So Here goes all...well lately i feel like i am in a ocean and cannot come up for air.My life is spiralling and I dont feel like being here anymore.the only thing that keeps me going is my 2 youngest kids...i feel like i am in that blue october song hate me today and into the ocean.it sucks so badly.but i keep on trying to go on.it is very hard.the only other thing is the lord.without him to lean on and gain strength from i dont know what i would do.he is my rock.I wish someone could help me....anyhow that is all i gonna say about that!!