whooooa.
new school. pretty random, I won't lie

REALLY COOL ROOMMATE!
omg yes.



shes pretty cute. the competition is fierce.



that's our room!


that's our door!


that's the school!


that's our window (top centre left)


that's holy water! we're going to hell!


katie is hardcore. like no lie.


katie rocks out in chapel! we're alone!


we went to church! omg we just BELTED out the tunes.


and we're pretty compatible. I pretty much laugh all the time.


for the first week? 5/10.

it was ok.

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muahaha summer was fun.
I thought it would be and it was.

but it came time to say goodbye and stuff.


..I said bye to sasha.


goodbye to the transportation system..


goodbye to cheesecake (do they have that in saskatchewan??)


goodbye to other hombres (kasia thor)


goodbye to the softest grass I ever laid my ass on...


and goodbye, as of tommorrow, to my bffff.
I think I'll die.

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we love the beach...



getting there...




closer...



oh yes...



"burp! we must be close!" ...it said BUMP.

...

we love the beach.






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This years love had better last
Heaven knows it's high time
I've been waiting on my own too long
But when you hold me like you do
It feels so right ah now
I start to forget
How my heart gets torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Feeling like yuh can't go on

Turning circles and time again
It cut like a knife oh now
If you love me got to know for sure
'Cause it takes something more this time
Than sweet sweet lies oh now
Before I open up my arms and fall
Losing all control
Every dream inside my soul
When you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last

Cause whose to worry
If our hearts get torn
When that hurt gets thrown
Don't yuh know this life goes on
Won't you kiss me
On that midnight street
Sweep me off my feet
Singing ain't this life so sweet

This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
This years love had better last
Woah ah yea
This years love had better last

oh my god.


it actually happened

I am way too much to handle. there's an example//




there's a spoon.
why is it there?
why should you care?



theres a smoke.
why is it your business?



there's a good friend.
good times in public washrooms all around the city.

oh, to be asian.



there's frustration.
god!



there's anger.
(hide all pillows)



she's got a gun.
whats going on?




grrrrr

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hey readers!

If you're reading this,
if your eyes are passing over this right now,
even if we don't speak often,
please post a reply to this blog with a memory of you and I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

do ittt!

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she asks me "what do you do when you feel like the world is falling apart?"

and I told her that first she has to understand that her problems are nothing. She is a dot that is unseen on the earth, and her problems, her very existance, means nothing. If she died right then and there, on a world scale, she wouldn't even be noticed. So even though her problems are so big to her, she can't be dramatic or show her feelings about it, because it doesn't matter, and nobody really gives a shit about her at all.

Secondly I told her that although her problems are small to the world, she has to understand exactly how much they are destroying her. Depending on ones situation, her problems could be like a death to someone else. it is the impact on herself that she has to think about. because she could realize that these are the problems that will go away eventually, and then right there she'll stop making such a big deal about them.

and lastly, I told her to think about the people around her. If she lashes out at somebody now, because she feels that certain way right then and there, if they don't know what she's dealing with, they may not understand her anger, and they may hold it against her. hurting people because you feel angry isn't fair, and if she takes it out on the people around her, she'll lose them. I told her that she had to think about the way her feelings may impact the people around her, and to take care when she feels this way.

I talked forever.

and she listened. and she understood.

and I felt better.

I should take my own advice more often.

I am in a bad mood.

I could totally rant right now.

but instead I'll just point something out..



people on nexopia..they are stupid. too stupid to be using the internet.

seven words is not a shakespeare quote. He may have written it, but it does not qualify as a meaningful, poetic, or romantic quote. it doesnt! well, it COULD, but in this case, it does not. In this case, there are no rules that can justify using such a stupid quote.

If you think you're deep because you can quote seven words (not 7 lines, just fucking WORDS), of shakespeare, I suggest you kill yourself, or go read the Merchant Of Venice.

it's easy reading, it'll give you a start.
or just die, that would be better.


and don't correct me in your replies, telling me that ACTUALLY it can work. I don't care. it is stupid in this case, and I stand by it. so die.




(sarcastic smile)

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and another..

now COME ON. HONESTLY. a LIBRARY card for gods sake.
that one was fair.
and another with my best girl...where do I get these people? honestly!!!


haha I am SUCH a BITCH sometimes.
hahahahahaha.
but funny.
and sometimes they deserve it!!
and I do like these people..
it's just looking back at my reactions.
that's what makes me laugh
hee hee hee hee hee
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