THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not; you're too scared about your past)
- Longest relationship: two and a half years
- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? 2
- Have you ever thought you're going to marry the person you were with? well yes but not seriously...
- Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? without a doubt
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? mhm..
- Are you happier single or in a relationship? relationship
- Have you ever been cheated on? not exactly but if fucking two of your good friends counts..
- Have you ever had your heart broken? obviously
- Have you ever broken someone's heart? yes..
- Talk to any of your ex's? umm occasionally
- Think any of your ex's feel the same way about you the way they did when you were dating? uhh yes sadly..
- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? i try...everyone fucks up sometimes..
- Have you dated people who were not good to you? most of them..
- Have you been in an abusive relationship? mentally if that counts..
- Have you dated someone older then you? older by two years and older by one
- Dated someone younger then you? haha by two weeks.......
- Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend? never
- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? a second chance but not a fifth or sixth..
- Believe in love at first sight? why not
- Ever dated two people at once? yah right
- Ever been given an Engagement ring? not an engagement... but i have been given a ring
- Do you have something to say to any of your ex's? i could go on and on..
- Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend? um well i have fucked someone over for a guy yes....
- Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? haha
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? worse
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: tessa marie.....downey HAHA
Birth date: july 29th, 1992
Current Location: kelowna BC..my house
Eye Color: hazel
Hair Color: dark brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: being completely alone..
Your weakness: don't get me started..
Your perfect pizza: i dont really like pizza
Goal you'd like to achieve: to find true happiness
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: ouch headache
Your best physical feature: haha i dunno my eyes??
Your bedtime: like around 12 on school nights..
Your most missed memory: grade 8 and 9..i was so happy....
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdicks obvs
Single or group dates: single..
Adidas or Nike: uhh
Lipton Tea or Nestea: err i dont like iced tea
Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!
Cappuccino or coffee: mmmm both!!
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: haha sure do
Cuss: compulsively
Take a shower: eveevery night at 9:00
Have a crush: mad looove
Like(d) school: fuck that
Do you believe in yourself: sometimes
Think you're a health freak: phhhhhhhhhhhht
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: was there today...first day of work!!
Been on stage: fuck no.. crazy stage fright
Eaten Sushi: i wish
Been dumped: um i dunno its complicated..
Gone skating: nope
Dyed your hair: sure have
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: haha i dont think so
Gotten beaten up: nooope
Changed who you were to fit in: maybe but not on purpos
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: like 30 or something
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: bluuuue
Best hair color: brown
Short or long hair: mediumish?
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: this stupid thing cause i clearly need a life
1 HOUR AGO: tanning
1 WEEK AGO: stayed at kathy's
1 YEAR AGO: DRAMA
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I FEEL: so happy i have youuu<3
I HATE: that i'm not feeling well
I HIDE: err ?
I NEED: you.
i could have another you in a second
so don't you ever for a second get to thinking,
you're irriplacable.
whiskey : you don't know where the fuck you're gonna wake up
but you do know you won't have any pants on
there are only 3 things in life a girl needs:
l o v e to make her weak
a l c o h o l to make her strong
b e s t f r i e n d s when both make her hit the floor
love you girlies
you know who you are ♥
put aside, all my pride so don't keep me hanging here
cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
why's it always feel like i am chasing love when nothing's there
and here i go just making the same mistake...
i've fallen stupid for you..
maybe i don't say all the right things
maybe i stumble on my words
maybe i laugh at all the wrong times
maybe i mumble and i curse
the best thing i can do is be myself
and i hope it's enough to make you proud
i can't explain just why i'm acting this way
i can't control it, so i go with it
i'm just a girl, i won't be changing the world
and boy you know that i'm not perfect
but i'm perfect for you
you jump in the room, my head is clear
you make the world just disappear
so open up your eyes and see
'cause boy you know that i'm not perfect
but i'm perfect for you
