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Do you know what you started
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Do you know what you started
just partyin hard and living a simple life.. stayin out of trouble at least trying to... and trying to last in the world of motherhood

BASICS

Height:159 cm - 163 cm (5'3" - 5'4")
Weight:56 Kg - 59 Kg (121 lbs - 130 lbs)
Birthday:February 16, 1987
Sexual Orientation:Bisexual/Open-Minded
Dating:Dating
Living Situation:Living with kid(s)
Location:Kamloops, British Columbia, Canada
Join Date:01:48pm | Nov 22, '06
Profile Updated:12:28am | Dec 18, '09
Last Active:07:56am | Dec 27, '08

INTERESTS

Reading Material:Magazines
Movies:Action, Comedy, Horror
Art:Body Art
Animals/Pets:Cats, Dogs
Video Games:Puzzles, Racing, Role Playing, Strategy
Cars:Drag Racing, Rally
Music:Hip-Hop, R & B, Techno
Sports:Basketball, Car racing, Snowboarding
Activities:Clubbing, Drinking, Listening to music, Partying, Shopping, Traveling
Outdoor:Suntanning
Computers:E-mail, Instant Messaging, Surfing the net

A LITTLE SUMTHIN SUMTHIN



Nothing lasts forever;;
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so live it up, drink it down, and laugh it off.avoid the bullshit,
take chances && never have regrets.
why?
because at one point
what you did was what you wanted..
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Im the kinda Girl that
Remembers the smallest detail
But forgets to do her homework
The kinda girl who would talk on the phone for hours
But falls asleep watching T.V
The kinda girl who will laugh at every little thing
And get mad about the stupidest thing
The kinda girl who hates D r a m a
But seems to always get stuck in the middle of it
The kinda girl who is so afraid of getting her heart broken
But c a n t stand being single
The kinda girl who w o n t date just anyone
But yet all she wants is to be respected
The kinda girl who d o e s n ' t careWhat people think about her
But spends hours doing her hair and picking her clothes
But thats just me





She sits among the pieces
Of broken glass and photographs
Reluctantly releases the
Last of what was her past
It struck without a warning
Or did she just ignore the signs
In those dark clouds forming
Behind her silver lines?



To every girl that
dresses cute, not skanky.

To every girl who
wants to be called beautiful,
not hot.

To every girl that will spend her whole day
looking for the perfect present for you.

To every girl who gets her heart
broken, because he chose that bitch instead

To every girl that would die
to have a decent boyfriend.

To every girl who would just once like
to be treated like a princess.

To every girl that cries at night
because of another heartbreak.

To every girl that won't get
down on her knees
and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.

To every girl that
just wants to hold hands

To every girl that
kisses him with meaning

To every girl who
just wishes he cared more.

To every girl who would just
once want a guy to give
their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who
just wants him to call.

To every girl who lies
awake at night thinking about him.

To every girl that
just wants to cuddle.

To every girl that
just wants to sleep with him without having
sex.

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart
out there again, because she has been HURT
too many times or so badly.

To every girl who shows how much
she cares and gets nothing back.

To every girl that thought
'maybe this one could be the one'.

To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff
when she actually doesn't think it is funny.

To every girl who is
just looking for that one
and only and is having a rough time along the way.

To every girl that has been cheated on,
because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy.

To every girl that doesn't want a guy
who
just plays with her emotions but actually cares
about how she feels.

To every girl who wants
words backed up with actions.

To every girl that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.

To every girl that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.




Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you
off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand
in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to
have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,
"...that's her




UNTITLED



Love`s when . . . . you miss him
even before he leaves, when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when just the sound of his name
sends chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes
<3.



If you dress nicely, he says you're a snob-
-if you dress sexy, he says you're a slut-
-If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn, -
-If you're quiet, he says you're stupid-
-If you call him, he says you're needy and clingy. -
-If he calls you, he says you should be grateful-
-If you don't love him, he'll try to win you-
-If you love him, he'll leave you.-
-If you don't fcuk him, he'll say you don't love him, -
-If you do, he'll say you're easy. -
-If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating, -
-If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him. -
-If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy, -
-If he lectures you, it's because he 'cares for you'. -
-If you break a promise, you can't be trusted, -
-If he breaks it, he had to-
-If you cheat, u expect it to be over -
-If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance-
-*-Either way.... you just never win`



Boy... I saw her ôoday.
+Girl... I saw him ôoday. +
Boy... It seems like it`s been forever.
+Girl... I wonder if he still cares.+
Boy... She looks even beôôer than ever.
Girl... I couldn`ô help sôaring aô him.+
Boy... I asked her how things were.
+Girl... I asked him about his new girlfriend.+
Boy... I'd choose her over any girl I`m ever with.
+Girl... He`s probably really happy now.+
Boy... I couldn`ô look at her withouô sôarôing to cry.
+Girl... He didn`ô even look at me.+
Boy... I ôold her I missed her.
+Girl... He doesn`ô miss me.+
Boy... I meant iô.
+Girl... He didn`ô mean iô.+
Boy... I love her so much.
+Girl... He loves his new girlfriend.+
Boy... I held her for the lasô ôime.
+Girl... He gave me a friendly hug.+
Boy... Then I wenô home and cried.
+Girl... Then I wenô home and cried.+
Boy... I losô her..
+Girl... I sôill love him.. +©



:+:Every time I think of you, :+:
:+:I feel the inôensiôy:+:
:+:Of loving you:+:
:+:Like u could never imagine. ©:+:

:+:Whaô I wanô more than anything:+:
:+:Is ôo hold u in my arms:+:
:+:And ôell you jusô how much I love u,:+:
:+:And how much I wanô u in my life. ©:+:

:+:Please...:+:
:+:Don'ô ever doubô my love for u.:+:
:+:Because iô is as real ôoday:+:
:+:As iô was the day:+:
:+:We firsô began to share a love. ©:+:




Remember when ...getting high meant swinging at the playground
The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties
Mom was your hero & Dad was the boy you were going to marry
Your worst enemies were your siblings
Race issues were who could run the fastest
War was a card game
Life was simple and care free
But what i remember most is wanting to grow up!



Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

UNTITLED


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07:30am | Dec 20, '06 | No Comments
RIP William Desjarlais

Murder devastates family



A local family is struggling to understand how a man described as a great uncle, funny brother and inspiring cadet could have been the victim of murder.

William Desjarlais's beaten body was found in his Rivercrest Apartments suite early Dec. 11.

The 19-year-old had just moved out on his own for the first time and was looking forward to his future, says his older sister Jennifer Nieman.

"He was very excited to be living in that apartment. It was supposed to be a safe place. There were video cameras."

Two men have been charged in relation to Desjarlais's death. Dale Keenatch, 22, and Charles Townsend, 19, are charged with second-degree murder and will appear in court later this week.

Meanwhile, Desjarlais's family and friends are left devastated.

"He was a g