hockeyguy1921 - 20, Male, Squamish
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bored tonight
If these questions are awkward , then you regret your past.

- Shortest relationship: like uhm 2 hours maybe lol
- How many girlfriends/boyfriends have said “i love you” to you and meant it? three
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? sadly yes and i regret it
- Are you happier single or in a relationship ? relationship
- Have you ever been cheated on ? i think so
- What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? smile and personality
- Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes
- Have you ever broken someone’s heart ? yup more then once
- Talk to any of your exes ? yes all but 1

- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend girlfiend? uhm i think so
- Have you dated people who were not good to you ? yes 2 of them
- Have you been in an abusive relationship ? nope
- Have you ever dated someone older than you ? yes
- Do you regret anything that you have done with an exboyfriend or girlfriend? asking her to marry me after a year and 4 months she said yes but 2 months later she left me

- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance ? sometimes depends who
- Believe in love at first sight ? nope
- Ever dated two people at once ? yes i have more then once
- Do you want to get married ? yes i do
- Do you have something to say to any of your exes ? yup lieing doesnt get u anywere in life
- Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend ? yes i have
- Ever liked someone else’s boyfriend or girlfriend ? yes
- Do you still have feelings for any of your exes ? yes prolly forever
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds ? yes it does
- Do you remember the person you first kissed ? yes i do veronica i miss the old days
- Have you ever kissed someone you weren’t dating? yup numerous times
- Ever kissed an ex after you broke up ? yes i have
- Have you kissed anyone in your friends list ? haha yes
- Ever cheated on someone ? yes i have



Hard
1.) Will you answer every question honestly? Yes
2.) Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high? Yes
3.) Have you ever punched anyone in the face? hahah yes i have i play hockey and fight
4.) Do you miss anything or anyone? yes i miss her all the time
5.) What makes you laugh no matter what? Tyla<3
6.) Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past 24 hours? yes i have tyla<3
7.) Who was the last person you talked to? Tyla<3
8.) What do you dislike at the moment? the cold weather and being injured
9.) Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you? Brodyn

Harder
1.) Do you get butterflies around the person you like? yes i love u Tyla<3
2.) Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age? hell no i dont
3.) Will you get married? yes
4.) Will you be doing drugs in the near future? dont think so

Very Personal

2.) Are you happy with yourself? not really
3.) Would you change yourself for the person you love? I have but never again
4.) What do you tell yourself when times get hard? keep ur head up things get better

Secrets
1.) When did you last cry? uhm i dunno yesterday when i found out my uncle has cancer
2.) Do you believe in religion? i believe in a higher power not religion
3.) When was the last time you fell asleep with a guy? last night Tyla<3
4.) What is currently on your mind? Tyla and hockey
5.) Did you ever wish a close friend to death? no i dont
6.) Has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once? haha yes hockey fights<3
7.) Have you ever made out until you ran out of breath? yes alot<3
8.) Do you think you are in love? yes i do tyla i love you 4 months<3

Shocking
1.) Have you ever dated your friend’s ex?yup i have
3.) Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody? yes i did haha
4.) Did you ever fail the school year? yes grade 8:(
5.) Have you ever doat scholl ne hallucinogenic drugs? yes i have
6.) Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night? hahaha yes alot
7.) Do you think your future will be a good one? i hope so Tyla<3
 

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BORED BORED BORED B-0-R-3-D
What are you gonna do later?

uhm prolly chill with my boys



What's currently bothering you right now?

ya i cant say shes gunna read it



Is the person you texted last single?

i think he is



Did you do anything productive today?

Hell ya i worked



Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?

yes shes the best friend a person could have



Are things going well in your life right now?

maybe maybe not i got paid so i guess




Have you texted alot today?

nope worked all day then texted my boys and tori



Is the last person you kissed mad at you?

uhm maybe


When's the last time you had a headache?

like forever ago bro



Is anyone else in the room with you?

ya the cat minnie



Is there anyone you wouldn't mind punching in the face now?

hell ya i wouldnt mind punching the kid in the face that jacked my ipod


Do you know anyone who has messed up your life?
yup she made me never believe in any thing lasting forever




Do you like to cuddle?

cheah sometimes


How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
to many times to count




Do you say sexy a lot?

i dunno ask her



Are you typically a jealous person?

yes when it comes to her talking to other guys all the time



How are you feeling?

good i guess i got money



What is the last thing you did before you went to sleep last night?

uhm watched heartland ya sounds gay get ova it




What were your first thoughts this morning?


uhm who the fuck is talking downstairs


How do you know the last person you were in a car with:
there my homies


What do you wear to bed?

boxers



Are you afraid to grow up?

Kinda i guess


Were you happy when you woke up today?

not really i was rather tired still


Do you have a best friend to lean on?

Yeah my boys are always here for me and so is tori



Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?

Nope



Where were you 2 hours ago?

at richards



Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?

i hope she does



What are you most excited for?

uhm end of july camping with my boys richard and tori


Do you change your mind a lot?

yeah



Do you think you're pretty good at determining when someone is bullshitting you?

yup



Do you prefer writing with black or blue ink?

black



Have you ever been called a bad influence?

hahahaha to many times to count



How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

all the time


Will tomorrow be a good day?

lets see yesssssss!!!!!!



Have you ever gotten to the point where you've said "I'm done trying"?

Yup alot with her



Would you be able to name everyone you kissed so far in 2011?
uhm ya i would anitra,tori and steph



How many people?

3



Do you have feelings for anyone?
yeah i do



Is there a feature on your face that people compliment you on?
do i know nope do i care not really
 

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bored as fuck
You woke up naked next to the last person you texted/msged what would your reaction be?
uhm i wish bcuz i love her




Your last ex text's you and says "im really sorry for screwing up, wanna get back together?"
uhm nah bruh ur fucked up i dont like u




Do you find smoking unattractive?

nope




Do you drink bottled water?

at richards yes



Kissed anyone with the name starting with a B, G, D, A, J or M?
fuck ya i dated a girl with the name jenna for a year and a half


When is your birthday?

February 9th




Anything annoying you right now?

Yes how she wont talk to me



When was the last time you ate Taco Bell?

i dunno im not mexican



Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?

pretty much



Do you want to get married and have kids?

Yes and i have a kid



What's something you really want right now, be honest?

Her in my arms



Are you afraid of falling in love?

sometimes


Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yeah by a bitch



Do you like the beach?

on occasion


Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?

nope working


Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?

Hawaii



Have you ever slept on your couch with someone else?

yeah



Would you like the ability to read minds?

yeah so i could know the truth



What did you dream about last night?

I dunno i never remember dreams i have



Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?

not that i know of



What time did you wake up today?

9:23



How much cash do you have on you?
to much to tell u



What has pissed you off today, if anything at all?
some stupid bitch.



Do you ever apologize first?
only if i did something wrong first




Who did you last cry in front of?
a doctor




Do you think you're trustworthy?

yup



Do you share food with your friends?

Yeeee bruh



What's the background on your cell?
Ryan and my guitar



Do you like your phone?

no its a shitty ass mutha fucka



Honestly, are things going the way you planned?


not right now


Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

uhm tori shes my homie

Where is the person you miss the most right now?

With her horse



What are you most anxious / excited for right now?

August 17th



What is your favorite drink?
fruitopia mother fuckers




What were you doing at 8:00 am?

Sleeeping



Is there someone you wish you were still close with

yup i miss talks with her

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?

uhm the bmx track



Who was the last person you gave a dirty look to?

uhm i have no clue



Last person you talked on the phone to?

Tori and Brittany



What's the last sport you played?

LACROSSE ALL DUH WAY


Last thing you laughed out loud at?
how lame my gf is



Where is your dad?

Fire Practice


Are you friends with your first love?

Nope shes a skanky ass bitch



Do you fall for people easily?

depends who



Does your life feel like it's going anywhere?

Yessssssss!!!!!!!!!!


Do you bite your lip?

NOPE



Do you believe in love at first sight?

Nope



Do you open up to a lot of people?
yes




What is your current mood?

Bored To The Bored As Bored Could Be Bored



How many people have you completely fallen for?
3



How is your hair styled right now?

uhm like a faux hawk thing


Your last received text, would you kiss them?
uhm i dunno i have before



Who did you last ride in the car with?

Paul



Will you keep your last name when you get married?

FUCK YEAH



Would you rather go camping or to a nice hotel?

Camping



Do you give out second chances too easily?
I did to that bitch


Do you think you'll have the same best friend next year?

maybe prolly not unless they both move to langley with me



Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

Yeah i am



Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

uhm nope



How many people do you trust fully?

3



When you're bored in class, what do you usually do?

talk to the homies mostly monica and brinney



Are you happy right now?

YUPPPERZ



Where did the shirt you are wearing come from?

Evolution



Do you believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is allowed?

uhm Ive Cheated so i guess ya



Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

I hope I Love Kayla



How do you feel about your hair right now?

Shiet Son Im amazing For Doing it




What were you doing at midnight last night?

Black Ops with the boys



Are you happy with the way things are going?
sorta




Have you kissed someone with braces?

Yeah i have



Could you last in a relationship for over a year?

Yeah I Have 2 now



When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

like 5 hours ago





Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

yeah yeah well ya


Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?

right now bcuz were not fighting



In the past week, have you cried?

yeah once stupid ankle



What color is the shirt you are wearing?

Blue



Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?

uhm nope hes my homie



Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah a few times
 

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WRONG?
i Fell Like I Did Something Wrong You Wont Even Talk To Me Right Now
If I Did Something Can U Tell Me Please I Just Want To Know What i Did?

 

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DISGRACE
Disgrace

Aight it looks like this
Ur trippin being a fool
A big disgrace to another
tool u be
Pullin up people
Shooting um down
Ur a big disgrace
Another person of ur
Race trying to make it
Big but ur a fucking white
Boy I thot only blacks
Could rap
Now im showing up
To the show rolling
In style poppin
Caps in the nigguhs
Ass and boy
U wanna make it
Big stop being a disgrace
And show me wut u got
Aight aight lets roll
Im white and ur douting
Me bcuz u think only the
Black can be good rappers
Well y don’t u send me 1
Of dem so I can show him
Up and show that white boys
Aren’t a disgrace bcuz I can
Rap just as good as that black
Boy over there
They think there could cuz there
In gangs and that’s all rap is about
Money sex love and shit like that
Well guess wut I got money I got
A girl and I can get sex
I aint a disgrace so show me
Wut u got b4 I show u up
And pop a cap in ur fucking
Face bcuz ur a disgrace to
The rap world
 

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Tears a song i wrote awhile back
Tears

(Chorus)
Tears come down and drown
Before you get caught you betta
Run or your gunna drown like
The others cuz the tears come
Down run away before u drown


You’re the one who did this
You brought it on yourself
So wen I cry y do u cry with
Me cuz I no u feel the same
But u tell me different cause
The reason you cry is that
You love me just don’t tell
Me that you do cuz u cry

(Chorus)
Tears come down and drown
Before you get caught you betta
Run or your gunna drown like
The others cuz the tears come
Down run away before u drown


I show my love to you and
In return what do I get out of
This it must be a mistake I
Thought you were the one
That would help me threw
But of course I show my love
And I get nuttin out of it

(Chorus)
Tears come down and drown
Before you get caught you betta
Run or your gunna drown like
The others cuz the tears come
Down run away before u drown

I remember how it used to be but
Now all I know is that they were based
On a lie cause I show love to you
But u don’t show it back but then
I know you still love me cause
You cry over me wen im gone
It’s the end of this lie im coming
To tell you what I know if it’s true
Or not because I show love
So show that love back to me


(Chorus)
Tears come down and drown
Before you get caught you betta
Run or your gunna drown like
The others cuz the tears come
Down run away before u drown


Tears come and drown you
So run before you turn like
The others I don’t want to
See you hurt like me so run
Before the tears come down

(Chorus)
Tears come down and drown
Before you get caught you betta
Run or your gunna drown like
The others cuz the tears come
Down run away before u drown
 

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It Hurts
It Hurts


It hurts to know that she’s Moved On
It hurts to know she’s forgotten and gone
Remembering that the days and nights I think
Remembering that we have to fight to get along
Can you see that you have broken my heart again
Over and over again u do this to my breakable heart

(Chorus)
Why do you keep doing this to me everyday
Can’t you see it hurts to get broken everyday
It hurts to know that you moved on
It hurts to know that you have forgotten and gone
Remember how I think about you at night
And how we have to fight to try and move on
But we both know that it’s not that easy
We try to get along with out each other
But one of us comes crawling back to the other


It hurts to know you didn’t tell me at first
But to find out from your friend it’s hard
To remember the good times now that
Your crying all the time why don’t you
Just tell me you don’t love me and how
You really feel about me I don’t know
About anything anymore cause all you did
Was break my heart over and over and over
I shoulda known you were gunna do this


(Chorus)
Why do you keep doing this to me everyday
Can’t you see it hurts to get broken everyday
It hurts to know that you moved on
It hurts to know that you have forgotten and gone
Remember how I think about you at night
And how we have to fight to try and move on
But we both know that it’s not that easy
We try to get along with out each other
But one of us comes crawling back to the other



It’s happened before but I though you changed
It to a real person not some low person if you
Didn’t like me then tell me to my fucking face
Instead of having your friend tell me cause I
Don’t know if it’s true or not remember how
I said I loved you I meant it but u didn’t mean
It when you said it to me some of your friends
Say you love me then others say you don’t but
Who do I trust because I don’t know if I can trust
You anymore and it hurts to know that you moved on


It hurts to know that she’s Moved On
It hurts to know she’s forgotten and gone
Remembering that the days and nights I think
Remembering that we have to fight to get along
Can you see that you have broken my heart again
Over and over again u do this to my breakable heart



(Chorus)
Why do you keep doing this to me everyday
Can’t you see it hurts to get broken everyday
It hurts to know that you moved on
It hurts to know that you have forgotten and gone
Remember how I think about you at night
And how we have to fight to try and move on
But we both know that it’s not that easy
We try to get along with out each other
But one of us comes crawling back to the other



It hurts to know that she’s Moved On
It hurts to know she’s forgotten and gone
Remembering that the days and nights I think
Remembering that we have to fight to get along
Can you see that you have broken my heart again
Over and over again u do this to my breakable heart