so yeah everyone i finally started my new job at home depot its pretty great! I miss my boyfriend alot being that im at home at my parents and i dont get to see him like i did when we were living together, i miss that. Though sometimes i wonder if he really wants to be my boy nemore just the way he talks to me and the way he treats me sometimes i wonder if maybe the only reason he stays with me is out of pity cuz he thinks that i wont be able to find someone else but in reality i dont want to find anyone else i am happy with him most of the time and that i love him alot.

Kamal is the biggest sweet heart out there he's like my big brother who i can always talk to when mace hurts me and because he treats me like im his little sister he always calls and bitches at mace for it he is so nice and i am happy for him, though im alittle worried about him because he is physically hurting i hope its nothing serious and he can get the medical attention he needs to make it better. If Kamal goes i will have no one to