so strange how so many things were spread and said about me. I honestly thought no one would ever take me seriously. But they honestly just laughed about all that you said about me after they met me.
one thing i've learned about growing up is that heart ache gets easier, past is forgotten, betrayal is life long, people change, and one day things WILL make sense,

if you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

if you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.

if you get 11-20, you are normal.

if you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.

people who don’t have any are full of crap.



I fear ...



[ ] black people

[ ] the dark

[ ] staying single forever

[ ] being a parent

[ ] being myself in front of others

[ ] open spaces

[ ] closed spaces

[ ] heights

[ ] dogs

[ ] birds

[ ] fish

[ ] spiders

[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far: 0



[ ] being touched (by opposite sex)

[ ] fire

[ ] deep water

[] snakes

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[x] failure

[ ] success

[ ] thunder/lightning

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom

[] rats

[ ] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

total so far: 1



[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[ ] death

[ ] heaven

[] being robbed/mugged

[]falling (heights)

[ ] clowns

[ ] dolls

[ ] large crowds of people

[ ] men

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors

[] tornadoes

total so far:1



[ ] hurricanes

[ ] incurable diseases

[ ] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] Halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers

[ ] even numbers

[ ] being alone

[ ] becoming blind

[ ] becoming deaf

[ ] growing up, old

total so far: 1



[] creepy noises in the night

[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[ ] needles

[ ] blood



total: 2



Now re-post with:

“I'm afraid of __ out of 72 common fears"

ffs

i already know whats going to happen here.
drunken charades,
frolicks,
a long night
a good bye

and then nothing.
just the same as what has been for us before..

like i dont know what to do about it anymore

And I don't have the balls. I don't have the balls to ask what you actually want from me I don't have the nerve to say how I feel. I never feel good enough. The fact is you're so, just... Gah!! And I'm so... Blah.

how one boy can drive me so crazy still baffles my mind.

i build up my walls just to watch you tear them down. Maybe I like the thrill. maybe I'm afraid of much else.

rebuild, destroy, rebuild, destroy.