hesitation, - 19, Female, Saskatoon
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this is what i'm made of
 

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she gets me
My girlfriend got me a mini-fridge for my room
stocked with beer and energy drinks.
Lets just get married already.
 

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Fuck New York, just come home
So say goodnight, our first goodbye
I’ve only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We’ll stop the clock together and know that the timing was right
All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what once was innocent
They won’t let me in, but I’m stronger than that
Cause you stole my eyes and I’ve never looked back
Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that I’ll remember this
When we’re this young; we have nothing to lose
Just a clock to beat and a hand to choose


 

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lmao
ash ` i'm burning up inside says:
my god
the fuck happened to that girl..
Des ' . says:
she found mediocre heterosexual sex

 

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Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands they've delt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help.
 

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Only love can break your heart.
 

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I just want my bestfriend back.
I heard a ghost of your voice long after you had left the room, couldn't quite make
out the words but the laugh was unmistakably you. How will I ever get the sound
of you out of my head? I guess that I should only be so lucky. And I saw my
shadow next to yours slowly fade away. We had this conversation so many times
before. And I know that you are tired of the same questions but maybe If I keep
asking them the sounds from your mouth will form words that I want to hear. And
I saw my shadow next to yours slowly fade away, just fade away.

 

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The best is yet to come.
It's always better to leave them first, cut all ties, and
disappear. They can't hurt you that way - no one can.
 

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Every day is a now life to live.
 

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reality check.
My thoughts are just obsessing on everything - my past - my fear of the future.
I can't turn them off.
 

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It's my time now
 

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Gone.
I think I failed to mention that someone else already dug
up my heart and has a grasp on it with their little hands.
 

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shit, marry me!?
 

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