I'm sittin at a bar on the inside
Waitin for my ride on the outside
She broke my heart in the trailer park
So I jacked the keys to her fuckin car
Crashed that piece of shit
And then stepped away
Ya know Mo I'll probably get 10 years
So just gimme beers 'till they get here
Yeah I know the sun is comin up
and yall are probably gettin ready for closin up
But I'm tryin to drown my soul
I'm tired of this life on the dirt road
Everything that I love is gone
and I'm tired of hangin on
Guess it was meant to be
Romance is misery
So much for memories
And now I am headed to the penetentary
See me on TV
The next cop series
I am a danger
I guess I should have did something about my anger
But I never learn
Real things I don’t concern
I pour kerosene on everything I love
And watch it burn
I know it’s my fault
But I wasn’t happy it was over
She threw a fit
So I crashed that piece of shit nova
Mass confusion;
how can i go on with knowing of your betrayal.
how am i supposed to forgive you or even trust you?
your shit is fucked.
clearly i know i do some fucked shit and there are no excuses for anything
but what you did to me is impossible to erase.
you told me you love me a million times over
if you loved me wouldnt you try?
huh?
why couldnt you have tried? one of these days your going to regret it
because i am the best you will ever know
i treated you with the most upright respect
I FUCKING ADORED YOU
i would have done anything for you
im sorry, my thoughts changed and i had a burst out
realize that i was lost without you
i drank for 15 consecutive days why would you let me?
weren't you worried? why didnt you try to fix me? or find me?
so you just let me fuck myself over? im back at step one once again
this is just great one more fuck up and im done
you will always be remembered and no one will ever be the same as you
but how can i look at you the same way?
thats disgusting WHAT THE FUCK!?
your fucking fucked up in the fuckind head i hate you i hate you so much
why would you do this to me. I DIDNT MEAN IT I SWEAR
i never meant forever! COULDNT YOU HAVE REALIZED THAT?
fuck.
dont use nasty words - you make yourself look stupid
dont skip school - you make yourself dumb
dont try to be hardcore - your not
dont call me ugly - your worse
dont drink to impress - you can swallow shit
awknowledge it
dont smoke to be cool - your not anyways
dont do drugs to be tough - your only eating your muscles away
dont workout to be strong - your tiring yourself out
dont use your mouth to talk - your not going to back it up
dont say you love him - you dont know what love is.
Say you care for me
You know I care for you
You know that I'll be true
You know that I won't lie
You know that I will try
To be your everything
And I
Will never try to deny
That your are my whole life
Cuz if you
Ever let me go
I would die
So I won't front
I don't need
Another one
I just need
Your all or nothing
Cuz if I got that
Then I'll be straight
Baby you're the best part of my day
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m usually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.
I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.
Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.
You only live once so drink it up and live your life because its so short.
Is what i keep hearing.
Only, if i were to die soon, either it be tommorow, a month or even a year,
i wouldn't spend it getting drunk, high, or doing stupid shit.
I would spend my remaining time with the person i care about the most,
Because that last good-bye is forever.
promiss me you'll always care
promiss me to never leave
promiss me you'll never forget
let you'r shine pass through
i promiss to caress you
i promiss ill never have another
i promiss ill never lie
i promiss to always care
i can tell you that im no fucking bitch. Im the daugter of Satan that will piss
all over you assholes as soon as i see you. Go to a mirror and take
a good look at yourself, now SLAP YOUR FUCKING FACE. asshole.
Emotional
When you walk into a room, it's hard not for people to notice you.
Your confidence and easy conversation make you an attractive friend and lover.
Intellectual
Weekends are meant for relaxing, not working.
Whether it's grabbing a drink or going out dancing, you know how to unwind.
Physical
Friends are constantly amazed by your energy level.
You're usually the one organizing trips to go camping in the summer or boarding in the winter.
I'm an experienced lover
You clearly know how to use what you have and
you drive the other sex mad. If you need to, you
could get almost any person you want to lust after you.
Classy, yet crazy.