You can ask me any six questions

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2.
3.
4.
5.
6.

I dont care how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless,
& I promise to answer them 100% truly and honestly in message.

71-80= cant believe you made it this far

How many have you done?

1) smoked weed or cigs
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL: 8

11) taken pain killer
12) taken someone elses prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL: 8

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) recieved a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL: 7

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent cd
TOTAL: 6

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 9

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 9

61) consider ludacris your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaraunt without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL: 7

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) been cheated on
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harrassed
80) been verbally harrassed
TOTAL: 9

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched tv for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL:9

91) cheated on homework.
92) recieved/given a handjob.
93) been pushed into a pool.
94) played pool.
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight.
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

TOTAL 80

10-20= goodie goodie
21-30= a little rebelious
31-40= Almost rebellious
41-50= rebel
51-60= total bad girl/boy
61-70= bitch/asshole
71-80= cant believe you made it this far
81-90= fucking bad ass
91-100= see u in hell

A- Damn good in bed.
B- You love forplay
C- Love is something you deeply believe in.
D-You Have Nice Eyes; )
E- People think you are so sexy.
F- People totally adore you
G- Love is something you deeply believe in.
H- You have very good personality and looks.
I- YOU ARE CRAZY
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L- You have a nice ass
M- You never let ppl tell you what to do
N-You have a nice ass
O- You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- You have a nice ass
S- Have a big warm heart..
T -You are one of the best in bed.
U- You are really layed back.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- Success comes easily to you
Y- One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z-knows what they want


B- You love forplay
R- You have a nice ass
I- YOU ARE CRAZY
T -You are one of the best in bed.
T -You are one of the best in bed.
A-Damn good in bed.
N-You have a nice ass
Y- One of the hardest gangsters alive

F- People totally adore you
I- YOU ARE CRAZY
N-You have a nice ass
D-You Have Nice Eyes; )
L- You have a nice ass
A-Damn good in bed.
Y- One of the hardest gangsters alive

Y = yes
N = no

Would you....
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] let me take you out to dinner?
[] let me drive you somewhere?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] let me buy you a drink?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] give me a piggyback ride?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[] lick my cheek?
[] dance with me?
[] let me make you breakfast?
[] help me with homework?
[] tickle me to death?
[] let me tickle you?
[] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[] play strip poker with me?
[] say yes if i asked you out?
[] get wasted with me?
[] instant message me?
[] greet me in public?
[] hang out with me?
[] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[] think im cute?
[] think im hot?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle with me?
[] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[] aquintences?
[] friends?
[] in a relationship?


AM i...
[] smart?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] loveable?
[] adorable?
[] compassionate?
[] annoying?
[] great to be with?
[] attractive?
[] mean?
[] odd?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?
[] had a crush on me?
[] wanted my number?


ARE Y0U...
[] done with this survey?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

fill this out about your friends and send it to them

Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING


1. How does the world see me?
Signs - Justin Timberlake, Snopp Dogg & Charlie Wilson


2. Will I have a happy life?
When U Look At Me - Christina Milian


3. What do my friends really think of me?
I Think They Like Me - The Franchize Boyz

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
The Naughty Song - Cory Lee


5. How can I be happy?
Keep Giving Your Love To Me - Beyonce

6. What should I do with my life?
Twist It - Llyod Banks & Olivia


7. Why must life be so full of pain?
Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

8. Will I ever have children?
Survivor - Destiny's Child


9. Will I die happy?
Whatever U Want - Christina Milian


10. What is some good advice for me?
If It's Lovin' - Rihanna


11. What is happiness?
Dip It Low - Christina Milian


12. What's my favorite fetish?
Run It - Chris Brown


13. How will I be remembered?
Get Right - J Lo


(part two)

1. What is my love life like?
Rompe - Daddy Yankee

2. What is sex with me like?
Whatever U Want - Christina Milian


3. What's my life motto?
(And She Said) Take Me Now - Janet Jackson & Justin Timberlake

4. What do my parents think of me?
Independent Women (Pt 2) - Destiny's Child

5. What does my best friend really think of me?
Yeah - Usher

6.What's my favorite hobby?
Pretty Vegas - INXS


7. What's the worst thing about me?
If You Can't Say No - Lenny Kravitz

8. Describe my mind.
Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy

9. How will I die?
Caught Up - Usher

10. How does my crush/S.O. feel about me?
Baby Boy - Beyonce & Sean Paul

11. What is my wedding going to be like?
When I Said I Do - Clint Black

12. What about my honeymoon?
Wild Tonight - Shaggy & Olivia

13. Describe the last day of my life.
Have A Party - G-Unit

14. Why does life suck?
Numb - Linkin Park

15. Why does life rule?
Check On It - Beyonce & Slim Thug

16. What will I be famous for?
Beep - Pussycat Dolls

17. Which lead singer/solo artist do u secretly want in your
pants?
Your My Flavor - Lennky Kravtiz

[1] Who are you?:
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When and how did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?:
[11] Would you kiss me?:
[12] Would you fuck me?:
[13] Are we close?:
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[18] Am I loveable?:
[19] How long have you known me?:
[20] Describe me in one word.:
[21] What was your first impression?:
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[23] What do you think my weakness is?:
[24] Do you think I'll get married?:
[25] What about me makes you happy?:
[26] What about me makes you sad?:
[27] What reminds you of me?:
[28] What's something you would change about me?:
[29] How well do you know me?:
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

100 Yes's Or No's

You can ONLY say yes or no. You are NOT allowed to explain ANYTHING!!

1. taken a picture naked? No
2. painted your room? No
3. made out with a member of the same sex? Yes
4. drove a car? Yes
5. danced in front of your mirror? Yes
6. have a crush? Yes
7. been dumped? No
8. stole money from a friend? No
9. gotten in the car with people you didn't know? Yes
10. been in a fist fight? Yes
11. had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? Yes
12. someone had feelings for you and you didn't have them back? Yes
14. made out with a stranger? Yes
15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Yes
16. left your house with out telling your parents? No
17. had a crush on your neighbor? No
18. ditched school to do something more fun? No
19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? Yes
20. seen someone die? No
21. been on a plane? No
22. kissed a picture? Yes
23. slept in until 3? Yes
24. miss someone right now? Yes
25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yes
26. made a snow angel? Yes
27. played dress up? Yes
28. cheated while playing a game? No
29. been lonely? Yes
30. fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
31. been to a club? Yes
32. felt an earthquake? No
33. touched a snake? Yes
34. ran a red light? No
35. been suspended from school? No
36. had detention? Yes
37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause? Yes
38. hated the way you look? Yes
39. witnessed a crime? No
39. been the person doing the crime? No
40. pole danced? No
41. been lost? Yes
42. been to the opposite side of the country? No
43. felt so sick you thought you might die? Yes
44. cried yourself to sleep? Yes
46. sang karaoke? Yes
47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
49. caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
50. kissed in the rain? No
51. sang in the shower? No
52. had sex in a park? No
53. had a dream where you were married? Yes
54. glued your hand to something? Yes
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? No
56. ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. been a cheerleader? No
58. sat on a roof top? No
59. didn't take a shower for a week? No
60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? No
61. played chicken? No
62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No
64. broken a bone? Yes
65. been easily amused? Yes
66. laughed so hard you cried? Yes
67. mooned/flashed someone? No
68. cheated on a test? Yes
69: forgotten someones name? Yes
70. slept naked? Yes
71. gone skinny dipping? No
73. blacked out from drinking? No
74. played a prank on someone? Yes
75. gone to a late night movie? Yes
76. made love to anything not human? No
77. failed a class? Yes
78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat? No
79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours? No
80. been cheated on? No
81. did you celebrate the 1st July? No
82. thrown strange objects? Yes
83. felt like killing someone? No
84. felt like running away? Yes
85. ran away? No
86. did drugs? No
87. had detention and not attend it? No
89. made a parent cry? Yes
90. cried over someone? Yes
91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? No
92. dated someone you didn't even like? No
93. had/have a dog? Yes
95. own an instrument? Yes
96. been in band? No
97. drank 25 sodas in a day? No
98. broken a CD? Yes
99. shot a gun? No
100. had feelings for one of your best/good friends? Yes

Copy and Paste in your blog
COLOR anything true
Leave plain anything untrue


01. I hate my name.
02. I miss somebody right now.
03. I watch more tv than I used to.
04. I like olives.
05. I love sleeping.
06. I own alot of books.
07. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
08. I love to play video games.
09. I’ve tried marijuana.
10. I have been in a threesome.
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
12. I believe honesty is the best policy.
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
15. I sometimes curse alot.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. I have a hobby.
18. I’ve been told I have a nice butt.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
21. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
22. I love rain.
23. I’m REALLY paranoid.
24. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
25. I need money right now.
26. I love sushi.
27. I talk really, really fast sometimes.
28. I have fresh breath in the morning.
29. I have semi-long hair.
30. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
31. I have at least one brother and/or sister
32. I was born outside of where I live now.
33. I have a ipod.34. I have a twin.
35. I am actually wasting time doing this thing
36. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
37. I like the way I look.
38. I have friends.
39. I know how to do cornrows.
40. I am very pessimistic.
41. I have mood swings.
42. I think Britney Spears is pretty/hot.
43. I have cheated on a significant other.
44. I have a hidden talent.
45. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
46. I think that I’m popular
47. I have dyed my hair
48. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
49. I enjoy talking on the phone.
50. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
51. I love to shop.
52. I would rather eat then shop.
53. I would classify myself as ghetto.
54. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
55. I’m obsessed with my blog!
56. I don’t hate anyone.
57. I’m a pretty good dancer.
58. I'm embarrassed to be seen with my mother.(sometimes)
59. I have a cell phone.
60. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
61. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
62. I have never been in a real relationship before.
63. I’ve rejected someone before.
64. I currently am dating somebody.
65. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
66. I want to have children in the future.
67. I have changed a diaper before.
68. I’ve had the cops called on me before.
69. I bite my nails.
70. I’m not allergic to anything deadly.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me.
It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
I promise not to come after you.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog or whatever and be surprised about what people remember about you.

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You have gone home
Home to that house in the sky
But never have I known it
So hard to say goodbye
I hung my head in mourning
My soul wrapped in sorrow
For I knew when I wanted
I wouldn't see you tomorrow
I spent the next couple of days
Thinking of you and everything we did
And of everything that went on
From the days of me as a kid
And as your casket was lowered
Deep into the ground
I went forward and slowly
Put my flower down
I walked slowly back to the van
My tears hitting the snow
Trying with all my might
To let you go
Thoughts of you there with dad
Waiting for me up there
Help me get on with tomorrow
Without you down here
Goodbye mom I will see you soon
To where there's always blue sky
No tear will ever be shed
And no longer will we have to say goodbye

-Making Love To You-

I remember making love to you
And nothing in the world could touch me.
Now as I watch them lower you into the ground
I wish that someone would just wake me.
Stir me from this awful nightmare
So I can wake up and find you asleep in our bed.
Not here in front of me on this dreadful day
Laying in your cherrywood coffin dead.
Don't you remember baby that day
That we met and talked for hours about nothing?
And how we kept meeting eye to eye
As our hearts screamed that we found something?
I hate having to go back to our bed
All empty and cold and smelling of you.
Bringing back memories of those happy times
Just laying there making love to you.
I stand here crying beside your grave
Saying my final good-bye,
With my heart twisted and broken
Feeling as though I could die.

~Written by Brittany Findlay~

Every person has their own story, and they are all different. They all have different turns, and different endings. Turning us into the people that we are today. But the thing is, we all learn from everything that has happened to us, and I don't find that so different.

This poem I wrote aroud the ending of last year I think, and it describes some real feelings when this happened to me.

-And So I Thought-
I was never sure where your mind went
With your eyes closed and head bent
But that also seemed to occur
After your hits executed and words slurred
I never seemed to know what I did
With the beatings so deadly and the words morbid
But every evening it was like this
I was the target and you never missed
And with my eye swollen and black
I try not to but can't help but think back
To the sincere person you were before
And when I saw you my heart soared
Now the only thing that flies is me
When hit after hit across the room I'll be
So now I open my eyes to another day
And I decide I don't want to be treated that way
But my courage vanishes out the door it's sent
As I look at you from the floor your eyes closed and head bent

~*~Wrote in 2004~*~

I have come to accept the fact that I have gone through depression and the fact that I thought about killing myself. Now I am coming to terms with things like that, and loving everything about myself. I thought about it, and ended up writing about it. This poem is not about something that happened to me, but just a story I created in memory of my depression.

-The Marks Of My Attempt-
Deep gashes remind me everyday
Of when I wallowed in pity and lived that way
They are deep and sore
But I want to try once more
Blood and muscle were bared
What a scene you should have been there
I must have passed out thinking I did right
And believe me I tried with all my might
But since they rushed me to the emergency room
I have to live in the empending doom
That I have failed to solve the problem of why I wept
As I stare at the marks of my attempt

~*~Wrote in 2004~*~

To be in love.... god. *smiles* The greatest feeling of all,.... but also the lowest. Especially, when they have no idea about ur feelings. *small frown*

-My Debate-
I try not to cry but I do
Everytime I think of you
You were here but now you're gone
I think you've moved on
No matter what I say to anyone
My love for you is not done
I ache for you so bad I wanna die
I love you so much all I want to do is cry
My hidden face stays behind a mask
Revealing it is quite a task
I want you so dreadfully to be here
Don't stay away but be here
Being without you put me in a horrid state
My feelings for you a daily debate
I lvoe them but I hate them
They are who I am
Why can't I make it one day without you?
Why can't I just stop loving you?

~*~Wrote In 2004~*~

This poem I wrote in memory of a friend, Kurtis Eggiman. Diagnosed and killed by cancer. We all love you and will miss such a great guy. See you soon, pal!!

-I Was There-
I was there when you began to cry,
I was there when you thought you'd die.
I stood beside you and held your hand.
You thought you'd never survive and I whispered "You can."
I was there when you grew weaker and weaker
And pale like when you had a fever.
I was there when you felt so alone
And held you when you came back home.
And now my dear child you sit here with me
Asking, "Father, how can all this be?"
I know it's hard for you my son
But your life on Earth is done.
You suffered so long and hard in your last days
I just couldn't bear to see you that way.
So I sent an angel to get you from your pain
So you'd be here never to endure it again.
"But Father", you say so puzzled in my arms,
"Where am I, as you say safe from harm?"
Why my son you are with me in glory,
And there are so many waiting to hear your story."
He pauses and wonders aloud, "What sotry is that Father?"
"Why," I answer, "the one that claims many sons and daughters.
The story of your life, your cancer and your heart.
The reason why people didn't want you to part.
They will have the strength to go on, my son, just wait and see.
I know how everything should be.
But you were a sheep in my flock that I greatly missed.
Now free to live without pain, my son, Curtis."

~*~Wrote On December 5, 2004~*~ RIP My Friend