Monday, January 22, 10:08 Eastern Standard Time.

I'm at an internet cafe in Kissimee Florida, its lightly raining outside and I love it here, I'm thinking about not coming home... which I realize is definately not an option, but I'm gonna keep dreaming. There is someone waiting for me when I get back anyways so there is a good reason to be going back. w00t go Jake. I'm working on a scheme to sneak a palm tree across the border... so far no dice. I have 6 days left though *insert evil laugh here*

We were at the Kennedy Space Center today and I got a picture of me standing next to the tail end of a Saturn V rocket.... its breathtaking... such an awesome day. Tomorrow we go to the Magic Kingdom, and Wednesday Mark and Amanda and I are going to Universal Studios to go on all the big and stomache destroying rides. twill be fun. I will more than likely sneak away to the internet cafe again later this week to post another blog.

cheers everyone

p.s. the americans are pretty nice.

just a couple more days till florida. more excited than ever, I have a feeling that this week is really gonna drag by though. thats what happens when you're looking forward to something. came up with a new riff at like 2am last night.... im also excited for that, can't wait to start practicing for shows when I'm back from Florida. look at me, all excited for after the trip when I havent even left yet... ah well... anyways the stomache aint liking me too much tonight so thats the end of my ramble. cheers