1. Have you had any relationships this year?
yes

2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yess

3. Kissed two people in the same night?
NOPE! hahaha

4. Been on a diet?
i have no reason to

5. Pulled an all nighter?
too many times.

6. Drank Starbucks?
yupp

8. Bought something(s)?
who hasnt?

9. Met someone special/who changed your life?
yea, in the most unlikely person.

10. Been out of the province?
yea but only down to the states.

11. What are you thinking about?
how some people say some seriously bitchy things when they are safe behind a computer screen, and completely unknown

12. Hugged someone?
many many times.

13. Slept in someone else's bed?
ohhh yea

14. Got a job?
ummm... 2?

15. Loaned out money?
yupp

16. Gotten in a car accident ?
nope

17. Gone over your mobile phone bill?
haha yea

18. Been called a bitch?
too many times.. but most of these people dont even know me.

19. Done something you regret?
yea.

LAST:

Last person you hugged?
Ashlea

Last person to call you?
my momma

When was the last time you felt stupid?
umm when dont i? hahaha

What was the last thing you yelled?
on the phone to some random, yelling somthing random(we were "partying") LMAO

TEN FACTS:

1. Hometown?
A-Town!

2. Natural Hair Colour?
umm....dark brown?

3. Initials?
HSD

4. Hair style?
long and gay.

5. Eye colour?
hazel

6. Height?
5'2 or 3 not sure.

7. Pets?
getting a kitty SOON!!

8. Mood?
blah.

9. Where would you rather be?
mexico

10. What was the last thing you drank?
milk but i didnt get to finnish it.

THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:

1. Have you ever been in love?
ummm i think i am?
2. Do you believe in love?
obvs

3. Why did your LAST relationship fail?
umm i didnt end it, he dumped me.

4. Have you ever been heartbroken?
yupp many times

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
ummm maybe i dont know, most guys wont tell you if you broke thier hearts lol

6. Have u ever fallin for your best friend(guy friend)?
yea haha that was an interesting few weeks.

7. Have you ever loved someone but never told them?
ummm not love but it may have been close to it

8. Are you afraid of commitment?
at this age there isnt such thing as commitment.

9. Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships in your life?
nope... but close,4

EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now?
im always missing people

2. Are you happy?
yupp

3. Are you eating anything?
yes i am pretty much always eating when im at home

4. Do you like someone right now?
yes i do!

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Ok first of all theres this thing called RESPECT.
seriously people.
Going around calling people whores and shit without even knowning them is probably the most pathetic thing someone could ever do.
Also, making fun of people cause they have long legs is just fuckin sad.

Do everyone a favor and GET A LIFE!

Thanks for your time.

Will someone describe to me what this animal is?

1-151 game
find an empty number between 1 and 151. write a secret of your own.
dont tell anyone what number you picked because its a secret.
just copy and repost it.


1.I fucked my best friends sister.. twice
2. im dying to be with someone i know i cant have and i deny it to anyone that asks
3. i am in love with my ex who is just my "bff"(better than nothing)
4. i luv someone
5.i'm Bi
6.I really like this one girl from a place but i am not sure if she likes me
7.i wish i was skinnier and i didnt promise NOT to cut
8.im gunna smoke weed soon
9. i love her but i think im just another guy 2 her
10.that new guy is hot
11.i'm suicidal, depressed, anorexic, and i cut myself.
12. I like this guy and he's 17 but im onli 14
13.ive only been in love once and it was the best times of my life
14.you all got some bad issues/secrets so mine is lyk w/e I like someone....i cant have.
15.I`ve never had a bf or kissed a boy before
16.i cry myself to sleep
17.i've had a toy car stuck in my ass since i was 3
18.im not as goody as my family thinks. i drink and smoke pot and i think i might still like one of my best friends brother who's friend i messed around with while he was high.
19. I'm dying to tell you my accomplishment... 22 inch waist and 84 pounds!
20.i was so hurt when i found out that my bf cheated on me with my bff that i cut myself for months //
21. im completely straight, but i lesbian porn gets me so horny!
22. Im depressed and thinking about killing myself if it gets any worse.
23.I wish i had better friends.
24. I am scared to grow up, i am scared to fail at life! I am scared that i will never be good enough to get into a decent college, and to never be able to obtain a good enough job to move out. I am afraid i am afraid i will end up like my father always getting angry at every little thing. I am very afraid to graduate high school and have all of my friends leave me to do much better things in their lives and leave me, and i am also afraid to not graduate high school and dissapoint my parents, yet again. So that is what i am afraid of.
All of you who have been molested, are cutting, have eating disorders and what not, GET HELP!!! if you are worried about the money just go see your school councilor or what ever, that is free
25. My best friend asked me to suck him off. the sad part is that i wanted to and im a guy
26. I like Elizabeth and Ashley. And they're like my best friends.
27.Im Bi
28. I've had thoughts of sucide, and of how to kill myself, but everyone see me as such a happy person but I'm not. I always cry when people aren't watching...
29.When I Eat I Feel Like A Failure....
30. i love this girl but she doesnt even know who i am
31.I only have one true friend but she lives in another state
32.im proud of the scars i have from cutting, but i still try to hide them.
33. i have a boyfriend but i like someone else
34. Im in love with a boy whos in love with a girl .. and me.
35.i am a slut, i fuck around with everyone.
36.i fell like runing away like every day... and i will soon
37. I'v been lied to and cheated on many times, I'm in love with a boy and I'm moving now... I'm scared of what might happen... I don't want to loose him
38. I'm Pregnant.
39. I wish that i could tel the whole world everything but i feel like nobody listens or care
40. Ive kissed so many people I can't remember.
41. I changed for a guy, then he stopped loving me
42. When I get drunk every truth comes out and I snap back into reality, I generally end up crying? Equals a sad life?
43. I act happy most the time to cover up all the sadness inside of me no one knows anything about my life
44. I fall in love too easily, look where that's gotten me. 1 boyfriend and he's gone. 1 STD...that's almost gone, and 4 boys I've dated, none of them like me now, and I feel like drinking myself to happiness, just to see if someone will care.
45.
46. i get horny in science class
47.i like someone but im just another person to them.
48.Im still in love with my ex gf who made me happy every day with just her smile...now thats gone and i want it all back
49.
50.i still like my ex boyfriend and one of his friends, and another guy!
51.
52.i like my bf to stick it in my ass
53. Everyday i look at myself and see someone diffrent from who I want to be. A lot of the time I do things I know aren't right to make others happy or just to live a little but I really don't know why I did it in the end. I'm an obsessive compulsive person and a compulsive lyer, but what's funny is I hate lyers because I've been hurt by them so badly in the past. I really want to change who I am but I always find myself gettign worse instead of getting better. My life took such a bad turn a short while ago that it made me an indiffrent bitch, i don't like being that person. I hurt people I love and I don't want to, this is only a secret cause I've never told anyone, but I think anyone who's been my friend for a really long time already knows.
54.i like him and he doesnt know it
55.im so scared of losing my boyfriend that i do anything he wants just to please him
56. i hate myself for worrying. its always wrecked everything for me. but i cant stop, so im scared ill never trust.
57. #111 is a freak
58.Alot of people think I'm a slut, but I'm just recovering from the pain I suffered from that one guy I thought I actually loved.
59.
60. I'm extremely confused.
61.
62. all my friends lately have ben depressed, sucidal, cutting, or doing drugs and its relaly upsetting me cuz i can't do anything to help them
63.
64.i love dis boiii
65. i think i may becoming anorexic, i lost 2 pounds last week
66. I can't wait for Halo 3 to come out!
67. i compulsively lie
68.
69. i've gotten molested by my brother and his best friend several times. i'm afraid to tell my parents cause they might rape me too
70.
71.
72.im giving up on life
73.I'm sadly jealous of nearly everyone around me, my dad has started to drink too much, my parents do drugs, I was molested when I was young by my dads friends. I want to be loved so bad it hurts.
74.
75. i hate my parents
76.
77. i'm super jealous of my best friend and it makes me feel bad
78.
79. I used to be a runner with a small gang
80. I've been molested and no one knows
81.
82. I really like a guy named Sam, he is a freshman and I'm a sophomore, plus...i dont think he is gay. i keep thinking about him and its driving me insane. He will probably never know how I feel. I see him and he sees me and it makes my heart skip a beat.
83. i pee in the shower
84.
85. ive seen some really scary things and no one even knows about yet, not even my boyfriend
86.
87. I get hard in the shower. Sometimes.
88. I want to rape you, thats the honest truth.
89. super mad at someone who cheated on someone i really care about
90.Sometimes I get so wrapped up in my fabricated reality I forget who I really am and what I really believe in.
91.
92.ohgod, i could write a book of secrets....ok here we go...
i really like this boii, and we kissed, but i think he just used me, because after that, i have seen him make out with one girl, and heard of him trying to kiss another. i honestly think he would try to make out with my mom if he could...anyways...his friends both like me. and im really confused, cuz i don't really like either of them, i like him. and i don't know what to tell him, because i don't think us kissing really meant anything to him. i think he was just trying to have a good time or w/e. but idk...am i over-reacting? are you supposed to just go around and make out with everyone you meet? FUCK!
93.
94.I've cheated on my boyfriend when i was really drunk.
95.i want to cry everyday, cuz the guy i like is goin out with someone else.and durrin school he acts like we dont even kno each other,then i get home and we talk and talk,and he acts like nothin happened at school. Fuckin 8th grade guys!
96. I hate myself, I hate what I've become, but I cover it up with pseudo-self confidence.
97. 2 of my brothers have molested me.
98. I've liked another guy well i was dating someone else.
99. I wish I could cry. But I know that when I finally do, I cry so hard and so much that I would flood my bedroom with tears.
100. I've got problems with germs and I wash my hands compulsively. There are times when I can't touch people. It makes it very hard to have any kind of a relationship.
101.I dont know how to ask girls out. and to you who are anerexic or belimic, guys dont want stick thin girls. you are perfect the way you are. and to you who have been molested, get someone prefessional help, dont keep it inside. my name starts with a w.
102. I like a guy who has a girlfriend, and who one of my friends just started liking. I fucking hate her for liking him. I want him so bad, but the thing is, I'm competitive. So do I only want him because others do?
103. I think I like my friend but he doesn't know and I don't even know that he likes me as a normal friend but he's like my best friend because I have no friends. does that make sense?
104. I am bisexual and love someone older than me
105. My friend and i both had e.d's-and i told her that we should get better together. She did, and i didnt, and it was my plan all along.
106. i havnt eaten in about 3 days..
107. I would die without my best friend, honestly, i would be nothing.
108.
109. if i had a real gun 2 monthes ago, u wouldnt be reading what i just typed
110. I cry when i'm alone, i tell myself i'm ugly and i try to throw up but i'm afraid.
111.i raped my dog... =..
112.
113. ppl think im happy..but everyday i wonder about how nice it would be to be dead
114.
115. My parents and boyfriend think I've stopped purging. I started again.
116.i have missed somebody so much i cried myself to sleep
117. i feel like ive found some one i could potentially be with for a very long time, if not my enitre life. too bad hes got a girlfriend. hes my best friend. and i love him. its your classic love story
118.Im Bi and proud, and i like two guys right now, they are both older than me.
119.i starve myself, just to be as skinny as my friends
120. i lie alot...
121
122.i just recently fell in love again
123.I like this girl and she said she liked me but shes to hurt and doesnt want a relation ship and it kills me
124.i want something bad to happen to me so i can see who really cares
125. i miss the olden days when we were young and everyone was innocent and oblivious to the cruel things in the world
126.So yeah, theres this girl, I've liked her since the day i saw her (a couple years ago). I'd pretty much do anything for her. She is pretty much the girl of my dreams, and we could last a long time together if that were to ever happen. I did have my chance, for about 3 months she liked me and we had a 'thing' goin on but then pretty much overnight we stopped talking to eachother, it was like neither of us existed in the others life. During the time that she liked me i was having doubts to if i really wanted what we had, and was crying myself to sleep most nights, and after we stopped talking to each other and i still liked her beyond all reason, and was thinking about killing myself, and for a while i had it all planned out, and just couldnt bring my self to do it. And meanwhile my grades have plummeted, my friends have become more distant, my parents have started to get all on my back, ive been unable to focus on anything for more that 10 minutes, i feel like ive become someone im not, i hate who i have become. I have never been in a relationship even though ive been told im the nicest, hottest, person ever by most of my friends and they are envious of what i look like, i have absolutly no social skills, and couldnt get with a girl if my life depended on it, i prefer everything i do to be a secret and am a compulsive lier, even though i personally hate liers because of what has happened in the past, i have no self-esteem, i scared that i will never be good enough, and hate being judged by people, i hate being helped because it makes me appear weak and when i receive help i almost go into tears and if someone gets angry or is yelling, it doesnt have to be at me, i feel like crying, i have an eating disorter, i cant stop eating, i eat because thats what makes me feel better even though i know that in time when my metabolism slows down i wont be thin/built, yeah i know that was long but that only sumerizes my problems...
127.i wish i was with him everday, or atleast be able to date him
128. I broke up my bf cause i cheated on him and felt i couldnt face him again. i cheated on him with this random guy who forced me to and to break up with my bf and its been almost a year now and i think i am in love with my ex( who is my 'friend' now) and that it was THE BIGGEST mistake in my life to even let that guy do that to me... also im dating someone else and so is my ex..
129.i throw up after i eat.
130. There's a girl I like, and all I want to do is show her that someone loves her and respects her, but I have fantasies where I'm raping her.
131. I hate being alone, i physically and emotionally cant handle being single. im scared im going to turn out like my mom and have a fucked up life where everything goes wrong and no one loves me
132. I hate him but still would want a friendship established if he apologized,even though I wouldn't let myself be friends with him, I'd still want a friendship from him again.
133. I have Anorexia but it's complicated
134.i am cheating on my gf, haha jk
135.My real dad raped me when i was 4. I never told anyone
136.i wish i was skinnier so i dont eat.
137. I love my long term bf with all my heart but yet i cant stop thinking about someone else.
138.I don't know how to ask girls out and I believe as long as girls have good heart your fine to me.....
139.I'm going anorexic.......
140.every day i find myself enjoying naked boys more then naked girls...
141. you're all right about me. dead fucking on.
142. i'm dating this guy and i love him to death but i'm still in love with my ex too
143.I think i am in love with my best friend but have no idea what to do
144.i am lying to myself everyday im alive
145. I'm in love with my best friend but I don't know how to tell her
146. i'm dying inside bcos i cant have the one man i love the most in this sad world T_T
147.i've changed so much this year... i feel like a frickin slut, and i'm so horrified that pretty soon i won't even recognize myself anymore.
148.I think I'm awesome, but the truth is I'm actually super amazingly awesome.
149.i'm in love with a boy that is inlove with someone else... we talk about her alot. i wish i could be that girl.
150.im sprung over a 8th grade girl and i cANt have her cuz she too hott...gah those asian girls!!! :/
151. rum(: pineapple juice & malibu caribou get them all up, make baby girl come. hahahha. it's no secret. boyyy i like youuu

BIRTHDAY!!<3
Had an ABSOLUTE blast this weekend you guys
i couldnt have asked for a better birthday
(p.s. that thing there was my icecream cake...7 girls 5 mins.. GONE)